My Heart

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The view in front of me is beautiful. But no matter how beautiful it could be, this heart never seemed to stop for a second to feel light for once. The waves that beats with the sand on shore making the sound audioable from the place that i am sitting; the place where we usually sit. The bench that mark our history together. Numorous names were carved on the wooden plank of the seat and two of which is ours. We wrote both of our names here at the top of the wooden plank on one of our many dates together. 

"Seunghyun & Tiffany"

Who would have known that carving would still be here untouched after all these years. Memories of us began to flashed before my very eyes making my vision blurred as refraction took place when tears started to fill. All those years were the happiest ones and now... I wish i could revive it. But how could i? How could i revive it when you are not here anymore. You left me to continue this journey with the promise of me moving on. Moving on? How can i move on when you took my heart with you? You shouldn't have save me. I shouldn't have asked you to meet me there. If all of these had not taken place, you would be here by my side. You wouldn't have left the world like this. You would still be alive and we would have been happy together in each other's arms. You wouldn't have left me alone like this. Its all my fault. I miss you, Oppa. I really do.

 

We sat on the bench near a tree. Overlooking the magnificent view of the sun that was about to set at the beach. We are on our 2nd year anniversary date. Both of us are eating our favourite ice creams; strawberry ice cream. My head leaning on your shoulder and in a swift motion you snake your arms around my shoulder making my head comfortable lying on your chest as you lean back on the bench. People were everywhere, babies crying and groups of children running around with their parents screaming for them but all of that seemed to drown off. Its as though, at that moment, the world is ours. Silence was enveloping the both of us. It not the kind of silence that was awkward. Its the kind of silence that was need of us because the moment was blissful. 

"Fany-ah.. Let's make a wish since its our 2nd anniversary and i heard making a wish when the sun is setting brings good luck and might come true."

I let out a chuckle; hearing those words coming out from him. 

"Wae?" he said annoyedly, feeling as though i was not taking him seriously.

I took a deep breath and tried my hardest to stop myself from laughing too much at how cute this boyfriend of mine sounded like talking about wishes and sunsets which he usually don't. 

"O-okay, oppa. I'm sorry for laughing. It's just that... Where did you heard that from?"

"I heard it from Siwon."

"Siwon oppa? Oh, that's why..."

"What do mean by 'oh, that's why...'?"

"Ani. Its just that," i paused, having a taste of my ice cream before turning my head to face him. Trying my hardest to put on a straight face. "-hmm, i think Siwon oppa has been influenced by Sooyoung too much. She believes in that." I tried but i could not control my facial muscles that ended up raising its sides to form a smile, earning myself a disbelief squint from him. Noting that he was a tat-bit upset that i was trying to state that he might have gone soft for a moment there. Nudging his side, i gazed into his deep brown eyes before looking away once again after receiving a chuckle out of him. "Alright, lets just make a wish."

"Okay then."

With that both of us closed our eyes and make a wished. For what felt like minutes, we opened our eyes again and turned to face one another.

"So, what did you wished for?" i asked him.

"I wished that as time passed us by, our love for each other will never fade and god will let me love you for the rest of my life. And we will be happy together till the end of time. That's my wish. So, what did you wish for?"

"Well,..." I took a deep breath and let out my signature smile as i saw the anticipation that he had for my answers through his eyes. "...I can't tell you." 

The light that was in his eyes, vanished as soon as i ended my sentence. Eyebrows furrowed, "Why not?" he questioned like a child. 

"Because if i do, the wish might not come true," I said. 

He gasped for a second upon realizing my words and said, "My wish! Let's finished up our ice cream. I need to recover my wished." 

Seeing him frantic like this is such a rear sight and i'm loving every moment of it. 

"Alright then." After finishing my last scoope of ice cream, i excused myself to the ladies only to come back and witnessed that this boyfriend of mine was engrossed with something. I tapped his shoulders and he looked up with a satisfactory smile and he said, "Pretty isn't it?"

With the bunch of keys in his hands, he had carved out our names in the heart on the bench. I swiftly sat back on the spot that i was on before to have a closer look. A warm feeling started to fill this heart of mine and i could feel the side of my lips curled a little to formed a smile. 

"Oppa,..."

"I know what you're going to say... You're digging it, right?"

I shooked my head. 

"That i am the sweetest boyfriend ever?"

Once again i scoffed and rolled my eyes at those words that he just used to self-claimed. Shaking my head but this time i said, "Ani" at the same time. 

"Then, what is it?"

"It's illegal to vandalise public property, Oppa. That was what i wanted to say." I answered while crossing my arms and trying really hard to not laugh at his reaction.

The grinned that he was wearing a while ago and the smile that was anticipating my reaction on his act faded as he heard my answers. 

"So, you aren't touched or happy with this?"

"No." he looked down to the keys in his hands and a pout was formed unknowingly. Yes, the guy that seemed so manly and musculine as him has an undeniable and subtle aegyo that no one would had known he had it in him; only the few that is close to him would know. 

"I'm just kidding, oppa!" I said hyping as my hands s around his arms and tugged it a little. He was still looking down though. I, then, place both of my hands and cupped the sides of his face to make him face me, "I am touched by it. Can't you see i was smiling just now?"

In a split of a second he pulled me and our lips crashed as we had our kissed under the darkened by the minute orange sky as the sun was starting to fully set. He kissed me and i kissed back. We broke apart and our forehead touched not breaking any eye contact. 

"I'm kidding too, Fany-ah. Saranghae."

"Nado Saranghae."

 

A blue rubber ball rolled to my legs bringing me back to the current moment. I tried to find the owner of the ball but I couldn't spot who it was till I shifted my view to the tree on my right. There hid a little boy who was peaking to my direction. I wiped the tear that was threatening to slide down on my face before I decided to stand up and make my way near the tree. I began to pretend and look around as if I was searching for the owner of the ball and opened up my mouth to voiced out louder than usual, "hmm, I wonder who's ball this is..."

The little boy still didn't come out from hiding and I tried to peek a view of him from the corner of my eyes and continued, "Since, I can't find the owner, I guess I will just bring this ball home and leave then.." 

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Foreword

This is my third fic. It will be totally different story line than it is to my second and first. This time round i am not writing a Soowon and Seokyu or Kyuyoung story but a TopFany and Haefany. Please don't mention other OTP other than this five. I've been wanting to write a story for TopFany and HaeFany for a long time and now, that i finally managed to squeezed in time, i will try to type it out. This story will be mostly in Tiffany's point of View but it will change if theres a need for it.

Thank you for for reading. I hope you'll enjoy reading this one as much as i enjoy writing them. Much appreciated for those who have been following the series of 'Holding onto Her' and 'Endings and Beginnings'.

this story is based on my gut and imagination. this story is a TopFany and HaeFany story and the other character in here are not fix. I will add in characters but for the characters that are not added in here please do not mention them on the comments below. i hope you'd enjoy reading this and i am sorry for the flaws made.

Since this is my third story and i hope you'd enjoy the story that I'd be writing, I, hereby, declare that the whole of this story that i've writen as Copyrighted under the terms of the copyright laws. I'm trying to protect my work as an amatuer writer in AsianFanfics. I've read many fanfics that had been copied from another and its really sad that some people just don't know how to appreciate the work of others and the time that they're spent on writing and planning a story. The storyline is truly base on my imagination and gut. Any similarities are just coincidence and i truly apologize to those who are reading this for the flaws made. Thank you and enjoy reading 'My Heart.' © All right reserved. 

 

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dadecer101 #1
Chapter 17: So sad no more TOPFany :(
seamusmommy #2
Chapter 17: Awww!!! This is sooo cute!!! But who is Donghae's Hyung to Tiffany? A little confused and just realized when the whole Sam thing gets revealed it's going to hurt to people who are finally recovering from pain and sorrow. *Sighs* talk about complicated.
seamusmommy #3
Chapter 12: Ok are Sam and Seunghyun the same person or not? I'm starting to get myself confused. But I'm sure that's what you want.
seamusmommy #4
Chapter 10: Hmmm, curiouser and curiouser.
dadecer101 #5
Chapter 16: update soon
Sone_snsd_9 #6
Chapter 13: your story is cool ms/mr author :)
But i dont like haefany things, topfany is better i think :)
Make this topfany story happy ending please :)
Put jessica for donghae in this story, they were SM CUTE COUPLE Thank you
Sone_snsd_9 #7
Chapter 13: your story is cool ms/mr author :)
But i dont like haefany things, topfany is better i think :)
Make this topfany story happy ending please :)
Put jessica for donghae in this story, they were SM CUTE COUPLE Thank you
adahgogo7 #8
Chapter 12: i think i already know how the whole story will be ploted. Sam is Seunghyun, am I right? Mrs. Choi who is siwon,seunghyun and kyuhyun's mother is aware of t.o.p existence. For sure, Seunghyun is Sam who is trying to gain back his memories, and but i do think that Tiffany will ended up with DongHae. Btw, i really enjoy your story author-nim.
HwangMinJi #9
Chapter 11: Nooooooooo..... topfany is!!!! :(((( but sam isnt seunghyun..
TwistedIceQueen #10
Chapter 10: enjoying this so far despite the updates far and few in between. a few questions though which I hope will be answered within the next few updates...is seunghyun really dead? who the hell is sam? what does donghae have to do with this story aside from him being a menace on the road?