I, Park Bom, am 30 years old. I used to live with my parents but now I live alone for at least 15 years. I really wanted to have friends ever since I was little but my classmates feared me because I was very different from them. I felt so sad and lonely that sometimes I wanted to commit suicide. Living is useless. Everything is useless. Why do I even live? I wished I had a new life. I wish someone would love me the way I am. On the way of going to a coffee shop, I fell in love at first sight. Seung Hyun-ssi was the one that made me realize that loving a person and having happiness is what completes a woman's life.