Chasing the Impossible

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In which Luhan is running after something, but never actually reaching it.

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The game of love is played by two; one who is standing still and one who is desperate enough.

Every relationship builds on dedication and will.

Often, at least one of them gets hurt.

And it just so happened that Luhan has been the one running after something he could not reach, something that was far too hard to get a hold of.

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Based on a true story, this is a tale about someone who wanted a life much different than the one they lived.

Foreword

Luhan could faintly hear noise through his earplugs and he didn’t quite appreciate his peace being poked by the outside world. Kyungsoo had yet to come and although his desk was empty at the moment, the one in front of him was buzzing with people. Scowling at the sounds, he looked up from the notebook he used mainly to scribble nonsense in, and stretched his hand to grab his cell phone off the desk.

However, what he saw was not what he expected.

His eyes locked with a pair of big, brown and beautiful. The person was standing just a little farther from the desk in front of his, and he had never felt himself freeze like this before. The young man, around his age, was wearing sports clothing and as much as it was simple and monotonous, Luhan wasn’t sure how he looked so good in it. His hair was cut short and a nice shade of brown, strands flying from here and there and his form thin yet at the same time muscular.

It did take a while for Luhan to look away but in the end, he casted his eyes on his cell phone, grabbing it and trying to act as if he wasn’t staring—it was useless though, he had been caught red-handed by the unknown brunette and he had still kept staring. He could feel his chest ache by the speed his heart was pumping in and God, he was afraid. He was afraid because this was unnatural and this was not something he had felt before. This was not even a good and logical reaction. Especially after a year of feeling nothing.

But he found himself throwing subtle glances at the brunette under his cap, half mind wanting to approach the other, but he didn’t know what to say either. It wasn’t till Kyungsoo came that he calmed his breath down.

 

Additional tittle: For the first time (changed literally on the last moment)

Genres: Angst (lots), Drama (also lots), Romance (so subtle tho), Psychological (a fair amount of it)

Status: Completed

Date started: 18th June 2014

Date finished: 25th December 2014

Warnings: mentions of self-harm/depression

 

Reviews:

"I freaking love the ending. Leave it hanging. Don’t touch it. Full marks for the originality and plot. Well, what else I can say? Great work"

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*Events in the story are either based on or inspired by real ones. Words might not be entirely spot-on, but the content is the same. It's basically 90% slightly altered real events in here.*

Note: In this fic I will use the fake name of Luhan's which is the surname Xi. I know it's not his real name but, I just needed to use a surname and I really didn't want to break Luhan in two.

Well, here's the anticipated (I hope) story! I have been going on and on about it for so long and it's finally posted, and I can't be any happier! ^^ Please welcome a new Angst (full-on, this time) with a good handful of drama on the side and very, very little Romance. It's the second Xiuhan story I'm writing and I'm excited after what Strays appeared to be!

I hope you'll enjoy it just like my other Xiuhan story! Subscribe, upvote, comment~ I appreciate everything, but the comments are always something I love to receive, read and reply to~<3

By the way, pardon my edit here as well. x3 I did my best and I'll keep that (unfortunately) until I get my **** straight and finally order a graphic from somewhere (>_<) Also, the typo is fixed. I just face-palmed myself to oblivion.

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Comments

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negin_eunhae_ #1
Chapter 9: Im not gonna read alternate ending because i feel like the original ending is what you had in mind when you were writing the story all the way :((( it was sooo heartbreaking whi did Minseok never give him a chance when he did like guys too?
for_now #2
Chapter 10: Luhan's mind is a beautiful chaos is what I realised. Everything in the story seemed chaotic but it was right where it was suppose to be. I absolutely adore Sehun's character!
I was so unsure about Minseok's behaviour throughout but then Kris explaining Minseok's jealously made me realise that he was in fact only using Luhan.
When I read the first line of the alternate ending I thought it would be about a a happy Luhan where he realises that this is not good for him ( since it had felt 'wrong' to him ) but it ended in Xiuhan getting together
I think the original ending is perfect in every way even thought it is absolutely heartbreaking how, Luhan , even after making all efforts, could not get over Minseok who still had a weird hold over him.
This was amazing dear author!
JonesyKyah
#3
Chapter 10: Ahhh this ending left a good feeling in my heart. Not everything sorted, but things fell into place enough that they could be happy. 200/10 Good alternate ending!
x1uhAn #4
Chapter 10: Thanks for this sseriousl. Thank you!!!,
Lurkerderp #5
My heart </3
As much as the Alt ending is nice ( it really is!!), the first ending fits perfectly imo.
As painful as it is, it does.
Minseok may not be a 'bad' person,but he sure as hell is selfish which in turn caused pain.
I like to believe in Karma so I hope sometime and somewhere in this fictional universe Minseok got what his karma but *shrugs* lol
It legit broke my heart reading luhan's emotions as I can just feel his hope, the pain of it being crushed, and the betrayal of that 'little secret.'
Just I want to hug him and let him know Minseok isn't worth in the bigger scheme of things, and that time will heal this wound and he too, will move on ( to much better things).
Overall Nice story :D
Rmislife
#6
Chapter 10: That was...refreshing! I'm feeling mighty satisfied but I hate to admit this but I think that 'Chasing the Impossible' first ending was more suited (even tho I couldnt handle the angst and cruel Minseok). However, the alternate (more happier ending) is definitely a good one! It does in a sensible way explain Minseok's actions cause let's be frank, not too many parents would accept their kid's sudden uality change that could or may not be for real (question: What is Minseok's uality? Is he biual?) and that fear of that alone does explain Minseok's cruel behaviour...
However, I must say I was really surprised at the alternate ending cause I was expecting an slight angsty ending where Minseok does confess that he did have feelings for Luhan but it's Luhan who pulls away and like with this they both closure? But you like broke the angsty flow of the story and such a beautiful HAPPY ending is more than I couldve asked for so thank you!
And omg, the ending where Luhan purposely lost against Minseok so that Minseok's spccer team could win was so fluffy that I'm drowning in Xiuhan feels.
Gaembell #7
Chapter 10: Aodjowdkqodneu omgggggg they're together and luhan has been fixed ;;;;;;;;;.
they are so sweet as a couple aksjsk
sitomat #8
Chapter 10: I prefer angst ending version
But still curious bout minseok POV :-D
But great stories for alternate ending ★