DONGHAE POV

 

I woke up. Ugh, what time is it?

 

I stare at the wall clock. 6.15AM? why I woke up so early? And my eyes...

 

Why my eyes seems so tired?

 

 

I moved a while, then I recognize a sleeping figure beside me.

 

WHO IS IT!? Eh... H-hyukkie?

 

Oh.

 

I remember now.

 

 

I was having a nightmare last night. About how my mom died. When there’s so much blood flowing out from her wrist. Her eyes still opened staring at me.

 

I got panicked, and then I woke up.

 

I saw Hyukkie’s worried expression when I woke up. And then…

 

And then I hugged him. He calming me down, he giving me such a very comfortable feeling that makes me don’t want to let go.

 

After that, I feel sleepy again, and Hyukkie told me to go back to sleep.

But I don’t want him to leave me.

 

So I asked him to stay.

 

 

And he is.

 

Ugh, this feeling again. What is exactly this feeling?

 

Everytime I think about Hyukkie,

talk to Hyukkie,

see him squealing after knew I brought him strawberry milk,

 

Everytime he stare at my eyes,

cupped my face when he got worried.

rub my back to calming me down.

 

Everytime I see him smile.

 

This feeling came.

 

I don’t know what this is,

But I felt warm in my chest.

 

I’m so clueless.

 

But really,

I need someone to help me realize this.

 

---Fukuura, Morning

 

“please, everyone, have a seat. We’ll wait for the others to come in 5 minutes more.” I heard Kibum said when I entered a room in Fukuura. I stepped to him.

 

“Hae hyung?” he startled.

 

“Kibum ah, so sorry but… Hyukkie can’t come.”

 

And when he about to respond, I cut him. “d-don’t blame him, blame me. I have a nightmare last night that makes him have to stay awake all night… sorry,” I said, look down. “but I can take his place.”

 

He looked at me awkwardly. “yah, hyung. You’re Rakooga for any sake! That’s okay then. I can handle it.”

 

“so what if I’m Rakooga? I’m a president too.” I said.

 

Kibum sighed. “okay, okay. But both of you not a committee. I just need the president to handle a little things.”

 

“yah, can I help?”

 

He stared at me carefully, then sighed. “I don’t need help, Hae hyung. Besides—“

Suddenly he stopped talking. I stared at his eyes. He’s looking to another direction.

 

I followed his glance. Wait, who is it he’s staring at? It’s not like Rakooga or Fukuura. And his uniform… Sapphire High School?

 

“Kibum ah,” I called him, and he shocked. “w-what?”

 

“who is it?” I asked.

 

“who is who?”he said pretend to be innocent.

 

“the guy you’re staring at earlier,”

 

“no one,” he answered without any doubt, then leave.

 

Eh? Weird…

Then, I saw another guy with Sapphire High School uniform walked closer to Kibum. And… they both chatting! Like, they already know each other.

 

Hmm…

 

After the guy back to his place with his friends, I walked to Kibum again.

“Bum ah,”

 

He turned. “are you friends with him?” I asked, pointing at the guy earlier. I can’t hold my curiousness.

 

He stared at where my pointed lead to, and nodded. “it’s Eunhyuk hyung’s friend, Yunho hyung,” he answered.

 

I raised my brows. “Hyukkie’s friend?”

 

“yeah, don’t you know it?” Kibum asked me back, “Sapphire High School is Eunhyuk hyung’s old school before Fukuura. Shindong hyung asked him to be Fox’s president that’s why he moved here,”

 

I nodded understandingly, then stared at the Yunho guy. Hmm, what kind of friend he have in his old school?

 

 

I’m curious.

 

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HYUKJAE POV

 

I yawned. Uhh, I didn’t remember I fall out.

 

Wait. WHAT TIME IS IT??

 

 

I quickly opened my eyes widely then staring at the wall clock. 11AM. Oh, . Kibum will kill me.

 

I turned to beside me, but Hae’s not there. I ran out of the room, searching around the house but I still can’t find Hae. Where is he??

 

Wait. If he’s going, his car won’t be here…

 

I peek outside. Gah! He’s car is gone! He’s surely go without me!!

 

Suddenly, my phone rang.

 

I ran to guest room to pick it, since it always there when I sleep at Hae’s room. Gosh, I hope it’s not Kibum.

 

Yes, God still love me. It’s Hae!

 

“yoboseyo,”

 

“Hyukkie, you’re awake?” I heard his voice. Hmm, I think he’s feeling much better.

 

“of course, pabo. If I not yet awake, I won’t pick this phone.” I said, chuckling.

 

“oh, right. Anyway, the tech meet is over. I’m on my way back, um… have you eat?” he asked with his charming voice.

 

I blinked. “no, not yet. I just wake up,”

 

“wait, I’ll buy you some. Or… do you want to have a lunch with me somewhere? Up to you, master.” Damn! I was in the middle of imagining he’s my boyfriend when suddenly he called me master. Such a ruin at the beautiful moment.

 

“ah? err, I’ll love to have lunch outside. Give me some time, I’ll take a bath first,” I said, still pissed off.

 

“okay,”

Then he hung up. Hmm… oh, yeah.

 

I’LL HAVE A DATE WITH HAE!!

 

Oh gosh… yay! Finally!

I quickly ran into the guest room, the room I’ve been sleeping for this week and messing my clothes, finding the good one. I’ve to look good.

 

 

After I got the clothes, I hurriedly took a shower.

 

Ah, I feel nervous. Pabo! You’ve sleeping beside Hae, tucking him on bed yet you still got nervous when you about to only eat a lunch with him! Such a fool of yourself.

 

After feeling refresh, I wore a casual shirt and a pair of skinny jeans then walked outside room. Omo! I didn’t realized Hae’s already home! He’s sitting on the couch with his already casual wear. Did I showering that long?

 

“hey, ready to go, master?” he asked me with his cheerful smile.

I smiled. Thank god he doesn’t look pale anymore even last night he have a nightmare…

 

“Hyukkie?”

 

I gasped. “ah? yeah… sorry for making you wait~” I said then walked beside him towards his car. “I just arrived, don’t mind it.” He said, opening the car door for me, and then he entered the car at the driver seat.

 

“so, where are we going to eat?” I asked. Yeah, I’m really starving now. I didn’t have any breakfast yet, but it’s already afternoon. But I’m so happy knowing I’ll eat lunch together with Hae now.

 

He started the engine and moved the car. “hmm, how about a café near school? Many students from our school often hanging out there since that café has delicious meal…” he said.

 

“okay then, off we go~”

 

 

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DONGHAE POV

 

 

---SM Café, afternoon

 

I stared at the beautiful creature, uh, my master, who’s sat in front of me. Yeah, he’s beautiful as a guy. I admit that.

 

Damn, why I was so easy to admit my stupid thoughts these days?

 

“Hae?”

 

I gasped. “y-yes?”

 

Hyukkie’s staring at me awkwardly. “the waiter have been asking you many times,” he said. I turned to face the waiter. Ah, at least there’s someone I can see besides Hyukkie… I always drowned in my mind when I saw him.

 

“s-sorry.. can I have um..” I looked at the menu, finding anything I could found. “Er, Maki Sushi? Yeah, maybe that. And… a… um, cappuccino please,” I said to the waiter, then I remembered Hyukkie. “have you order anything, Hyukkie?”

 

The waiter blinked at me and then write it down. I glance at Hyukkie and, ergh, why he’s staring at me like that?

 

“what?” I asked. What’s wrong with him? I just ask, if he’s already order or not yet, because, yah… I’m drowned in my thought before. I didn’t realize anything.

 

“what the hell, Hae,” Hyukkie muttered, “I ordered maki sushi and cappuccino before you. You’re actually heard it right? Why you asked me?”

 

I raised my brows. “what?? I didn’t know what you order.” I murmured. Why it can be the exactly same? And… why the hell he didn’t order his strawberry milk? I know this café has one.

 

“why you didn’t order strawberry milk?”

 

“Jonghyun once told me this place’s cappuccino is really great, so I decided to order one.” He said, sighing.

 

“err, do you need anything else?” suddenly the waiter’s voice surprised me. I shook my head lightly. “no, I think that’s it,” then she leave us.

 

Then, awkward silent caught us. Ugh, I hate awkward silent. But then, Hyukkie broke it after a while.

 

“are you feeling better now?”

 

Uh-oh. Okay he’s breaking the silence. But I’m getting speechless. He’s really caring. Gosh. My heartbeat is getting faster.

 

I heard him sighed again, and suddenly he touched my hand that’s on the table. Makes me gasped. “Hae, are you feeling better?”

 

“y-yes I’m feeling better,” I stuttered, feeling his cold hand holding mine. , I never felt like this only by him holding my hand.

 

Okay, okay, I felt like this everytime he touched me. But… not this much.

 

“why? Something matter?” he asked after he release his grip on my hand.

I shook my head furiously. Ugh, I should thank him for last night. If he’s not there… maybe I was dying right now.

 

“H-hyuk… err, thank you for last night,” I said. Ugh! Why I can’t talk properly?

He then smiled. “yah, that’s okay. That’s why I sleep over at your house. To protect you from bad dream.” He said lightly.

 

My heart seems fluttered. What, what happened? This feeling is getting stronger.

 

I stared around to relaxing my mind. Suddenly, I catch a figure.

 

It’s the guy Kibum stared at earlier, still with his Sapphire High School uniform. And he’s with his friends, the Yunho guy is with him too! Eh, wait. Hyukkie seems know them, right?

 

“Master,” I called him. He turned to me. “do you know who that is?” I pointed at their table. Suddenly, I heard Hyukkie gasped. “omo! It’s Yunho and the others!!” he squeals and then stood up to walked to them.

 

They seem shocked to see Hyukkie, but then they’re chatting happily. Hyukkie looks pointing at me, maybe to show with whom he’s going here. The Yunho guy said something to him while staring at me. And Hyukkie’s face reddened while slapping Yunho’s arm.

What, reddened? Is he blushing? What the hell is it about?

 

Then, Hyukkie stepped closer.

 

Yunho guy followed him behind,

 

And his friends following Yunho. After that, Hyukkie stood just beside his seat—

 

“Hae,”

 

“y-yeah?”

 

Hyukkie showed his cheerful smile. “this is my friends in my old school...” he said, then turned to Yunho. “this is Jung Yunho,” he said, introducing me. I nodded to him and he smiled. Then, Hyukkie turned to 3 guys behind Yunho. “This is Kim Jaejoong, Park Yoochun and… Shim Changmin,” he said.

 

So, the guy Kibum staring at earlier is… Shim Changmin?

 

“err… nice to meet you,” I said, smiling. ”I’m Lee Donghae,”

 

“nice to meet you too, hyung,” Changmin spoke. “are you participating in sport festival?” he asked.

 

I blinked. “eh? Of course I am…” I said bluntly. Yeah, I am the president of Rox then I was participated, right?

 

“Hae? I don’t know you’re participating,” Hyukkie said. Eh?

 

“huh? Aren’t you?” I asked, but he chuckled and shook his head. “I used to be a runner back at school, but not this time…”

 

 

A runner? Wait… he mean, I participating as a contestant?

 

“o-oh, I thought what kind of participating… I’m not, too…” I muttered.

 

“hey, talking about runner, I remembered about someone…” Yunho murmured, staring at Hyukkie then glancing at me a little.

 

“huh? What?” Hyukkie asked, but suddenly realizing something. “—oh, that…” he said then without any interest at all.

 

 

What they are talking about? I can’t understand.

 

“a-anyway, you’re participating as what? Basketball player?” He asked. Why did I feel like Hyukkie’s changing the topic on purpose?

 

Yunho nodded. “of course, Joongie will coming too, accompanying me,” he explained, pointing at a guy beside him while hugging his waist. I think they are a couple...

 

“who else’s participating?” Hyukkie asked again, sipping his cappuccino that’s just came.

 

Yunho pointed at Changmin. “him, of course. He’s the one of our core swimming team. The best one,”

 

“oh! You finally made it?” Hyukkie exclaimed then smiled. “congrats!!” he tapped Changmin’s shoulder. Changmin just laughed and nodded.

 

“hey, maybe we should go now, me and Jae have to buy something, Changmin has a practice, Yoochun... you’ve an appointment with someone right?” Yunho said then asked Yoochun.

Yoochun nodded. “I think we’ve to go, thanks anyway, Eunhyuk ah,” he said.

 

Hyukkie smiled. “okay, thanks guys~ see you at festival.” He said, then they go.

 

“they’re my best friends in Sapphire.” He said to me, smiling. I nodded, but still thinking about someone that Yunho mentioned before. But Hyukkie seems not comfortable with that topic, so maybe I shouldn’t mention it.

 

“Kibum… he has a problem with that Changmin?” I asked, suddenly feels curious with the scene I saw in Fukuura, when Kibum staring at Changmin with indefinable expression.

 

Hyukkie stared at me. “how did you know that? Changmin was Kibum’s ex-boyfriend.” He said, then eat a roll of sushi.

 

My eyes widened. “really? But why they didn’t at least say hi when they meet? I just caught Kibum staring at him,”

 

“I don’t know, they didn’t broke up well I guess… But it’s Kibum who dumped him. When I ask, he just said they relationship is getting bitter..” Hyukkie said while munching his meal.

 

I see… so that’s why Kibum didn’t even admit he knows Changmin to me…

 

 

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HEECHUL POV

 

I stared at the handsome guy who’s running along the Rox field. His body is full of sweats, and no matter how long he ran, he still really handsome.

 

It’s my sweetest guy, Hannie.

 

“Hannieee!! Fighting! One more lap to go~! I’ll kiss you if you made it!!” I yelled in the edge of the field. Uh, this field is super huge tough, and Hannie is already ran for about 7 laps now in 7 minutes already. He’s so super!! I’m proud of him.

 

“I’ll ran to you, my chullie~!” he yelled back at me, then I can see he’s moving faster. Aw! Aren’t he tired? He’s running non stop already!

 

Not until a minute later, he already finished a lap and was now standing in front of me. “now where’s my kiss?” he said, smiling.

 

I chuckled. “you smell!” I round a small towel to his neck, then peck a kiss on his lips. “but I love it,” I whispered.

 

“mm, I love you Chullie…” he deepened the kiss and cupped my face with his right hand, while the other hand holding my waist.

 

The kiss became hotter, and I can feel his hand sneaking to my .

 

 

“mmh—Han..Hannie…,” I gasped.

 

He smiled between the kiss then bit my lower lip, asking for an entrance. I opened my lips, welcoming his skillful tongue with mine. I clutched his wet running shirt.

 

Slowly, is hand is not on my waist anymore. it’s already sneaking slowly inside my shirt without separating our kiss. I hold his neck, pulling close—

 

“YAH! It’s a field not a make-out place!”

 

Suddenly, someone yelled. Making me and Hannie gasped in shock. Who the hell is disturbing my quality time with Hannie!!!?

 

I turned. It’s Kangin. “YAH!!!! WHY YOU DISTURBED US?” I snapped, making him laughed. Behind him, there’s Leeteuk. “hey Heechul ah,” he greeted me.

 

I sniffed. “hmph! Tell your boyfriend not to disturb my hot moment!” I said.

Hannie chuckled, then hugging my waist beside me. “it’s okay, Chul ah. we can continue in my house after this, right?” he said, making me blushed and slapped his arm.

 

Leeteuk laughed. “you’re still practicing? Kangin just done his practice,” he said to us. “We want to have dinner, wanna join?”

 

“of course no!” I said, still sulking. “besides, I’m not like someone who like to disturb love session moment!” I added, making Kangin burst in laugh.

 

“yah, mianhae… just go home then! Continue it~” he said.

 

“we’re about to!” I grabbed Hannie’s hand and pulled it, about to walk away.

“bye Chul ah!!” Leeteuk yelled from afar. I just waving to him and go into Hannie’s car then entered it.

 

“honey, don’t pout like that,” Hannie said slowly after he sat on the driver seat. “I might kiss that pouty lips.” He added while leaning closer to me.

 

“huh! I’m mad! It’s such a very long time since I made out with you.. but Kangin destroy it,” I said, still pouting.

 

Hannie smiled, then give a peck to my lips. “I’m sorry baby… I’m busy enough to make you feel lonely, yes?” he caressed my cheek.

 

I nodded, makes him chuckled but leave a smirk in the end.

 

 

“let’s just continue it here, then….”

 

 

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NO ONE POV

 

Finally, it’s the day of the Sport Festival at Fukuura. Everyone from 4 different high school gather around to many sports competition, such as swimming, running, basketball, judo, archery, and a bit more sports subject.

 

This event take a full week, and this week all the study activity is stopped.

Eunhyuk and Donghae, who is only a president didn’t have to do much, so Eunhyuk decided to only reading some things at library.

 

 

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HYUKJAE POV

 

 

---Fukuura’s Library, Morning

 

 

“Hae…” I murmured while rolled on the couch, staring at nothing.

Ugh, I’m so bored! How come I don’t have anything to do when I’m supposed to be in charge?

 

Donghae is sitting in front of me while reading something. “yeah?”

 

I pouted, staring at nowhere. “I’m bored, the others is looks really busy with their works. Why we’re the only one who have nothing to do?” I said, “They only need us to do a little speech later at the opening. Then?”

 

I stared at Hae. My eyes widened. Oh my he’s so handsome! Why he has to wear those glasses?

 

“uhm, we can chat and eat later right…” he said, still looking at his book, then move his glance to me. Oh . I blushed.

 

“why, master?”

 

I furiously shook my head. “no…nothing,” ugh so embarrassing.

 

He closed his book, put it beside him then took off his glasses. I watched him closely while still laying on the couch.

 

“master, why are you really like to watch me?” he said with a smirk, didn’t even bother to stare at me. What!?

 

He chuckled.

 

“I didn’t watch you, pabo!” I said with flushed face. What the hell is he thinking?

 

“okay, okay…” he said, took off his glasses and put it on the book. “what are we going to do now? You want to take a nap?”

 

I get up to sit and stared at him. Hmm, I’m really bored. But of course I don’t want to take a nap when Hae’s near me. I want to be with him more.

 

“no, let’s do something else.” I said.

 

“what, then? You want to read a book?”

 

I shook my head. “let’s just chat,”

 

He crossed his legs. “what to talk about?”

 

Hmm… what to talk about?

 

Then he widened his eyes excitedly. “how about we play truth or dare?”

Aw, truth or dare? Interesting!!

 

“okay then, let’s play. Who first?”

 

“me me me~”

 

I chuckled. He’s so playful.

 

“okay, truth or dare?”

 

“umm…” he looks thinking hard. Oh, how come that handsome man to be this super adorable? “truth!”

 

Okay, he ask for truth. What should I ask him? This is my chance to ask him if he straight or not… but, I’m afraid he feel offended.

 

“why you use ‘fishy’ as your name when give your cooking name?” I asked randomly. But yeah, I want to know too. He won’t really love fish that makes him use that name, right?

 

He stared at the ceiling, like preparing the answer. “it was… my mom called me that when I was little. She said I looked like a fish when we visit town’s aquarium,” he said while smiling.

 

Oh…. Wrong question. I shouldn’t ask anything related to his mom or he will be sad. AH! PABO!

 

But he still smiling. “now your turn~ truth or dare?”

 

I bit my bottom lip. “err… Dare,”

 

His smile getting wider. “dance for me,”

My eyes widened. Pabo!!! Dance? I’m too shy in front of him!! “ugh… there’s no music—“

 

“use my phone! I got Super Junior songs here. C’monnnn~” he said then stood up to pulled my hands so I will stand up. He looks so excited. Uh, should I?

 

I used to be in a dance club at my old school, but…I’m too shy to dance in front of him! Gosh…

 

But I did it anyway.

 

I dance to Super Junior’s song Mr. Simple and, uh, as long as I dance, he looks motionless while staring at me until I’m done dancing. Aaa so regret to choose dare!! So embarrassing!

 

After I done, he still staring blankly at me. “H-hae?”

 

Then his eyes widened. “omg Hyukkie!! So awesome!!” he exclaimed. “are you a dancer? Really, your dance move is super cool!” he said.

 

I feel I’m blushing right now. Ugh, why does he say that?

 

“uh, it’s done, right? Your turn…” I said, looking down at the floor. Can’t hide my blush. Huh! If he choose dare, I will make him more embarrassed than me!

 

“okay! Truth!”

 

Smart choice....

I stood still for a while, then walked around. Hmm, what should I ask now? I have to be careful…

 

Then I faced him.

 

“are you gay?”

 

 

…

 

W-W-W-W-WHAT DID I ASK??

 

Oh my god. Curse myself!! Why the hell I ask like that?! Now he looks shocked and super motionless. Maybe he’s speechless too! Ah monkey!! Look what you have done!!

 

He stared at nowhere. Still shocked with my question, I bet. But I was speechless too! I can’t fix my question!!

 

“I…” suddenly, he speak up.

 

Gosh! Did he really want to answer that?? NOOOO! I’m not ready to heartbreaking! T_T I know he will say he’s straight…

 

“uh… I—“

 

Suddenly, the door’s opened. We both turned to see who is it when suddenly someone hugged me. A girl.

 

Eh?

 

“Eunhyukkiee~~ I missed you!!!”

I blinked. Who is this?

 

I pushed her and stepped away from her. Oh my god.

 

“Gina?”

 

It’s her. My ex.

 

Gina Choi.

 

“yep! Why so shocked,Eunhyukkie~~?” she asked, then moved closer to clinging into me. I don’t like it.

 

“what are you doing here?” I asked in flat tone.

 

She faked a sad expression. “are you forget? I’m the best runner so I’m joining to compete here. And... of course I want to be with you, Eunhyukkie.. Don’t you want to be with me?” she asked. Ugh, it makes me want to puke.

 

“no. so don’t search for me anymore,” I said, looking another direction.

 

I really want her to go. I hate her.

 

“b-but, Eunhyukkie.. I still love you…” she grabbed my arm. “please come back to me. I’m sorry, earlier I… I was not myself. I didn’t meant to cheat on yo—“

 

“I don’t want to. Please go away and don’t disturb me anymore,” I said, almost pleading.

Then I shrugged my hand to make her release his grip. I already hate her since the day she cheated on me. And I have someone already in my heart; Hae. So I won’t come back to her.

 

“but!! I know you still love me! You’re lying, Eunhyuk!” she said.

 

Should I shouted to her and shooing her away? I don’t want to see her face. She’s the girl who hurt me before when I gave her my love.

 

“I don’t—“

 

When I about to ask her to go away, I felt something on my waist. A pair of hands.

 

Oh my god.

 

“Does he told you already to go away?” I heard a voice right beside my right ear, giving tickling sensation. Someone’s hugging me from behind.

 

It’s Hae.

 

And my heart beat is getting so fast I couldn’t even catch it.

 

I can see Gina’s eyes widened.

“hmph,” Hae’s chuckled softly on my ear. “as you can see, he’s mine…”

 

 

He’s mine…

 

Please don’t faint yet, myself.

 

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DONGHAE POV

 

 

The Gina girl’s eyes getting so big, and it looks like she’s really shock.

 

But then she laughed, bitterly. “hah! Now, the gorgeous Eunhyuk is a queer? Ew! And you???” she stared at me. “I know you! Lee Donghae, right? My friends told me you’re handsome and so on, but ewww! He’s a queer. Better tell them soon,” she said, faking a puke motion.

 

 

I tighten my hug to Hyukkie’s waist. “tell them, I really really don’t mind,” I said, smiling.

 

She gasped and then sniffed. “you’ll get it, Eunhyuk!!” and then she stormed away, leaving both of us. So, that’s Hyukkie’s girlfriend? How come he was dating such a before? And...

 

He asked me if I am gay or not.

 

I don’t even know myself. But then I knew he has an ex girlfriend.

So he’s not gay? Is he disgusted with gay peoples that’s why he ask me?

 

Ugh...

 

…

 

 

“H-hae,”

 

 

OMO! I’m still hugging him! I hurriedly release my hands. “I-I’m so sorry! I just thought you didn’t want her to—“

 

“It’s okay…” he said. He’s facing me but he looked down. I can see his face is burning red now. “thanks anyway,”

 

 

I nodded awkwardly. “y-yeah,”

 

Then, we both sit back to the couch. Ugh!! What’s gotten into me? I unconsciously obey my desire to hug him when I saw that hugged him. And I felt super satisfied when I told her he’s mine.

 

What’s gotten into me, really??

I’m so weird these days!!

 

 

“Hae…”

 

“y-yeah?”

 

“s-sorry… you shouldn’t hug me.”

 

Eh? What did he said? I enjoy hugging him! I love his scent… uh, wait, argh, so confused with myself…

 

“no… i-it’s okay, master.. really.” I just said.

 

Suddenly, someone coming. Who is it again?

Oh, it’s Minho.

 

 

“hyung, why are you both in awkward silent like this? Come, you need to give speech. You too, Hae hyung,” he said then leave us.

 

Hyukkie stood up. “I think we’ve to go now, r-right? Let’s go… Hae,”

I nodded, and then I followed him behind.

 

 

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HYUKJAE POV

 

I stared at the guy on the stage. He’s super handsome. He’s giving the best speech among all of the presidents.

 

And he’s mine.

 

No, I am his. That means he’s mine, right? Or no? or not both?

 

Ergh…

 

That strong hand on my waist, I didn’t think I want that to let me go. I missed those hands already.

 

And… Heck!! The last truth question I ask… It’s the only key I should know!! … Why that has to come?? What will Hae think about her? Ugh...

 

I really hate her.

 

*FLASHBACK*

 

--Sapphire High School

 

I walked on the school corridor, then messed my hair. Damn, why Shindong hyung has to go? Why must he sick??

 

“Eunhyuk ah~” someone called, making me stopped and turned.

 

“Y-yeah, Yunho?”

“You okay? You seems like having some problems,” He asked worriedly. Ah, my best friend. Maybe I should tell him even it will be done 1 month later.

“uh, I actually really have one.” I said.

“and what’s it?” he crossed his hands on his chest.

“Shindong hyung, you know my hyung right? He’s sick, and I think you know that already.” I said, sighing.

“yeah, and what happen to him?” he asked, now while we’re walking together towards unknown direction.

I silent for a while, and dare to answered him after inhaled deeply. “he’s going for medical treatment, in my parents place,”

He stopped for a while. “wait, you parents… aren’t they in Europe?”

I nodded slowly, “yeah, they are.”

 

“so…” he stared at me carefully, “he’ll leave you there? Or… you going with him?”

 

“he… will leave me,” I looked down.

 

My feeling is so indescribable. I know I must be looked like a mess. Because… I know the problem is not only that.

“oh my… so you’ll living alone?”

I nodded again. “and not just only that,”

“huh?”

I looked at his eyes. “I think I have to move from this school too,” I said sadly.

 

His eyes widened. “WHAT!?”

I sighed.

 

“it’s so hard for me. I already love this school, but… it’s my brother request. He’s the president there, and only me who can replace him. I can’t deny him. I really—“

 

“I know… I know hyuk… you really love him right?” he asked and I nodded.

“and how about Gina? Is she already know?”

 

I sighed again in frustration. “of course she didn’t know. I’m afraid she will be sad…” I messed my hair. “what should I do? I don’t want to leave you all but I must,”

Yunho tapped my shoulder. “just do what you can do, Hyuk ah.. and I suggest, you should told her slowly, so she can understand you. If she loves you, she will be okay.”

 

“I know, but… you don’t know how hard it is to… aissshh.. tell her.”

 

 

--3 days after—

 

I walked to Gina’s class to talk about my plan to move. I hope she didn’t mad and I hope she will still love me like I do.

 

I don’t want hurt her.

 

“um, excuse me, do you know where’s Gina is?” I asked one of her classmate after seeing Gina’s not there.

“yeah, I think she’s around gymnastic hall,” she said. I said thanks, and I ran to the gymnastic hall. Maybe she’s practicing. We’re both used to be in running club together and because of that I kind of liking her after we knew each other.

I arrived at the hall, but I can’t find her. Ugh, where is she? I really need to talk about this.

I walked and walked around the place, and suddenly, at the corner of the back of gymnastic hall, I heard something.

 

Wait. Who is it?

 

Oh, a couple kissing. I thought—

 

Huh?

 

“…Gina?”

 

I felt something stabbed my chest. I thought it’s a random couple who really shy to kiss in public but… what the hell? It’s my girlfriend. She’s cheating and it’s so clear. Not with force but she wants it.

 

“E-Eunhyuk!!”

I can heard she called me, but I care less. I hate the scene in front of me. It’s disgusting. She cheated on me. I don’t even remember the guy looks like. But I think I don’t know him…

“Eunhyuk, wait! Eunhyuk!”

 

I turned around furiously. “what!? What you want to say?” I snapped, “it’s only friend? It’s one of your relative? You’re only practicing drama scene? Or what?”

 

She just silent and showed her teary eyes. Hah, I used to be weak with that before. But now? I already disgust by her act. So, that’s why she is cold with me these days. She more often with her ‘mom’ at home than with me everytime I asked her on a date. Yeah, I see now. After everything I gave to her, I got this? Nice. I’m such a fool.

 

“I… Hyuk, I…” she stutter, her face looks like thinking hard.

 

“what? You what?” I asked. “sorry but I don’t have time to hear any of your excuse. You’re so pathetic. I want to break up now, and I don’t want any rejection. Bye,” I said and go leave her alone without waiting any of her response.

 

I will gladly move from this school now.

 

*END OF FLASHBACK*

 

“Hyukkie?” I gasped. Hae’s already in front of me, smiling his usual cheeky smile. “y-yeah Hae? Oh, you’re done? Really great speech!” I exclaimed happily.

 

His smile got wider. “thank you, master.” He said, “let’s get some food, there are many food stall around here,”

 

I nodded. “yeah, okay!” then I stood up to followed him.

 

I’m happier like this. I don’t care if I’m being gay, I don’t care. I’m happy being with Hae. Even if he’s only my servant, or he’s straight, I don’t care. I love him, I will do anything for him and even if he will never return my feeling,

 

I don’t care.

 

 

 

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[A/N]: sorry it's a late update~ but long one right?

forgive me because i didn't feel really good so i just can upload now~~ XD

mianhae~! thanks for keep reading my fics~ kkk

 

 

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