Why Didn't You Know My Heart?

Description

After an accident that killed her parents and her sibling, Han Ahra was adopted by Bang's family which was her parents' colleague. She's always been together with Bang siblings since her younger time and they treated her as their maknae/youngest sibling. However Yongguk as Bang's real maknae got jealous and didn't accept her at all so he always tried to quarrel with her every time his mother was not around.

Ahra herself can not just stay silent and sometimes she dared to avenge him back. No one knew that somehow Ahra had some tingled feeling towards Yongguk which was she couldn't even believe it herself. There're too many reasons for her to not show her feeling for him so then she tried to hide it behind a 'friend' label, behind a 'little sister' label, or just behind 'somewhat-acquaintance' label.

Later, Bang Yongguk pursued his dream as a leader of an idol group called B.A.P while Ahra just being a normal civillian in her society never anticipated anything out of her relationship with 'that annoying oppa'.

 

A-Pink - So Long

Do you remember how you and I were so young and small?
We were always together, do you remember our friends who were jealous of us?

You held my small hand and protected me, always smiling only at me
Baby, we didn’t know back then, we were too young

You came to me, into my heart, as something more than a friend
Next to you, I hid my heart, hiding behind the friend label

Do you think of those days like I do sometimes? Do you remember?
The nice breeze, the warm sunlight that shone on us? Do you remember?

We resembled each other so much and you were my precious friend
Baby, that’s what I believed but you came to me and it was so strange

You came to me, into my heart, as something more than a friend
Next to you, I hid my heart, hiding behind the friend label

Honestly, I was afraid, I wasn’t used to my trembling heart when I saw you
Actually, I resented you for acting like everything was normal
Why didn’t you know my heart?

Feel me, feel me, tell me, tell me, love me, love me (though it’s too late)
Feel me, feel me, tell me, tell me, love me, love me (though it’s too late)

You came to me, into my heart, as something more than a friend
Next to you, I hid my heart, hiding behind the friend label

Foreword

I don't know why I dare to write a new story while keeping my other stories unfinished. But nowadays I'm just into this hot guy named Bang Yongguk (again) and A-Pink's new album just triggered me to write my thought on. XD

Still drafting for this story. I have had the main plot idea, but somehow still doubt of what should I do to present the plot I wanted and afraid if it will blend with my other story. :"|

If you like the idea I wrote on description, please leave any feedback. ^^ I will gratefully consider your mind as well. This story might be contained of fluffy thingy for my considering. Or should I put some mature content too? *oops* No, no, no, mature content was not in my field. I might ruin the story for forcing something I'm not good at. XDD

If you curious of what will Han Ah Ra looklike, I would like to give her visualization of my favorite actress, Ha Yeon Soo. Here is the picture of her:

 

Prologue until Chapter 4 have been reviewed by: yunasbowtie @ Diaphanous

 

Credit:

Translated lyrics: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qN8C1Tz1ZtE

Poster edited by me

Picture & gif credit to their rightful owner

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Saabbrinaaa #1
Please update
carpediiem
#2
Chapter 7: Oh my is Yongguk jealous there?! Lolz....that was cute though :) can't wait till your next update.
Missjessika
#3
Chapter 7: I love your story **
Yongguk is jealous ~~~ is cute ~~ ★
Update soon **
st3f4n13
#4
Chapter 7: Yongguk is definitely jaelous and i like yongguk being jealous, don't worry about my pov because i looooveeeee this story soooo muuuch fighting :D
coal3sc3
#5
Chapter 7: He seemed jealous! OMG I kind of ship them as bro-sis but I think they'll make a cute couple. And omg Jongup is so cuteeee and Junhong too. I like it when he seemed jealous of Junhong, like when he asked her if she likes the latter I was like "ajdadsjdbsde". Hope to see you update again soon, but won't rush you though. This chapter is well-written to me, and keep up the good work! ^_^ Stay brilliant~
coal3sc3
#6
Chapter 6: Yay!!! You updated! OMG I love Yongnam I wish I have a brother like him. Heck, I wish I HAVE a brother! I love their bonds and though I wished there was more Yongguk here, but it's okay since Yongnam is filling the slight emptiness XD Thanks for the update and keep up the good work!
-NeonBlues
#7
Chapter 6: Oh my god you updated, I really really miss this story <3
This was a great chapter and glad to say it made my day :)
st3f4n13
#8
Chapter 6: Thanks to grant my wish and i really love your update, they're really funny i can't stop laughing, yongnam is really an overprotective brother for sure i wish i have a brother like him, thanks for the update and welcome back :D
yunasbowtie
#9
Chapter 1: Keke, finally able to start reading your story:)) fighting!