Kai's POV

The first thing i saw when I opened my eyes is white light.
Am I died? That thought suddenly popped up in my mind. 
I blinked my eyes, and realized the white light came from lamp at the hospital room.
I'm still alive, i sighed in relieved.
I tried to get up when suddenly my head ached. I think my head hit the ground quite harsh.

"Stay still." Said a familiar voice. 
I looked up and realized i wasn't alone in this room. I was even more surprised to know who was there with me. "Sehun?"
"Feeling better?"
I nodded weakly. "How did you..."
"They found my phone number on your recent call." He said. "You've been sleeping for three days."
"Three days?" Did i really sleep for that long?
"And.. I talked to your doctor."
My eyes widened. "Did you know... About my condition?"
He nodded. "Dude, why did you never tell me?" 
"It's not that important."
"It is." He said. "You're my bestfriend, Jongin."
I laughed bitterly. "Since when you called my real name?"
"I'm serious."
"I'm fine." I said. "At least now."
"Did your father know?"
"He's too busy."
"You want me to call him?"
"I said I'm fine!" I said, almost yelled.
Sehun sighed, giving up to ask more. "I see. Go rest, I'll ask you later."
He was about to leave when I said, "How's Ae Ra?"
Sehun raised his eyebrows. "I didn't know you're interested on my noona." He added. "And yeah, she's good although she was a bit quiet."
Is it because of me? I couldn't help but feel so cruel.
She probably hated me now.
"Did she know that you came here?" I asked.
Sehun shook his head. "Should I tell her?"
"No!" I said, a little too loud. "I.. I can't meet her."
Sehun looked at me confusedly. "What was actually happening between both of you?" 
What was actually happening between both of us? I don't know. I've been questioning myself, but it didn't seem like there's an answer for that. We were met by destinyㅡthat's what i saidㅡwhen she believed it's truly a coincidence. We're not friends, not lovers either. I honestly didn't know how am i supposed to react when she confessed to me.
Do i like her? Of course i do.
But I'm scared.
I'm scared she'll hurt. I'm scared I'll make her cry again. It's scared me even more that I won't be able to do anything for her. I'm such a jerk, and she wasn't supposed to fall in love with a jerk like me.
I sighed, and finally said. "Nothing was happening."

Aera's POV

It's been a week.
Kai didn't go to school since our date. I've never