Hazy

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What if I fall and hurt myself? Would you know how to fix me?
What if I went and lost myself? Would you know where to find me?
If forgot who I am, would you please remind me?
Cause without you things go hazy.

Foreword

**Author's Note: This is a prequel to the story Misconceptions. I HIGHLY reccomend you do not go further until that is read. Here is the link: http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/675772/misconceptions-hunhan-baekyeol-xiuhan-chanhun-sebaek **

poster credit: vanessax17

 

                The room I stood in was far more beautiful than I had thought it would be. All the flower arrangements stood tall and perfectly placed all throughout the four white walls. Every shaky breath I took filled my nose with the pleasant yet some what morbid smells from all the lilies and carnations. People sat quiet in their seats looking at all the pictures spread against tables and corkboards. I knew that eventually I would have to show my face to everyone who came only to inform me of their deepest condolences. They could probably careless about that actual reason for our gathering.

                With feet that felt like sandbags, I entered the room shaking hands of several doctors I work with. Some faces were completely unfamiliar, but most I had seen at least once before. Finally, my eyes looked towards the real reason why we all gathered today. My legs almost gave out at the sight of the open casket standing just inches in front of me. A small stand for kneeling and praying caught my fall, and instantly tears flowed from my eyes. The room grew horribly quiet as everyone saw me finally make it up here. After a few moments of sobbing, a hand clenched onto my shoulder and the little bit of space on the stand became occupied as a familiar face looked at me. He too had tears in his eyes, and looked far more upset than I did.

“Chanyeol I’m so sorry,” he cried. “I can’t believe this happened so fast…”

“Me too… Thank you for coming so far. I can’t begin to explain how much I need you right now.”

“…Good. I need you too. This isn’t easy for the both of us, but we’re going to make it through. He would want to see us happy.”

                I wasn’t too sure about what he meant by saying seeing us happy. Did he mean us as individuals being happy and accepted of this death, or us being happy as couple or partnership? I can’t understand because already my mind is so hazy…

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M3LAQOT5
#1
Chapter 9: :O set out so nicely. And so sad ;(
Thank you!~
BaoziBaoziBaozi
#2
Chapter 9: :'( that was really sad.. XiuHan though. I ship them.. so thanks for letting them be together. :)
Sojeann
#3
Chapter 9: I wait this one for a long time to be done and I don't recognize it was done already if I didn't gave full time to all my subscription and stories I read before I read Misconception more than months past but I was not into commenting I was a silent reader just like how I read this one but I will do leave comment.

I like the story from Misconception to Hazy but to be honest I was not glad at each ending it makes me always sad and leave my heart broken but I can't say anything because it was your work you plan it all before. I like the twist and turns and also the fluff scene. I love when you gave the Xiumin and Luhan a daughter I can see they live happily after all the things happen before. I was feel great when still the original OTP was end together. I pity Baekhyun because he was been physical abuse by Chen. I cry when Sehun die here I felt like I lost my child to be honest I look at him as my own child in EXO because he was so young and innocent to look like a child.

Over all this was great and best story. Keep it up the good work. I will still look for your other stories to come.

Good Luck and God Bless always.

Bye :D
Mawmawmee #4
Chapter 9: Omg, so sadddddddddd but finally hun is happy in heaven. Chan always remember and love him.
You did good job. I'm crying.
Jhellnah
#5
Chapter 8: I'm getting destroyed right now!! I feel like D:

But hey Newark is only 30 minutes away from me~... I'm really trying to be happy right now.

Are you going to make Chanyeol suicide?! I can't live with that T-T
Jhellnah
#6
Chapter 1: Wait is this a prequel or a sequel? Isnt this after misconception?
Mawmawmee #7
Chapter 7: OMG, you updated!
I don't have time to check. And now, I have to read 2 chapters and I cry.
Why is chanhun's love life so tortured? Is hun going to die? Please make him happy with Chanyeol forever.
I'm waiting for the next chapter. Wanna see what's gonna happen. Don't hurt me, please. Fighting!
night_club
#8
Chapter 6: Honestly I really really really hope that Chanyeol and Baekhyun will be together again. That's just my opinion :P idk how Sehun might turn out just hoping he doesn't die ☆
ninabbyong
#9
Chapter 5: Although I feel bad for Chanyeol , I really wish he doesn't complicate things between Chen and Baek. I mean Baek must have been so broken back then and I like to think he's finally living happily with Chen. ChanHun & BaekChen hwaiting!
alleyson_23
#10
Chapter 5: Too complicated kekeke but I like it XD