Smile and Tears
Description
After the first slice on her hand, Taeyeon couldn't stop cutting herself. When she finally realized, it was all too late. Longsleeves, jackets, fingerless gloves, and other necessities to hide it couldn't do much either. Someone would definitely found about it, and start talking.
After her parents found out about it, they transferred her to another school, knowing that her depression came from the old school. In the new school, she met up with new friends. Not wanting to repeat the same incident, she decided to become another person, because people love you for who you are not, she thought.
Until she met up with Tiffany and Leeteuk.
What will happen?
Will she get the peaceful life she wanted, or will the same thing happen again?
- The story might get depressing -
Foreword
I want to die. Ever since 'that' happened, I couldn't bring myself to life. I don't know what to do.
I'm so confused. I lock myself in the room, cried to sleep, scratch myself, and cut.
Yes, I started cutting.
I was afraid when I first did that. It was scary and gruesome... Imagining the scars left behind, I just-
But suddenly I heard those voices again. Voices creeping in the darkness, leaning on my chest and strangling my neck.
I couldn't stand it. I couldn't bear it. Rather than taking back, I 'allowed' my hand to move. Somehow it felt like this is what I wanted.
And so the blade drew closer.
//I can feel my heart beating fast.//
Then it passed through.
//The red, lumpy liquid poured out.//
Indeed, it was painful.
But it didn't feel wrong. I probably felt better.
'probably'...
Then I started cutting myself.
Razor, scissors, nail clips, knife, anything would do.
I eagerly wanted to die. Well I'm literally dead in the inside. So why can't I be dead on the outside?
Everybody hate me anyways.
So why can't I just die?
Living longer only brings pain and scars.
This story is rather depressing. Some of you might not understand the pain, but I hope you'll still read the story.
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Note: the tag 'taeny' actually meant for their friendship later on. but there will be a lot of taeny momments ^^
Credits goes to ❝ kimjongin; graphicshop for the amazing poster!!
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