DON'T WORRY.... I'M HERE....

 

“Jaejoong~ah…. Take this!” someone says to him and he takes the thing in confusing stare.

 

“But you??” Jaejoong asks worriedly.

 

“I want to feel the breeze…. It is great anyway…” that someone smiles sweetly and Jaejoong smiles back at him.

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You should use it,,, not me….

 

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“Wow!! The weather is really fresh!!”

 

“It is dangerous here! Be careful!!” Jae keeps shouting from the back___________

 

 

Don’t…. please don’t do it!!!

 

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“I…. lo…love… yy… you….”

 

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“HYUNJOONG~AHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” Jaejoong shots his eyes wide open and sits up immediately. He grabs his chest and feels his heart beats like crazy.

He stares at his surrounding; it is not his room, ‘Where am I?’ he began to panic.

 

Suddenly he hears sounds of someone walk in hurry to his current place. The door of a room in front of him opened and someone step out.

 

“God!! Jaejoong you scared me!! What happen??!!” a man walks almost run to him and sits beside him on the bed.

 

All of sudden, Jaejoong hugs him like he is his dear life and not letting go even a second. Yunho startled at first at this guy’s sudden act. He acted all spoiled brat this whole day and made him suffer, but suddenly he become so fragile and lovely again. Yunho hugs him back and pats his back smoothly tries to shoo him who is still panting and sobbing.

 

“Please….” He says faintly.

 

“Please what Jae??”

 

“Please…. Don’t *sob* leave me….” He sobs harder. Yunho freeze on his spot hearing at the elder plea.

 

“I won’t….” he says to calm him though he doesn’t get what he mean.

 

“Back to sleep Jae…. You’ree still tired….” He says and releases their hug just to lay Jaejoong on the bed.

 

“Where are we??” Jaejoong managed to ask.

 

“We are at an inn. I bring you here because you’re drunk and don’t want to go home at all” he answers and covers Jaejoong’s body with a blanket. Jaejoong gets up and sits.

 

“I want to take shower” he stands up limply and Yunho catch his waist to balance him.

 

“Sit here and don’t go anywhere, I’ll prepare the hot bath for you” Yunho stand up and walks to the bathroom. Jaejoong stays at his place motionless. He just stare at Yunho’s back and tears start wheeling from his beautiful eyes.

 

 

 

Do you want me to fall for him???

 

 

 

He lost to his own world and not noticing someone already walks closer to him and pats his shoulder.

 

“Jae…” the said man startled and turns his head to see the caller. Yunho smiles sweetly and helps him to stand up, “The water is ready. Go take a bath and rest” he says and leads Jaejoong to the bathroom.

 

Once he is inside, Yunho closes the door softly and back to the bed. He prepares the clothes he just buy for Jaejoong to wear on the bed and change his own. He cleans up the mess on the bed and goes to the couch near the TV and lays his tired body there. He closes his eyes and looks at the bathroom door before he drifts to sleep.

 

 

 

‘Who is he, Jae??’ HyunJoong?? But he decides not to ask about it and just sleep.

 

 

In the bathroom, Jaejoong drown his body comfortably in the bathtub and closes his eyes a single tear escape from his beautiful eyes and he starts sobbing again.

 

“Please…. Let me go Hyunjoong~ah…. I need to move on….” He whispers to himself.

 

 

*Flashback*

 

The two figures of lovers stand up quietly at the end of the deck and stare to the wide ocean in front of them. The one smile in the other’s embrace and leans closer to his lover’s chest comfortably. They just stay there with nothing come out from their mouth, just the flowing breeze know what they had in their mind.

 

 

“It is two weeks from now, isn’t it?” the taller one asks as he peeks on the smaller man in his embrace. The other just nods and closes his eyes.

 

“Are you nervous?” he asks again and now the smaller man turns to face him and cupped his face, “No…. I am happy!” he then embraces him.

 

“I want to give you something” he takes something from his pocket and shows a very simple necklace hanging between his fingers. He stretches his long hands to the late neck and circled the necklace there. The smaller man shocked and touch a new thing circled his neck.

 

“What is it?” he asks with sparkling eyes.

 

“My present for you…. This is my mother’s last thing left for me. She said, before she died, she wants me to lock the one I love with this necklace so he can be mine forever” he smiles and the smaller man just blushing, “So please…. I want to lock you with it and please be mine forever… Kim Jaejoong….” He leans closer and captures those cherry attempting lips.

 

“I love you…. Hyunjoong~ah….” He says between their kisses.

 

“Me too…. I love you too…. Don’t ever take that necklace off from your neck till I myself take it off from you….” He says again and the later just nods in response.

 

“I promise” and they hug each other warmly again.

 

The breeze blows softly between them as if understand that these two lovers are blessed to be together.

 

*Flashback ends*

 

 

Jaejoong sees his face reflected in the mirror and finds a certain necklace still hang on his neck. He touches it and smiles bitterly.

 

 

‘You locked me with you forever Hyunjoong~ah…. And now you’re just go away leaving me here alone…. So cruel….’

 

 

He can’t help but to smile bitterly to himself on the mirror, “You looked pathetic, Kim jaejoong” he says to the mirror while caressing his necklace.

 

 

‘I hate you for abandoning me with your promises…. I hate you!’

 

 

*flashback*

 

“Follow me Jae!!” Hyunjoong sits proudly on his new sporty motorbike and calls his lover.

 

“Where will we go?? We have to prepare our wedding!” Jaejoong says faking angry face to his fiancé.

 

“You’ll know later” he then offers Jaejoong his helmet and starts the engine. Once Jaejoong sits behind him, he pushes the gas and it makes Jaejoong stumble forward violently till their helmet hits each other.

 

“Ouch!!” Jaejoong winching in pain and takes off his helmet to rub his sore temple.

 

“Sorry….” Hyunjoong says to the still pouting Jaejoong.

 

“Put it on and hold my waist tight!! Ok!!” once Jaejoong does what he orders him, he pulls the gas as strong as he can and Jaejoong lets out small faint scream.

 

 

 

They ride the motorbike to the mountain areas. Jaejoong keeps his eyes to his surrounding and tightened his hug on his lover’s waist. The motorbike stopped in the middle of the road, there’s small hut there and they two sit on it. It is getting dark and they stare at the city lamp from there.

 

“It is like star, isn’t it?” Hyunjoong asks and Jaejoong just staring to the scene in awe. Hyunjoong can see his eyes sparkling from happiness.

 

“Let’s go here again when we have chance” Hyunjoong hugs his lover’s petite waist from behind. Jaejoong startled and accidentally drops his helmet to the ground and it rolls further and further, falling into the alley.

 

Jaejoong looks at Hyunjoong in worry because they just have one helmet left, “Let it be…. It’s okay” he hands the later his helmet.

 

“Jaejoong~ah…. Take this!” he says to his lover and Jaejoong takes it in confusing stare.

 

“But you??” Jaejoong asks worriedly.

 

“I want to feel the breeze…. It is great anyway…” Hyunjoong smiles sweetly and Jaejoong smiles back at him.

 

They ride back down the hills in ease. Little that Jaejoong know Hyunjoong is struggling in balancing his motorbike. He feels something weird but he doesn’t want to say anything to make Jaejoong worry.

 

“Use your helmet well and don’t take it off Jae” Jaejoong confused at the order but doing it so.

 

The motorbike race out of control and Jaejoong can feels something wrong now, he began to panic.

 

“What happen Hyunjoongie~~???” he asks, shouting a little.

 

“It’s okay!!! Just tighten your hold and fix your helmet well” he shouts to his lover.

 

Jaejoong just closes his eyes as tight as he can do till he can feel his body crashed to something hard; that actually his lover’s body in front of him. He feels dizzy because he can swear that his body being thrown to the street. He can see Hyunjoong lays on the ground in the pool of blood. His vision blurry, but he can tell that actually his lover’s hand move like seeking for something.

 

Jaejoong drags his soon to be paralyzed body closer and catch his lover’s hand. He doesn’t care about the blood that actually surround him now, he only care to his lover who is actually dying right now.

 

 

“Jaejoong~ah… I…. lo…love… yy… you….” Is the last word Jaejoong can hear from his mouth before the man who says it close his eyes and he himself lost his consciousness.

***

 

 

The next thing Jaejoong know is he is lying on the hospital bed the next day with his legs and hand bandaged. He can’t feel anything and pray he will just die right away because he feels so useless.

 

A month after the incident he feels better and ready to go back home and held his wedding with his lovely lover. They’re just graduated, though they can’t attend the graduation due to the injury, so they can hold their wedding.

 

He remembers how the looks on the elder face when he asked them about his lover’s condition. No one dare to say to him. They just stay silent like a rock. But then Jaejoong realizes that his lover can’t survive, he passed away right after the incident, right after he said his last world.

 

 

I love you…

 

 

*Flashback Ends*

 

Jaejoong steps out from the shower and finds someone already sleeps soundly on the couch. He comes closer and examines Yunho’s face then pats his head softly.

 

“Did you know why I hate you from the first, Yunho~ah??” he says to Yunho but more like to himself, “Because you are so stupid!” he says again, now with smirk, “Just like him….” He finally says with chuckle.

 

He moves to the bed and find a pair of clothes arranged neatly on the bed, he glances at Yunho again before putting it on his body. It fits him perfectly.

 

“You two may be similar in stupidity” he turns to look at sleeping Yunho again, “But you two have a big warm heart that can melt my icy one”

 

He walks to the place Yunho hung his dirty clothes and pulls out something from its pocket, a small photos wallet. He opens every pages of the mini album and smiles sweetly.

 

 

Even it is so painful, I can’t feel it
Even I’m waiting for you and you wouldn’t come
Even I think of you with shaking so badly, I can’t feel it

 

His shoulders shaking from his sobs that he tried so hard to held back. He can’t even forget that name and that face. The fool one who was captured his heart…. And just leave him.

 

 

The reason why I’m still breathing in this terrible loneliness
It’s all because of you

 

He caresses his necklace, “You said to me I do not allowed to take it off instead you yourself take it off from me” he smiles bitterly, “So you want to say that you are the only one who can owe me for the rest of my life, huh?”

 

 

Even if I just can protect your shadowand memories
Even like this, it’s alright.. even only I love you, it’s okay

 

He feels a pair of arms hugging his waist and it feels just familiar, ‘is it you??’ he asks in his mind.

 

He turns around and meets a pair of hazel dark brown eyes staring at something on his hand, his album.

 

“Is he Hyunjoong” Yunho asks casually with curious eyes sparkling cutely. Jaejoong can’t say anything but nodding his head.

 

“You must love him very much….” He says again and Jaejoong just sifts his position in Yunho’s hug comfortably, finding his favourite spot like when he is in Hyunjoong’s embrace.

 

 

 

‘It feels the same….’ Jaejoong smiles warmly when he feels Yunho’s steady heartbeats.

 

 

 

Yunho rest his chin on Jaejoong’s neck and inhale his scent, ‘Jaejoong~ah…. Since the day I put youin myheart andmy mind, I can’t put my heart else where. Even if it hurts and breaks my heart apart,please don’t ever close your heart because I haven’t even see the door yet. Please……’

 

“Rest Joongie~~ I think you have something important to do tomorrow” Yunho cups his face in his palms and Jaejoong rolled his eyes, annoyed remembering his schedules. Yunho lays him on the bed and lay beside him.

 

“I’ll be here till you close your eyes…. Don’t worry,, I’ll always be here…. For you….”

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