Sometimes I wish being idol involve being normal, but apparently normalcy is something that we had swore to give up the moment we signed our contract.

When we were still trainee, we have to practice 16 hours a day, and the rest of the day involve eat, personal hygiene and also the much needed sleeping. 

Now when we have successfully debuted, we have to work 24 hours a day, whenever work requires us to.

Even if we are not working, we are focused on being chased around by media and fangirls. 

Sometimes I wonder if I am just an item which has been remodeled and sold to crazy, screaming teenagers.

I get asked a lot, is it worth it giving up the best time of my life by dedicating my life to being a celebrity, an idol, and even more an artist.

The endless practicing, harsh scolding from coach when we made mistake, the hard earned two hours of sleep before comeback, limited social life, and high level of restriction in many aspect just so we don't screw up. 

These would have been worse if I wasn't doing it with my 11 brothers. We would always give each other support when training is harsh, we would cheer each other up whenever we got scolded, and the time when we were so tired we would help each other putting on sore patches, in the end we all manage to endure it together. 

So if you ask if its worth it giving up being an ordinary boy, I am telling you I am not leaving exo.

How the heck did they distinguish every one in the group? They all looked identical.

They can't sing because they sound like whales.

The girl is only pretty because she has too much make up on her pathetic face.

That guy? Just no. He is prettier than me.

Sunhee dislikes this whole hallyu thing unlike her peers that swoon over these plastic looking boys and girls at every single opportunity. Dislikes is probably an understatement for Sunhee. She thinks that idols didn't become famous because of their talent and they definitely don't deserve the fame. She doesn't understand why people are crazy over them when they are just good looking people performing on stage. The day has come when she realize that she has no reason to hate over this people, and change her perception towards them. What's more to it is it might also change her own life.

[Previously I was an anti fan, until I met him]

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