When you can stop the tears, when nobody could hear you,

When nobody listening you, when nobody thinks that you’re something all you can do is just Healing for Yourself.

That’s not easy, never been. Survive alone is just like hell.

Nobody will help you. It’s just only you. You’ll be lonely… cause all alone.

Maybe once I said that I don’t care about that one/anything…

But the pain, is eat me up, completely.

I hate the fact, that I become so this weak, this fragile when everything has to be perfect.

Once again, I am not good person.

I’m far from good, but I always think that I can do better.

“Dr. Shim… he… he stop breathing…”

Second thing the nurse knew, he already gone, leave his office and run to one room…

-if I can stop the time, I will stop this time so I know , that you ever care for me… even just for once-