After what happen... I decided to stay strong not showing I was weak but... why am I afraid?

Why cant I tell Hunnie that I found out?

Why am I still his toy?

Why?

Just go straight to his face and say “Lets break up... I dont want to be your toy while you ing Kai”

No...

I cant say it...

It hurts...

But... both sides are hurting me.

If I told him the truth, we're done and he'll just continue what he wants while I'll be in my room. Unlove....

But then again... If I stay quiet....

He'll continue telling me he loves me but... It wont be a honest one....

It will be ing lies...

But.... I cant just lose Hunnie that easy...

I want him as well...

I dont want to share...

But seems like... I have to... In order to have Sehun....

Now Im his playmate...

Just great...