I walk into my school. A place of living hell. Ever since I was young I have gotten picked on. But now I do not even get that. I am always ignored. I even miss getting picked on. Now I don't even exist. I am always thrown to the side. Left out of everything. I slump into my desk and plop my backpack beside me. Why can't people just shut their mouths for once? Do what they are supposed to do for a change. We are here to learn, not gossip. 

How do these girls do it anyway? Our teachers compare us, even our own parents. They are literally perfect. In every sport, good looking, get straight As. Without even really trying..

I pull my folder out of my bag and slap in on my desk. Annoyed by all the white noise and whispering behind me. Could you not? For like 5 seconds? I highly doubt it. All you girls ever do is be rude to eachother and stand outside cafes in your short skirts and heels. Laughing at everything the other girls say. Like do you even listen to eachother or do you just whisper something random and laugh? Yesterday I went to the grocery store.. hohohohohohoho..... es...

"Miu?" I hear in the back of my head.

"H-Hai, imasu!"

The giggling behind me gets louder. I am never really sure if they are laughing at me or not. Even though I think they are I reassure myself every time. I can not wait until after school. I'll go to the one place it is safe.

Finally school ends and I leave school without saying a single word the whole day. Sometimes a couple while giving an answer if I am lucky.

*bump*

"Sorry, didn't see you there!"

I can tell she was true but... Why? Why does nobody see me? Why do I not exist?! Why do I get so hung up over such a small occurrence? I start walking faster afraid of what I might do next. Reaching my destination as quickly as possible.

I finally see the building and a wave of comfort and excitement overcomes me. I am pretty sure this is the only place on Earth where everybody is truely equal. I swiftly walk in and it feels like home. Lee the cashier recognizes me and gives me the familiar hello.

"Hi Miu! Nice to see you today! How was school? How is my best customer?'

"It was harsh. It was pretty good though! I am fine. Got anything new to show me today?"

"Hmm. Sorry not today! How was my son today?"

I cringe at that sentence. Also at the lie I am about to tell him. I hate lying to him..

"H-He was fine. We don't have many classes together. He really is a special boy though!"

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I know! I know it is short! But Christmas just was celebrated and I had my nieces and nephews over for a WEEK. And now New Years.. And then my birthday. And then I am MOVING! So much is happening! I will update soon though. I will leave you guys hanging a little. BTW: This weeks inspirations were;

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b793YxcolFo  (ADJUST YOUR VOLUME THIS IS REALLY HARD ROCK!) and

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v_JPTvACwMw (literally the opposite of the song above! REALLY soft. Kinda depressing though.. Really pretty!)