the Painful Answer

Our Love Story...

 

SIWON POV

I sat alone at Rox Room, feeling confused and uneasy, everyone were at Fukuura now, watching the subject competition.

I don’t know why.. I just can’t.. watch them. Aisshh..

I still remembered, when students conflict, Eunhyuk were mad, and when he facing Donghae, he’s.. Blushing!!!

Aaaaargh.. No.. That can’t be happened.. Seriously..

Suddenly my phone rang. It’s Heechul hyung. “yoboseyo…”

“aee!! Where are you, busy man?!” he shouted behind the crowd. I think the competition is over..

“I.. I’m not feeling so good, sorry..” I murmured.

“yah, where are you now?” he asked worrily. So kind he is, but of course, I won’t make problem with Hankyung.

“I’m in Rox Room.. was the competition over?” I asked.

“yes.. It’s just over.. Donghae and Hyukjae were disappear now.. Haa~ I wonder..?”

Huh?? They’re disappeared?
“b.. Both of them??” I lose my confidence.

“ne.. But calm down first.. I saw Hyukjae just now.. Only Donghae that disappeared.. Maybe he’s practicing with Kangin..” he explain. Oh, good.. at least Eunhyuk is safe.

“oh.. Oka—“ suddenly, someone came in. it’s Donghae. He sat at the couch and look stressed.

What happened to him?
“Wonnie ah??” Heechul voice shocked me.

“ah.. Ne? Okay then..” I said. Donghae stared at me for a while, maybe for looking who’s talking. Then looked away.

“huh? Okay.. Just tell me if you find that genius man..”

My eyes widened. “Ohh.. He’s here.. Just coming now..” I answered.
“really? Aisshh.. I’ll go there now.” And then Heechul hang up.

Few seconds later, long silent caught us. Feeling so awkward now.. and I’m not in my mood to talking.

“Siwon ah,” Donghae called me, suddenly.

“ah.. Ne?”

Then he silent. Weird..

“why are you here?” Suddenly his voice came. Aisshh.. What’s my reason now?I don’t want to see you with Hyukjae? Such a ridiculous excuse.

“I’m not feeling so good. Sorry.. How’s it?” I said, trying to speak as normal as I can.

“nothing’s wrong,” he said. Then closed his eyes to keep rested.

Few minutes later, Heechul came inside, with Hankyung behind him, of course. “Yah, Donghae~ We’re searching for you everywhere..” he said, facing Donghae with hands on his hips.

“huh..?” Donghae just muttered then opened his eyes slowly.

Heechul looked at Donghae for a while. “What happened, Hae? You look so pale..”

Donghae sighed. “no.. I just.. Aisshh..” he said, looks uneasy. His face is so red..

“hmm.. is it something about….” He hang his sentence while stared at me, then to Donghae again.
“Your.. Err.. Your competition? Or your.. Yah, anything.” And Donghae sighed again without answering.

I stared at Heechul confusedly. Why have to stared at me? Is it something about… Eunhyuk?

Oh, god..

Donghae likes Eunhyuk??


I thought he’s straight…


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DONGHAE POV


“Here’s your tea, hyung,” I heard Wookie said while bringing a cup of tea, walking towards me.

“Yookie, I want that tooo~!” Yesung yelled aloud before I said something. I wonder.. they’re so close these days..? but I think that’s fine since Wookie is happy.. he’s my favorite dongsaeng, tough.

Wookie smiled to Yesung then handed me the cup. I sighed. “thanks,” I stood up, then sit again with no reason. I’m feeling uneasy.. 

This is the 3rd day of the Leader Competition. It’s Judo.. but that’s not what I worrying about. I mean.. that Hyukkie.. damn.. why he’s being like that?? He mad? I’m worry… wrong, I care less. 
But.. aiisshh!

“Yah, Donghae! Can you just stay calm??” Kangin hyung shouted at me.
I just looking nowhere.

2 hours left before the competition.. I hope I can make it..

“Siwon ah,” I heard Leeteuk hyung said after suddenly the door is opened roughly. What happened?

Siwon walked in with blank expression. He’s facing me now.

“I want to talk, Hae ah.” He said to me. Still stay with his expression. So serious..

“Just say..” I replied.

“I can’t say it here,” he said, looking at my eyes then walked outside Rox Room. Aisshh.. He want me to follow him??

But I was curious, too.. Then, I followed him behind.

Few minutes later, I’ve already followed him until we arrived in our other spot, school back building.

Then Siwon stopped near the gate. I can see his face is going uneasy while facing me.

“what happened?” I asked, curiously.
He sighed.

“do you….”


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HYUKJAE POV

I sighed. Aisshh.. Why can’t I stay calm??

Competition is still 2 hours left.. I’m curious.. Who’s gonna win..? Donghae looks strong.. But I’m a man, too.. I can be stronger than him.

But.. Remembered that he don’t likes me make me feel strange.. I know I like.. no, Love him.. and I want to be with him.. But I know he’s straight, too.. can’t I bother that..?

Aisshh..

I looked around. Peoples are still few and everyone looks so busy here.. I wanna go to somewhere else..

I grabbed a carton of strawberry milk frommy backpack then going straight to school back building.


Few minutes later, I was sitting at place near the forest and back gate, sipping my strawberry milk.

Haa~ so calm and quiet here..

I closed my eyes, lean to the gate.
“Haa…—“

Suddenly, I heard footsteps. Where is it from? I looked around. There’s no one here.. Maybe at backside, at Rakooga. But who is it in this early morning?

Those footsteps sound’s stopped.

I’m silent. 


“what happened?”


I gasped, is that Hae’s voice??

Then I heard someone sighed. I tried to eavesdropping while try to peek in.
Hmm.. it’s Hae.. with.. uhm, Siwon??

What are they doing here..? and their face is so serious.. Especially Siwon.

“Do you…” Siwon murmured.

“what?” Donghae asked again.

Siwon looked away, then looked at Donghae again.



“do you like,.. I mean love, Eunhyuk?”



… What?


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NO ONE POV

 


“gentleman, Ladieess~” someone yelled inside a big hall. It’s Xiah Junsu, the host for this 3 days Leader Competition.

“it’s me, Xiah Junsu,” he said, “hmm.. It looks like everyone has ready to watch our leaders in Judo competition today.. Am I right??”

The audiences yelled in agreed.

“I’ll start this competition immediately, then..”

“when is the result!?” suddenly someone inside crowd yelled.

Xiah raised his brows. “oh, I forgot to tell you. The result is right after this game.. Because this is the shortest competition.. So.. Just stay ~!” he exclaimed, then everyone just nodding understandly.

“okay.. Ready, everyone? I’ll start from the judge first..” he said, then suddenly the girls and maybe there were boys too yelling called their favorite judge.

“hey.. Calm down everyone.. Here they are.. Judge of Cooking, G.O.. Judge of Subject, Seung Ho and Judge of Judo.. Lee Joon~!”

Almost everyone there were screaming, yelled the judges name as the judges came into the stage, then sat on their place. Xiah sighed but smiled, “haaa.. judges have lots of fans, too..”

After a few seconds, Xiah yelled, “now, can I called our leaders?!”

And everyone were yelling again in agreed.

“Gosh.. you guys love screaming so much, don’t ya!?” Xiah exclaimed, “now.. here they are..”


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DONGHAE POV


I heard the host called my name. me first? Then I walked into the stage with my judo uniform.
Ahh, as usual, this hall is so noisy. I can think well, I hate crowd..

“and here he is, our Fox Leader.. Lee Hyukjae~” Xiah yelled after I’m standing beside him.

Ahh, he come.

his eyes is avoiding mine..

damn..

what should I do..?

err, you don’t have to do anything, Donghae.

Calm.


“yeah, ready for today, leaders?” Xiah said. I’m just nodded. So does Hyukkie.

“this competition is the fastest, don’t you think so? It’s only took about 5 minutes.” Xiah explained, “but.. The competition result is today, too.. yah, I can’t believe this event will end so fast..”

Yeah, I think so too..

“okay then, want to talk any words before play?” Xiah asked, looked at me then Hyukkie. I shook my head. I just want to end this quickly, no matter who’s the winner.

“you guys don’t want to say something?” Xiah said after seeing both me and Hyukkie were shooking our heads.

“okay, okay.. please stand there,” Xiah pointing at tatami floor. “and this is your judge for this game. Lee Joon..” he said as the hall was filled by shouting and yelling.

Then a young guy from judges seat walked and stand between me and Hyukkie. “I’ll tell you the rules,” he said, smiling.

“this game is only took 5 minutes. And.. I bet you guys already know about scoring. One who got 1 point first will win. Scoring is from what skill are you using.” He explained, “yah.. I’ll just using Ippon (full score-1) and waza-ari (half-point). Got it?”

Uhm.. I’m a bit nervous.. thanks to Kangin hyung for teach me.. even Rakooga have Judo lesson to every week, but yah.. I’m not to interested. So.. I hope I can make it.

I nodded, then Hyukkie. Even I know from his face that he’s not too sure..

Hall seems bit quiet.

“we’ll start it now,”

I took a long breath, then bowed to Hyukkie as he bowed to me.


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HYUKJAE POV

Ugh…

I think Judo is easy.. but.. damn!

“is it hurt, Hyukkie?” Hae whispered after slamming me then got the Waza-Ari (half point) thing.

I’m panting. I saw Hae’s panting, too.. he’s so strong.. why I’m not think that a guy like him can do this judo thing?? I should practice more.. it’s too late..

It’s already 3 minutes, and I’m just doing nothing except defend myself.

I hate this!! You’re so weak, Hyukkie!!

Just one more time.. one more time he slammed you, or you didn’t move after he locked you, yeah.. you’ll lose.

I have to slam him. It’s only 2 minutes left.

I just want to win..
 


-FLASHBACK-

Those footsteps sound’s stopped.

I’m silent. 

“what happened?”

I gasped, is that Hae’s voice??

Then I heard someone sighed. I tried to eavesdropping while try to peek in.

Hmm.. it’s Hae.. with.. uhm, Siwon??

What are they doing here..? and their face is so serious.. Especially Siwon.

“Do you…” Siwon murmured.

“what?” Donghae asked again.

Siwon looked away, then looked at Donghae again.

“do you like,.. I mean love, Eunhyuk?”


What..?? why Siwon asked that..?? oh god.. I’m curious too.. what will Hae say??

Donghae raised his brows. Maybe not believe that Siwon asked like that too..

Gosh.. my heart pounding so fast.. will he say yes..? 

I hope.. please…

Suddenly, I heard Hae chuckled.

 

“yah, are you kidding?”

My heart beats seems stopped.


“I’m straight. Is that possible?” he said then chuckled again.


 

I can’t hear anymore.
 

-END OF FLASHBACK-


Damn.. why I must think about this morning…? Why I must remembered what Hae said to Siwon..?

I hate that…

Suddenly, Hae locked my move.

Ugh.. he’s so strong… Hyukkie stop thinking about that now.. it wasting your energy! 
Damn.. damn.. T^T I can’t do anything.. I just want to win..

I want to make him mine..


“yah, are you kidding?” 

 

No.. stop..



“is that possible?”


Damn.. I can’t hold this… am I crying..?

Suddenly, I felt Hae’s lock is loosen. Yes.. I can do something..
Then I slammed him. So hard. Make myself shocked, too..

I’m panting hard as Hae sighed in pain.

Suddenly, I heard someone.


“ippon, Lee Hyukjae wins!”

 

 

Wait.. I win?

 

 

 

 

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[A/N]: this is . i know. i don't understand about judo thing AT ALL T_T but i still wrote it because i need to. sorry~~~

ah i feel pity with Hyuk too TT_TT /slapped

mianhae mianhae i will update more XD

 

@mrslee19lol sorry for didn't make them kissed XD the result is in the next chappie~~

@DredhezReihuahuahua he's denying it like ALOT~~ thank you so much for waiting... i think this chap is not satisfying enough tough T_T

@eunhaeisloveI'M SOWRYY no kissing scene this chap~~ kkk i will planned to write one then

@kikiiovesmusic10thank you thank you thank you!! XDD sorry this chap is not good one *burying myself in shame*

 

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najinpi #1
Author nim... Please update soon....
i-eunarahae
#2
Chapter 65: Author-nim TT
PURPLEDREAM_girl #3
Chapter 65: Will you updating this story again,author nim?? I hope you will update again ~~ It's heartbreaking to see they suffer from the misunderstanding....
i-eunarahae
#4
Chapter 65: Author-nim I'm begging you please update:((( it's so hard to see them like that with the trust issue..please make it better back:(
MeinAltire #5
Chapter 65: Wahhh poor hyuk.....
Looking forward for the new chaps...Good luck ^^
noonsmine #6
Chapter 65: miss this story :( plz update
btymbbickeyinspbabyz
#7
Chapter 31: i just happened to read your story. my comments, please kill donghae's dad, yuka, victoria, donghae because of his damn feeling and hyukjae because he's not trying to confess
3dgirl #8
Chapter 64: whaaaat I wanna know what will happen next... plzz I cant handle this. It's just amazing fiction
denisevelazquez
#9
Chapter 65: youre quite an imangitive person i read it for two whold days without sleep. i've finally finished it it's surprising interesting so for i're read a bunch of fanfictions and yours the best out of all the eunhae fanfictions that i've read besides the one with the vampire eunhyuk from a diffrent story with eunhae. Thanks for the story i hope you write more i just cant stop thinking of the next chapter i hope they make up and hyukkie paints his hair back to brown. FIGHTING!
asdayuni #10
Chapter 65: Woow!! Friend you are update!!
I think maybe Hae just don't wanna people see Hyuk like that, because Hae think that Hyuk is his right?
Yeaah, couple ini nggak terlalu terbuka satu dengan yang lain, jadi ribet dehh hubungan mereka -_- but glad you are back!!!