"The fan letters came in~" Yoseob cheered loudly in the waiting room, struggling with the pile of fan letters that stacked up to above his head.
"I'll help you, you shortie." Doojoon offered, and they started to sort the members' fan letters one by one. Soon, there were six large heaps of envelopes from fans of each member.
And one single letter, addressed to all six of them.
"Why don't we read this one first?" Hyunseung suggested, opening the single letter carefully, not to tear the contents. "Is it some birthday card for Hyunseung?" Gikwang asked.
Dongwoon took the letter over and cleared his throat loudly, the members sitting in a small circle, cross-legged, waiting to listen to what the letter said. Dongwoon's eyes scanned through the paper, and he turned silent suddenly.
"What is it?" Junhyung asked, taking the paper from the stunned maknae, who seemed to turn into stone.
"Dear BEAST members, hello.
I am your fan, Yoo Jaeshim. I am an amnesia patient.
If you do receive this letter, it probably means that I finally wrote this letter in one whole go without forgetting what I had to write.
This disease I have, the doctors say it's a very rare one.
I know that it's sad and all; and I know you guys will pity me, but I don't need it now.
My point is, that I am starting to forget all six of you soon.
When the disease hadn't attacked me yet, I was a great B2UTY. I followed all your events, bought all your merchandise, your albums.
I loved you guys. And I still do now, at least at this point of time when I'm writing this letter.
I do not wish for anything more, just to let you guys know that I loved BEAST, because they have been an awesome group, always bringing laughter and great music for all of us who love you so much.
I'm glad that I have been a B2UTY, although I will forget that sooner or later.
Lately, I've started to forget all the members' names, I can't seem to fit the names with the faces anymore, I guess, if I saw you six in person, I might not be able to recognise you anymore.
All but one. Yong Junhyung.
Yong Junhyung-ssi, I don't remember if you used to be my bias or not, but your name and face seems to be the only one that I cannot forget. I wonder why is that the case. Perhaps, you learn magic (:
I will gradually, even forget the existence of all six of you, forget BEAST, forget the fact that I was a great fan, and all the products I bought may soon grow to be useless and worthless things in my eyes that hold no more importance.
But at the point of time I'm writing this, I am still a fan, or at least, I remember that I am.
Thank you, BEAST, for bringing me joy, even though my condition has deteriorated to the fact that I can't even remember those glad memories you guys brought me, made me a happy fangirl.
But here I am, still believing that I still love all of you.
Yoon Doojoon, Jang Hyunseung, Yong Junhyung, Yang Yoseob, Lee Gikwang, Son Dongwoon.
Now, as I'm writing this, I'm referring to wikipedia for your names. That's just how bad it is.
Even though, you might not receive this, even though, I may not seem to be very important to your eyes, I know that you will protect and look after all your B2UTIES forever, like how we do for you.
I love you guys, and I wish I could remember why, and I wish I could remember my love for you forever, but I know, that is not possible.
I hope this letter brought you some strength today. Perhaps, when I've completely forgot everything, a part of my subconscious will still remember you six as the men I loved, for everything you guys did.
I am proud of all six of you, and though I cannot remember you forever, please stay together forever.
Also, Yong Junhyung-ssi, perhaps, I may forget you one day too; as I silently hope that I, Yoo Jaeshim, will perhaps linger in your minds for a while more today.
Please stay strong and healthy, this is the BEAST we B2UTIES want to see.
I must remember to post this letter immediately before i forget again.
BEAST, thank you. For all the songs, the fun, the hard work.
I love you. Forever. Even if, I can't remember that."
Yours, Yoo Jaeshim.
Junhyung stoned, like what Dongwoon was doing, aware that the members were slowly tearing up.
"I wish I knew magic, perhaps, I could cure you if I did." Junhyung thought, closing his eyes at the piercing pain.
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