Don't Leave Me Out! Reminiscing My Joon...

________'s POV:

'Gikwang-ah... what are you doing?' i snapped him out from shaking me... well, having such an intimate distance from him, i can't help but notice his perfect and prince-like features... just then... when i grew fond of staring and admiring his face...

'Are you starting to fall for me, ______-ah?' he said jokingly... and then he leaned in closer... making the tip of our noses touch...

'Yah! Kwang-ah! stop that! no way... and i mean it, no way in HELL... would i...' i swore on his face, but am i really strong on that decision?

'Well, i guess you saw the dream too?' he asked... at first, i became puzzled and lost since i've just woken up... then i see the flashbacks of my dream... i can't help but blush... aigooo~!

'Liar... He pulled you in to a hug, didn't he? Well, Hae-hyung just cheated... He can't help it that you can't remember a tad of memory about us... But still, what you saw... in that dream... happened... when we were kids... but i just wanted you to see it in our current bodies...' he got interrupted by his soft giggle... '______-ah, when the DAY comes, i really do hope you choose me...' he said in a serious yet romantic tone...

'Why don't we get you home?' he changed the course of our conversation... Oooh! I almost forgot, i just blacked out... and i skipped all the classes in the whole afternoon just because of that?! MAN! This dilemma is reall getting on my nerves...

He walked me home... Well, i hate to break it, but he looks really good... plus, we even seem like a couple... OH GOSH! That just grossed me out... I disgusted myself... Ugh!

As we arrived at the door of the NEW HOUSE... I saw Jinyoung-oppa, why is he so tensed up?

'Yah! You made me worried-sick!!' honestly, i never expected Jinyoung-oppa to appear out the house waiting for his only sister to come home... 'I heard that you fainted... Seriously... what can i do with you..? That just means, i have to thank Kwanggie for bringing you home...' then he turned to Kwang... 'Jungmal gumawo Kwanggie-ah!' he seems so grateful.. but then he shot me the 'mom's-gonna-scold-the-hell-outta-me' look... DAMN!

So, here came dinner... Still, Jinyoung-oppa looked pissed just cause he got scolded by mom... Wanna know why? The reason is for leaving school without me... Well, he thought he'd hang out with his new friends at school, Baro-oppa, Sandeul-oppa, Gongchan, and the eldest of his new friends, CNU-oppa... They enjoyed the carnival near the market, and sadly, Jinyoung-oppa forgot that his ever-troublesome sister is left in the infirmary... ALONE...

Well, he apologized though, but still, he had to sulk cause his day got smashed by a good scolding from our dear mother...

As soon as i finished eating... i went up to my room and watched a show in the tv... To be honest, even the appliances we brought caused us better luck than i've expected... The old house seemed fine, but the appliances... well, we should leave it as that.. i guess *giggle*

I hopped into bed after a shower and looked at the ceiling... 'This room... The Lees... That new guy... My new life... and most of all, the TRUE IDENTITY OF _____ JUNG... i just can't realize how much changed after these people and information entered my life... it might not be so bad to give these changes a chance right?'

My solitude got disrupted by a guy that climbed up to my room's balcony and knocked on the glass door... WHO COULD THIS STRANGER BE?! TRYING TO PESTER ME AT THIS TIME OF THE NIGHT?!

I got hold of my middle-school baseball bat that i just placed in my new wardrobe... Slowly, and in baby steps, i tiptoed to the door, leaning my back to the side wall... And to my surprise... It was no other than...

LEE JOON...

'What are you doing here? Joon-ah, it's late already, and don't we have class tom-' i was silenced by two soft fingers that touched my lips... OMO! THIS GUY- HOW DOES HE-?! well, no time for panic and confusuion, it's better to take this time and ask Joon...

'Oh, forget it... Why not have this visit into a bonding moment?' i suggested... after hearing this, he showed me that cute smile of his... and to my surprise, my heart just skipped a beat...

'______-ah, i'm so sorry i hadn't came earlier to visit you in the infirmary...' he apologized... just for that? 'apology accepted you pabo... but anyways, aren't you having fun with your new friends... Mir, G.O., Thunder and Seungho? Good for you... not even a single girl showed me a glint of friendship... I guess that's coz they see me as a rival for you and your brothers' attention...' i said it in a joking way... he just smiled and held my hand...

'But the recent event aside... i have to ask you... whether you have remembered me yet...' he sat there beside me on the couch waithing anxiously for my reply... I slowly breathed in and out... 'To be honest, i still am blank, but this afternoon... your-' one again, i was silenced, not by his touch, but by that pained expression he had as he look down, trying to hide it...

'I know Kwang and Hae used the Memory Chime on you... It's a spell to let a person remember anything she forgets... may it be a sad or happy memeory, only the Lee and Jung Clan knows of this spell... But that aside... i planned to ask your permission before i use the spell on you... I never want to offend you by doing it in stealth like what they did... i just- i-' he stuttered at the last part... i am unaware of what new memory might pop out once again... but i find it such a pain to keep Joon from revealing the past...from me...

I held his hand, and placed it on my head... 'Joon, I trust you... but please promise me, whatever i might see, you won't let go... I don't want to be afraid anymore...' i said in a slightly shaking voice... and i close my eyes...

-------------------- 'Joonnie~' i saw myself running, calling him with such an endearing voice... why do i seem so happy? and then i saw a young Joon behind me... chasing me in the open, green field... we both seem so happy...

'_______-ah... when we grow up, make sure you never forget me... because i'm you're future yeobo~' he said... as the little _____ heard it, her cute cheeks turned pink... 'Joonie-ah~ if we get married, can Hae and Kwang live with us? Can we all still be together? And if i married you, in the future, you won't die on me... and Hae and Kwang must also never leave me...' she asked, showing her aegyo unconsciously... 'Your umma said that the 3 of you are bound to stay by my side until the day comes that i enter into your family... but even if soon, we may separate, can my oppas promise me... never t forget our friendship..?' she said in a very hopeful tone... and then giggled... as she continued... 'seriously, Joonie, Hae or Kwang? Well...' ----------------------

As i anticipated the answer from my past self, my consciousness brought me back to the present... i saw Joon with a hopeful gaze shot at me... and i smiled back...

'Joonie~ I'm sorry if i broke off a promise...' i cried as he pulled me into his manly and warm embrace... 'It's okay... At least, for now, you remember our promises...'

As I bid him goodbye, he slid down the rope that he used to clmb up to my room... My Joon... My Hae... My Kwang...

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SORRY IF I DIDN'T UPDATE YESTERDAY...

IT TOOK FOREVER TO TAKE ME INTO FILLING THE SPACE...

LUCKILY, I READ A SONNET BY SHAKESPEARE,

AND IT INSPIRED ME TO WRITE SOMETHING...

;D I KINDA LOST IT...

ANYWAYS... HOW WAS THIS CHAPTER??