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Every night is an affair.
How come it became like this?
As far as I know, she's mine.
Until I woke up one day, when he called her mine.
And the world called her his.
Who I am to her now?
Can I still call her mine?
Because I'm forever be hers.
I met her first.
I know her first.
I became her friend first.
I got her first.
She hugged me first.
She kissed me first.
She loves me first.
I had her first.
But why he have her now?
Why?
Why life is unfair when it comes to me?
She's the only one I wanted.
She makes me laugh, happy and loved.
She makes me complete.
Why can't just the world let me have her.
Why?
Why I love her?
I just do.
Can I accept this reality?
Am I willing to sacrifice for the sake of us?
Can I?
Does she really love me?
She said she is.
Is it enough to continue?
Should I give up and let her go?
I can't.
I have her all by myself but not anymore.
The most important person she says is me,
now became the last one.
The whole day became only for the whole night.
The whole night became part of the rest.
It's okay as long as I can still have her.
One hour, one minute or even for just mere one second.
I will get it, if that's the only time she can give.
The only time we can have.
The only us we can be.
I will be okay as long as I have her.
As long as she says "I love you."
It's enough.
I love her so much that I'm willing to be blinded by it.
I love you Tiffany Hwang.
Come back to me in anytime you want.
I'm just here as always.
Waiting and hoping.
Can I ask you a favor?
Yes you!
Sshh.
Keep it a secret.
No one needs to find out.
I'm begging you.
I will lose her.
I will, but I won't let it happen.
Not in a million years.
So shut the up.
No one knows.
Even our family.
Even our ty company.
Nor our beloved sisters.
Or even that dreamy guy.
You have an idea but never will find out the truth.
Because we make sure you didn't.
Me, myself make sure to keep this a secret.
A secret.
Kim Taeyeon loves her Fany.
Tiffany Hwang loves her Taetae.
We love each other.
For our eyes, ears and souls only.
Just the two of us.
Only the two of us.
If you're not me and you're not her then leave us alone.
We don't need you, him nor them.
We just need each other.
Tiffany only needs me.
I only need her.
Only her.
She's my everything.
My life.
My eternity.
Always and forever.
She's mine.
And that's final.
***
Foreword
A beautiful place with only the two of us.
A place that no one will see us.
A place when I can say she's mine.
Only mine.
No one to judge us.
No one to call us a sinner.
No one to get her away from me.
Only the two of us.
She's with me,
and I hope we can forever stay like this.
She's supposed to be mine as I'm only hers.
I love her and she's too.
But why the world can let us be?
Just me and her,
together and forever.
***
The wind blows as a sweet smell linger my nose.
Strawberry.
Her beautiful, soft and long hair
that I always wanted to feel beneath my hand.
Her head just above my chest.
I breathe.
Her smell, my favorite.
Her beautiful, soft and warmth hand slowly trace mine.
Our hands that perfectly fits each other.
Her fingers that gives shiver as in run in my arm.
Her touch, I'm always longing.
Slowly her body leaves mine
but only to let me see her beautiful face.
Her face I wanted to see every single moment it let me.
Perfect eyes, nose and lips.
She's perfect the most beautiful girl I ever laid my eyes on.
As her lips form a smile her eyes followed.
Eye smile that enough to cause the end of me.
Crescent eyes that makes me forgot all the sorrows, hardships and heartaches.
A beautiful sight I wanted to see until the end of time.
She came nearer, nearer and nearer.
My heart beats fast as her hands cup my face.
I close my eyes and smiled.
Her breathe tickles my lips.
A soft lips touch mine's.
A movement that only our hearts knows.
A sweet taste linger my mouth.
A sighed of contentment escapes my lips.
My favorite sweet taste.
My hands find hers.
I open my eyes to see her watching me.
Another smile. Happiness.
"I love you."
Words I always wanted to hear.
Three words I will never get tired of.
Words only needed to make me feel good.
Her words that keeps me alive.
Fighting, hoping and loving.
"I love you more."
A soft whisper I meant with all my heart.
I don't care about the world as long as I'm with her.
As long as we know the thruth.
As long as we love each other.
As long as I have her.
As long as the end says mine.
As long as she's mine.
I will continue living.
For the girl of my life.
The girl I love so much.
For her.
For us.
For our love.
Always and forever.
Just the two of us.
You and I.
***
She put head her head back to my chest.
Our hands intertwined.
I wrap my arms around her.
Pulling her closer.
Feeling her warmth.
We together watch as the sunset slowly send darkness in the sky.
A beautiful moment we love to experience and share together.
Soft breeze.
Sound of waves.
Soft beating of two hearts.
Hearts meant for each other.
Hearts that says one.
Her heart says I'm yours.
Mine says I'm yours always.
Forever be yours.
***
I am Kim Taeyeon and here's the story of my Life.
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