I Wish I Didn't Love You

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They say time will heal everything but do they really know, do they know the suffering and pain in a single goodbye. Especially to the single most important person in your life yet they seem to make everything more difficult.

Mei

Age: 17

Growing up in a loving home with trust and friendship all turns to dust when she meets the love of her life during her third year of highschool. Along the way though growing more and more confused with her own feelings what can she do? Say goodbye? Abandon everything?

Zhang Yixing

Age:17

When his parents sent him to Korea his thrid year of highschool he didn't expect much change in his life.  He never believed in soulmates or fate but was caught off guard when a cute girl shook up his world. But does he accept their outcome or try to hold on to the past?

“I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close.” 
― Pablo Neruda

Kris ( Wu Yi Fan)

Age: 18

Loving her was second nature. Living with her hate towards him was normal. He knew she would never love him but when wanting something that will never happen can drive people to extremes.  Their life was love and war.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Foreword

Hahahah so I was sitting in History when I drifted off into a daydream and thought that it was perfect for a fanfic. So here we go :)  Hope you all enjoy this new one and continue to like my first one 'Once in a Lifetime' :)

 

 

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vegazKpopWinneR #1
Chapter 23: Sometime we have to only think about ourself too........our happiness is our first love...if luhan mum and dad divorce people will say he is from broken family but she didn't divorce kris she will broken...lay take care of her but kris please refuse to divorce cuz i want more drama author-nim love ya storie i used to love kris but now my love for him start to fade
abcdefghijk1987 #2
Chapter 23: i don know what to say am not sure if mei should leave kris and go to lay i don rly think lay could make her happy am not saying she happy with kris but wouldnt it be better if kris and mei could fix their problem and they should raise their child together ......then maybe she could have the normal family she wants ..........but if she leave kris for lay ....even if lay could be like a father to luhan i dont think its gonna be the same for him so she should stay with kris .......anyways i ship mei with kris
KpopBooty #3
Chapter 23: I feel so happy that you updated this story ;-; I'm a bit teary eyed reading this chapter because of Mei's mother. But I'm glad that she's letting her daughter do what she couldn't accomplish c':
sukwonlove
#4
Chapter 22: Well i love drama&this chapter was full of it! i want to ship mei&yixing, but mei&kris had something going on too......plus who'll raise poor luhan if the family's dysfunctional,but i surely don't want jia ending up with either yixing or kris. Ok now i'm really confused about who to ship together XD.
lolsome387
#5
Chapter 22: I'm speechless. I don't know what to say but I definitely want to read the next chapter.I don't who to ship but I don't want Kris and Jia together. Can't wait for the next update!!!
KpopBooty #6
Chapter 22: Yixing and Mei <3 <3 omg I love this chapter becuase they ran away together asdfghjkl

If it wasn't the middle of the night, I would be screaming my head off. Urgh but I hate the thought of Jia and Kris together

*mentally killing Jia in my head*

I've been waiting for this moment bwahahaha >;D
sukwonlove
#7
Chapter 21: I'm reading this story after a long time cuz i just foundout you updated again. i hope kris doesn't cheat on mei again,but i'm expecting more drama to unfold in the next chapters. i hope you update this story soon(as well as your other stories if your not busy.) i'm a big fan of your work and i really like all your stories.
KpopBooty #8
Chapter 21: Yayy you're back \(^-^)/
Oh no, I wonder what's going to happen now O_O Does Kris still like Jia? Does Lay want to make Mei jealous? I have so many questions in my head right now
Rae_Mun
#9
Chapter 20: Hahaa..thank you for the shout out Author-nim!!

And also thanks for the update.. ^-^v

I'm still with my decision that is shipping Mei n Kris ..I feel bad for Kris n Mei :(.. Why??!?! Why can't they have a perfect family.. like everyone else.. it's frustraiting me(in a good way^-^)... I HATE THE IDEA OF LAY AND MEI ( I'm sorry KpopBooty we didn't have a same thought ).. and I Also HATE THE IDEA OF KRIS N MENG JIA TOGETHER \(><)/..

Your story is unique author-nim.. every single chapter is amazing and full of drama.. I'm suprise of how your brain works with this story.. it's really is amazing.. You make me smile right now (eventhough your story is full of dramatis scene) with your update.. Hope you update tomorrow.. really is hoping.. FIGHTING AUTHORNIM.. SARANGHAE.. can I ask you something? (I don't care I'm gonna ask you^-^v)...
May I tell Kris to read your story??.. Coz he once read a story in asianfanfic.. hehe.. I want to advertise it to Kris, may I?? (Even I didn't know if he gonna read it)..



author-nim your Jjang!!! ♥♥♥♥♡♡♡
KpopBooty #10
Chapter 20: Hehe thanks for the shout out Author-nim ^-^

This chapter was full of suspense and drama and I loved every single part of it.
Woohoo go Mei. I just love how even though she's suffering she's still tough. I honestly ship her more with LayChips than FanFan bc uuuuurffffhhhhdfj just thinking about FanFan and Meng Jia ahshxhdjsjd
It makes me wanna high kick them in the face.
Lol not really but still. (Actually I do O_O)
Can't wait until Lay announces his marriage with Meng Jia (I have a bitter feeling in my mind whenever I think of her lol) so a lot of drama can occure bwahaha >;D

Ok I really need to stop. It's 3 am but I just have to stay up and fangirl

Anyways I'm glad you're back and updated
^-^