January 2, 2025

   It's been about a week since I've been imprisoned here. The tiny barred window placed high on one of the walls  is the only thing that is keeping me sane. I'm too short to be able to see out of it, but I bet my off it's better than being in here. The reasons are unclear on why I am being kept captive. The food they have been feeding me is disgusting and stale. They have not allowed me to take a shower or go to the restroom. It's horrible, I had to urinate on one of the corners of the room. The food they had been giving me has started to damage my stomach. Eventually I couldn't hold everything in me anymore and let it all out on the floor. The accident came unnoticed to the s...I ended up using my pillow case to pick up and move it to another corner...  

   Today I managed to make some type of ink out of the ty grape juice they've given me. I have also used the sheets from the hard matress to make pages for me to write on. I still haven't been able to see the men's faces ever since I've been taken away. All I know is that there are three different men so far. I have no idea what to do, I've seen so many movies about these types of situations, but when it's actually happening to you...I don't know, my mind just goes blank. The situation I'm in is terrifying, and feels so much more real.

October 5, 2026

   I've lost track of the amount of time I have been here, I have gotten so frail, I can no longer stay up for long amounts of times. It's getting colder in here so I am assuming it's fall...I still have not taken a shower resulting in me standing under the barred window completely when it rains to take a so called "shower". I feel humiliated, the thought of suicide has crossed my mind, but what good would that be? I must remain strong for my family, friends and to save the tiny amount of dignity I have left.  I might as well do what I can to survive in this hell hole. I need to think of way to get out of here.

December 26, 2027

   I figured it all out.