> 08.03.2014

- I'M FED UP !!
- Honey ... calm down, please.
- Calm down? But how do you want me to calm down?
- Youngie ...
- We have done nothing to deserve to be kept away like that. It's like ... the biggest lie we ever seen. This is unfair. And it's cowardly, from our company!
- Sooyoung, please, relax.
- No, dammit, NO!
- We have no choice, it's our fault, I remember you.
- Our fault? Because there is something wrong to be in love with each other?
- Baby, come and sit down beside me, you're upset right now.
- I didn't want to.
- Honey, do it for me. We are not often together, we can at least enjoy it now. Come on, we will discuss.
 

Sooyoung crossed her arms and stared into Yoona's eyes. She was sitting on the couch, right next to the door of the dressing room. During a few minutes, without saying any word, Sooyoung suddenly started having tears in her eyes. Yoona noticed right away and rose to her beloved.
 

- You're tired , arent you? You're tired of all this bull? she asked placing her hands around the neck of Sooyoung and her neck tenderly
 

Sooyoung didn't answer and leaned her head down.
 

- My love, we have one hour, just you and me. If there is something which bothering you, tell me now before we go back to see the others. I tell the girls that I'd join you because I saw your sad face earlier, during the shows. I promise you we'll stay only together, but talk to me.
- I ... I don't hold out, Yoona.
- What do you feel, exactly?
- I'm lost ... why do we do all of this?
- Why do we do it or why we have to do it?
- I know why we do it ... but why it was for us?
- As I told you, it's our fault. We wouldn't be exposed as much to the managers, they easily realized they had much more than a simple friendship between us.
- But there is nothing wrong with that ...
- Of course not! But they cannot take the risk that it will be discovered by the fans. You know it, they told us.
- Yes, I know ... but the fact to invent the lie that we're dating boys, you and I, that's too big.
- I know, I also find it annoying. You saw my reaction Guerilla Date. I know you're trying to take it with humor, you're good at it, but I'm really bad to act like that. I sincerely preferred to talk about you, rather than Seung Gi. He is very nice, but he's not much more than a friend, to me.
- I believe you ... but how are we going to get out of there, Yoong?
- We can not formalize our true relationship, as long as the group exists.
- If only there was just that ... we can't even be close, as we were in 2013.
- We're close for longer than a year, unnie ...
- I know, but people began to ask questions at this period, that's why we stopped.
- Yes ... and that's why they said you are on a date since late 2012. It avoided to make a link with our sudden proximity of this year 2013.
- Fortunately, Kyung Ho mentioned me on his return from military service and because I saw him sometimes, it has allowed to create a link between us, our "relation" could be quite accurate ...
- And that's why in september, in my turn, I saw Seung Gi repeatedly. We just put out the final details before the announcement of 2014, just to be credible. The paparazzis were there, it was perfect for making buzz.
- Yes ...
- Honey, you know as well as me that we create this huge lie to protect our relationship. This is for our safety.
- But we are never together, in front of everyone. I miss you.
- I miss you too, Sooyoung ...
- Oh, really? That's why when I try to hug you, you talk with Yuri and Hyoyeon?
- I try to be discreet, but I knew you were there, unnie ...
- You just didn't wanted to ...
- Sooyoung, you're the one who makes my heart beat, ok? I would recognize you among a thousand people. I shivered all over, knowing that you were behind me. I wanted to hug you, to kissed you, to snuggled up against you and laughed with you. You're the only one, to me, my only one. But this is impossible, in front of the others.
- I know, excuse me ...
- In your opinion, why Seung Gi and Kyung Ho agreed to make this lie with us?
- I ... I don't know.
- Seung Gi, it's because of his agency. To give him a better image, and to be more famous, they choose a girl he had previously mentioned. It allows him to have to looks like a good seducer. And Kyung Ho, you know why?
- No ...
- Because he's also on a date, with another woman, and he must protect his private life. As we do.
- But it is not a good thing to lie! And when everyone is going to learn it?
- The time will pass by then. People don't take it wrong and will understand, I'm sure of it.
- I'm sorry, Yoona, it's just really hard for me ... I don't want to disturb you with my stupid thoughts ...
- Don't say things like that ... we solve our problems together ... listen, tomorrow is Taeyeon's birthday. There will be a rather special show and we will surely take pictures. We'll be side to side, alright?
- Do you really wanna, too ... ?
- Yes, of course ! We still can be together during a few moments, after all. Especially if it's important for you.
- Thank you, baby love ...
- And I'll be next to you, when they will announce the results at Inkigayo. Because if you cry for some reasons ... because you cry every time ...
- Yoona !
- Just kidding, honey. Like this, if you cry , I'll be there to make you smile. Agree?
- Okay ...
- But don't cry purposely, baby ...
- But no ...
- Good. Do you feel a little bit better?
- I don't know ...
- I promise to make an effort. And furthermore, what is shows in front of the cameras is not important. I remind you that we live together, and that's what really counts.
- Maybe, yes ...
- Sooyoung ?
- Hmm ?
- I'm sharing my bed with any other one than the person I love. And this person, I love and forever love, it's you. It doesn't matter of the number of false scandals we will have to do. It's you I love. And we know it. No other, and certainly not a man.
- Yoongie ...
- Yes, unnie ?
- I love you so much ...
- Me too, honey. And never forget one thing : we do it for our fans, for their support and everything else they're doing for us. We must be hidden to continue to be a group.
- You're right. I'm sorry again ... kiss me ...
- I was waiting for that ... ♥