We Are All Scarred, And Striving To Survive...
I got a text from Joon-oppa. 'Aish~ Is he gonna ask me out now?' I giggled cutely like a fangirl as I daydreamed before Ipicked my phone up and flipped it to open.
Yeonnie-ah! Palli and get here to the house! ____-ah IS BACK!
But she's unconscious and we dunno what to do. She musthave all of us once she gets up,
SO PALLI OK? ;P
As I read the text, I wasted no time and wore the nearest outfit I could get, wore it in a dash, but still, being the Park Clan's Descendant, I looked more than 'PERFECT'. Such a narcissist right? ;D
I got my car keys... And drove to the Lees'. 'Palli JooYeon-ah~' I cheered for my car to run faster than ever.
'i can't afford the punishment for tardiness this time again. So JooYeon-ah, faster!' I demanded my car and in a jiffy, I got to the Lees' like a flash.
I took out my bag from the car and ran to the front door after parking. But I saw SOMEONE passing out on the ground, just in front of the Lees' door. It is a boy, judging from the body figure he has from the distance.
I was afraid that he's about to die, so I rushed to his side and turned his body over to see who he is. 'Omo! J-Jinyoung?! Is this really Jinyoung-ah?!'
"_-___-ah..." He mumbled. 'As I thought... He still has THOSE feelings for her...' I was about to sigh in relief but was cut short when he started having an attack. 'He still has those attacks? Ugh! Why are my scents so prone to causing him allergies?!' I grunted,but then his breathing became heavier and he felt REALLy cold, almost like a corpse.
Before anything that's more nerve-wracking could even happen, I ran to my wits into the house, my eyes searching every corner and space in the house, hoping to find my oppas. I was running from the ground floor until I reached one door, opened it rashly, and left it as it is, then I went to the next, did the same, until I stopped in front of a certain room wherein I could hear voices.
'Definitely them.' I thought as I opened the brass doorknob hastily and found them, 'Hope I'm not too late YET! Jinnie just wait, Yeon will save you! You still have A LOT to explain. You can't die YET!' I thought.
I was about to smile because I thought i could compliment myself for doing this GOODY-GOODY ACT, even if it was just for once. But then, my smile curved into a frown as I just heard them argue about Jinyoung. "YAH! Stop the quarreling and help me! HE'S UNCONSCIOUS OPPAS!"
Upon hearing what I have just said, they stood up with doubting looks and hesitantly ran to the front door, where I told them to go to. As I reached there, the three of them were standing there, just staring at Jinyoung, who was laying on the floor, catching his breath.
"Are you guys just gonna stand there?! Come and help me!" I snapped at them, but they just stared at the weak Jinyoung. I grew MORE IRRITATED than ever, that I even yelled and scolded them: One thing I never thought I could do. "For once, just THINK without being TOO SELFISH about ____-ah! Can you just forget THAT YOU GUYS JUST HAD ANOTHER RIVAL ADDED TO YOUR LIST and START SEEING TINGS THROUGH! We must all reunite and STOP WHATEVER Joseph Horvejkul is up to! And seeing you oppas right now, I can't help but think that even ____-ah would hate whatever you guys are pulling off!"
After gasping for air from all the screaming, I saw Joon approach me and carry Jinyoung. "Yeon, ____ is in her room. And Jinyoung will be staying at one of the guest rooms. Feel free to visit when you wanna." I fell silent after seeing him look at me with a pained and sorry expression.
'What I did was right. I WILL NEVER FEEL BAD bout doing THAT!' I thought and stood up, leaving Donghae-oppa and Gikwang-oppa outside. I followed Joon as we went to the second floor of the house, but then we parted ways, since ____'s room was on the other side, and the guest room was a bit farther ahead.
I slowly twisted the door knob to the door. Like an astronaut in space, I tiptoed lightly to reach ____'s bed side I whispered softly, as I sat beside her. I never noticed that tears were dripping from my eyes before Gikwang-oppa came in and handed me a clean handkerchief. He said. I now he was right, but I still felt heavy inside, like I became the cause for a crime to be completed.
I clumsily wiped my wet cheeks and eyes, then looked back at ____, who was still unconscious.
They leftme and hyung outside the house, reflecting on our actions and feeling all the guilt after Jiyeon's words perfectly shot us.
"Hyung, I'll have to go in. If you're any better, come in and settle your issues." I said as I closed the door that remained hanging in the air since the three went in. 'I was TOO SELFISH. Yeonnie was right. I should've tried to understand Jin too, instead of plucking him outta my life like a weed. I was too mean to just watch him writhe in pain, when clearly, I could have helped him.' My thoughts haunted my mind as I headed for the room where Jin is staying.
But as I passed by ____-ah's room, I heard Jiyeon's voice, "I'm sorry Unnie wasn't there to protect you ____-ah. Once more, Unnie broke her promise. Mian. If-if-i-i-if-ff-oo- if only... I stayed a bit longer, THIS WOULD NEVER HAVE HAPPENED."
'Aish! Here we go again with THIS KID. She blames herself again.' I sighed as I entered the room stealthily, hoping that Jiyeon won't notice me. When I thought she'd stop crying, and I'd talk her out of putting all the blame into herself, SHE CONTINUED CRYING.
I can't help but feel sad for this dongsaeng of mine. Ever since I knew her, I saw how much she valued ___ not only as her only best friend, but now, also as a sister. I took out my perfectly folded handkerchief from the left pocket of my jogging pants, I handed it down to her, "It is not yourfauly Yeonnie-ah. WE ALL SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER AND DONE BETTER."
I sighed. 'Can't you do better BaboKwang? I gues syou just caused her too feel worse.' I face palmed myself as I complained at how stupid I am at things like this.
"Oppa, I guess you wanna have some 'alone time' with _____-ah, so I'll leave her in your care first, OK?" Jiyeon said as she stared at me with those round eyes that tell. 'She really does read minds.' I thought.
Then she managed to give me a faint and weak smile before she left me alone with ____-ah, who is still unconscious.
I slumped in the right side of the bed, where she was facing, and I suddenl beacme busystaring ather solemn, sleeping face. "Nothing REALLY has changed, right, _____-ah?" I smiled as I gently brushed her bangs away from her forehead, as it was starting to cover her heavenly face.
"You better wake up now Princess. Or else, you might miss out on THE UPCOMING CLASH." I whispered softly as I leaned in to give her a kiss on the forehead. 'If only I came earlier into your life... If only I knew you earlier and so did you know me too... If only you were born with a heart that beats for me...' I thought sadly, as I stood up silently from my seat, and eventually, leaving her room.
When I got out of her room, my eyes almost popped out of its sockets, as I saw Donghae-hyung standing outside _____'s room, staring at me with sadness and pain in his eyes.
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