Siwon gets a journal from his sister for his birthday. At first he's unsure what to make of it, but the small book soon develops into his own secret way of remembering the special moments his has with the one Super Junior member he craves attention from the most.

a/n: i came up with this ridiculous idea a looongg time ago and got a couple of requests for it to be written, and i've finally managed to finish this nonsense. Idk why people trust me to write anything it always ends up a ridiculous mess orz
*** i found the post that started it all god kdxfjghdkjs