You are (not) mine

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" Oh how you love him so. Nichkhun. Love him like sunflowers love the sun, you'll bend any direction to find his face. But you didn't bend. You break."

Foreword

Another fic written for the unreal_2pm fic challenge on livejournal. A pastiche-ish try of Richard Siken's You Are Jeff before everything went haywire (sobs). 

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brat2104 #1
Chapter 1: The story is beautiful but i have few confusions

1- who is 'you' in para 25? Was it nichkhun?
2- was nichkhun really dead or it was just junho's feeling towards him had died?
puputo #2
Always tearing up everytime i read this fic, this one is definitely the best fic ever!!! This is masterpiece!!! ❤❤❤
But all of your fics are gooood~ i love them all~ and i love you too~ heheheh
Fighting!!!
lonelyfan #3
Chapter 1: Wow!!!!!! what a way of description, what a way of portraying confusion and emotions..... very poetically painful and every bit of other gorgeous words that i can't seem to find or remember right now .
This story evokes so many emotion , some i am trying to understand and some are leaving me confused. This is absolutely amazing. . ... :)
homaaa #4
I LOVE it
Thank you for your story
curseofpandora #5
Chapter 1: Status update: Niagara Falls are coming from my eyes. I can't breathe. This is so painful, yet so absolutely perfect that I just can't handle it. ;_____;

I salute you, really, this is simply mesmerising craftsmanship. <3
curseofpandora #6
Chapter 1: Reading the comments now, I think I got it all wrong. XD HALP ;_________; '*rereads*
curseofpandora #7
Chapter 1: I'm so confused right now. ;____;
It's absolutely beautiful and painful and while reading I got the feeling that every single one of them was about to die at some point. And to be really honest, I'm not entirely sure whether Chan or Khun was actually the one who died in the end, but I think it was Chan? ;______; So sorry, if I got it wrong.
Either way, I believe the confusion is intended and it will stick with me for quite a while, I think. This story, the emotions it evoked and everything surrounding it.
I'm so sorry I haven't read it sooner. Please forgive my negligence. ;____;

So many questions are mingling in my head right now. An omnipresent WHY? hovering above them.

But like I said, I really love it and I adore the way you wrote it, figuring out a handful of things at a time, but being left with even more questions than in the beginning. Amazing.

I pull my hat, Nop.
Thank you for enriching the fic world with this gem. <3
mikuru0920 #8
Chapter 1: ow! sorry took many time to read it over and over again and now it left in deep agony TT^TT move on ...betrayal .. >_<
mikuru0920 #9
Chapter 1: it's deep and confusing so, i only understand some which are the literal and not that deep :'( sorry it's deep i can't dig down to find some meanings but it's good as hell TT^TT poor woo :'(
mwslee #10
Chapter 1: It was a little confusing at first, but I think I got it later... Khun and Junho were married with Woo being Khun's lover right? And Channie as Junho best friend...

This story was beautifully written, thank you very much :)! I really enjoyed reading it! I'm glad Junho was able to be happy again with Channie! But poor Woo in the end :(!
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