Under the Scary Knife...
Under the Scary Knife | HaeHyuk | PG | Romance |
A/N: inspired by EunHae cuts on CTP.
[credit to the owner]
"Are you sure about this, Hyukjae?"
The doctor asked that made Hyukjae think twice or many times once more as he keeps on thinking about this matter over and over and over again. Here he goes once again, thinking about doing it or not. He's scared and pretty scared to put it simply. But, if he change, maybe or most probably, Donghae will like him more and he will be proud of him.
"You can back out as early as you can, Hyukjae. Once inside, you can never turn back."
The doctor asked once more as if it was so simple do make such a big decision like this. This, this is a very heart-threatening and heart-quaking decision to make. It's not so simple just like adding one plus one is equals one. This is bogus. And Hyukjae is really halfhearted in doing the scariest thing he will ever do in his entire life--except accepting that he loves Donghae more than he loves himself.
"C-can I...have some more time...?"
He just couldn't give a fix answer because his mind is still on shambles and everything inside of him turns into chaos as his brain and heart started to create a war.
"It's almost time Hyukjae, but i'll give you five more minutes, no more no less so you should straighten your answer when i get back, okay?"
The doctor said and walks out of the room to give him privacy and to assess his final decision. He was now alone inside the four corners of the white room but, it feels like he's becoming more anxious and frantic about his decision. What will he choose: to be satisfied in what God's appearance has given him or should he follow what his heart aims for and that is to be what his Donghae wants?
"But, what does Donghae wants?" He asked himself and his tears suddenly come down rushing after remembering their last conversation after his boyfriend went overseas to film a drama in Taiwan for he is an actor alongside with the famous Choi Siwon who got the looks, the height and everything under the word: perfect.
"Hyukkie," Donghae called without looking at Hyukjae whose sitting beside him drinking his hot strawberry coffee while Donghae is busy flipping the pages from a magazine on top of the coffee table in the living room.
"Hmm?" Hyukjae answered after sipping and placed the coffee cup on the coffee table before giving his boyfriend his full attention.
"What if you change Hyukkie? Will you change for me?" Donghae asked and stops flipping the pages of a magazine to smile at Hyukjae awkwardly. "Seriously, don't mind it Hyukkie. I'm just being delusional." He added before standing up to take his steps towards the back door, sighing and slipping his hands on his side pockets.
"W-what change does he mean...?" Hyukjae asked and his eyes flew towards the opened magazine and gasp in horror as he saw a woman with a cup D size breast, 14-inch waist and a butt to die for. "H-he...he didn't..." He couldn't finish his words as tears fell unconsciously, falling uncontrollably through his in denial eyes.
end of flashback.
"D-do you want me to be a girl...Hae, huh? Is that what you really want?"
Hyukjae asked the invincible Donghae as if his boyfriend was right in front of him but couldn't answer. And then, the five minutes seems too long as a man in a white vest went back in with a worried face, looking at him sympathetically.
"Hyuk...if you're halfhearted about this, you can back out and i'll just punch Donghae for making you decide something like this, you know."
The man said and Hyukjae puts a small smile on his face and wipe his tears away before answering the man in front of him.
"It's okay, Heechul Hyung. I've already made my decision." He answered with a weak smile.
"Finally! Are you going to tell me you're going home and i'll come with you to punch that fishy's face for yah?" Heechul said, excitedly.
"Hyung, i'm doing it." Hyukjae answered.
"Oh, that would be great--what?! Are you insane Hyukjae?! If Teukie finds out, i'm dead and so are you! Think, again, buddy. This," Heechul walks towards Hyukjae and placed his arms around his shoulders, "This is something you don't wanna do, believe me. Even if you pay me a zillion bucks, i won't do it. ever. believe me."
"But Hyung, Han Geng Hyung is going to do the surgery not you, you know." Hyukjae replied, chuckling faintly.
"And i am his wife and take note when i said 'his wife' Hyuk. being called a 'wife' is not only for women but also in our world, the Yaoi world. Yes, crazy people changed their genders and sex for what purpose? to make their husband's happy? to make their selves look different or appropriate of who they really are inside? Nah, that's a stupid excuse because no matter how you change or replace your face or your appearance perhaps, inside, you are still you. A guy who have a penis, flat boobs and especially, you don't have a uterus to bear even a fetus inside a womb-less womb of yours. Honey, Love is all about seeing what's inside of a broken vase, it's value and it's quality. Not just because it's damage, it doesn't have any value anymore. Vintage is highly appreciated nowadays because of it's VALUE, you know."
"So, you're thinking i am a damage one but, i have a value? Is that what you mean, Hyung?" Hyukjae asked confusedly.
"Then, God made a damage one too and everybody around the world who is yaoi too. Hyukkie, don't try to comprehend what i just had said, okay? All i'm trying to say is, it's a waste of money. And going under the knife is super scary! I thought you were scared in needles? How come you get so brave---"
"Well, that's because of one fish who keeps on bugging me, Hyung. I'm sorry for thinking that. it's just..."
"It's okay Hyuk. I'll let you slip this time. So, have you finally made your decision right now?" Heechul asked, pulling away to face Hyukjae with his hands on both of the latter's shoulders.
"Yeah...I guess..I do. Thanks Hyung." Hyukjae said, smiling a little.
"Welcome. Now, go to the operating room. My Hannie must be waiting for you already. Go." Heechul said and pushed Hyukjae at the door and the latter willingly obliged and went out of the room afterwards, going to the said operating room where his Hyung's husband, the surgeon is waiting for his final decision.
Back inside the room...
"You better hurry now, Lee Donghae. Swim as fast as you can or else, it will be all too late. tsk." Heechul stated, facing the open door where Hyukjae had left and smiled evilly, anticipating what's going to happen next.
"Hyung?" Hyukjae knock and open the door afterwards, going inside the tiled white room with a hospital bed in the middle under the big scary lights. and looking around, he saw a man wearing a white vest busy arranging the utensils on the table behind him as the man was facing his back on him. "Han Geng Hyung?" He called once more and the man finally turn around while putting his white medical gloves on his hands and smiled at him.
"Oh, there you are, Hyuk. are you ready to give me your final answer, then? I already gave you more than 5 minutes you know." Han Geng said with a smile and gestured him to seat on the bed in the middle.
Hesitantly, Hyukjae walks slowly towards the bed and sat on the mattress before glancing at the surgeon beside him. "Hyung...I--"
Hyukjae was about to give his doctor an answer but a sudden bang on the door and the two door being slammed against the wall made both of them look at the now broken door to see a panting and freaked-out Lee Donghae.
"H-Hae?!" Hyukjae exclaimed, couldn't believe that his boyfriend is now in front of him. "A-are you s-supposed to be in...in T-Taiwan by now...?"
"Yeah. The plane already landed on Taiwan and I'm ready to step a foot out when suddenly, a call from Heechul Hyung came warningly and he screamingly stated that you were now in the hospital doing a horrible decision you could ever done in your whole life! What exactly do you think you're doing?!" Donghae exclaimed before rushing towards Hyukjae and grabbed his wrist and pulled him towards the exit door.
"H-Hae...it hurts..." Hyukjae complained as Donghae's fingernails embedding on his skin because of the latter's tight grip on his wrist.
"Yeah! That's sure hurts Hyukkie! What have you could possible done if Heechul Hyung didn't call me? Huh?! Am I going back after three months seeing my boyfriend changed into somebody else?!" Donghae yelled and punches the broken door, appearing more broken.
"B-but Hae...I-I...t-thougt you..."
"You thought what? That i want you to change your gender for me? Do you honestly think i want that, huh Hyukkie? Do you consider to consult me first before going in here? Tell me, Hyukkie because i'm really clueless right now!" Donghae then pushed Hyukjae on the wall and the latter just pour tears, oblivious at how the things turned out to be.
"H-Hae..." Hyukjae could only utter as he was speechless with the sudden rage his boyfriend showed.
Donghae then sighed afterwards seeing his Hyukkie's red puffy eyes and pulled him inside his arms and started carresing his back and stroking his soft white silvery hair.
"I'm...I'm sorry Hyukkie. I didn't mean to yell at you...It's just that...you surprised me."
"I...I'm sorry Hae...I-I thought...you want this..."
"WHAT?! Hyukkie, I want this? What do you mean?" Donghae asked, pulling Hyukjae out to asked him with his confused eyes.
"Y-you..." Hyukjae shyly started the story where he assumed Donghae wants him to change and Donghae could only mutter the word: pabo as he keeps on stroking his hair and carressing Hyukjae's back after pulling him back into his arms.
"Pabo Hyukkie. I didn't meant it that way...I was just asking if you can change your work for me. Being a dance instructor sets you too far from me and i didn't mean anything bad but, i hate it. you already know, i really can't live without you, so i was hoping you could ask me if you can come with me to Taiwan and be there for me all the time. Just like Yoo Jaesuk Hyung and HaHa in their show: Running Man. I'm sorry if you misunderstood all of it." Donghae apologizes and kissed Hyukjae hair and hugged him tighter.
"I...am sorry to Hae. I-I guess i've got carried away with the fact you're leaving me for three months. I'm sorry." Hyukjae hugged Donghae back, tighter and buried his face on Donghae's chest.
"Well, now that you two are already fine and Hyuk will not undergo surgery anymore, let's talk about the broken door, shall we?" Heechul interrupted and Han Geng beisde him tilted his head before dragging his wife away from them.
"Yah~! Aren't you two thanking me for saving your butts?! Ya! Hannie let me go! I want to spank them for being so impolite and ungrateful~! Yah~"
Both Donghae Hyukjae smiled to each other after breaking apart at their Hyung's sudden interaction and Donghae then get the first move to kiss Hyukjae lightly on the lips.
"Let's go Hyukkie. We already made a scene in here." Donghae invited after the kiss and walks hand in hand out of the hospital.
"Hey, Hae. I want to ask you something."
"What is it Hyukkie?" Donghae asked and moves his arms towards Hyukjae's shoulder to pull him closer and kissed Hyukjae's forehead afterwards.
"What's reason on why are you against at me undergoing plastic surgery?" Hyukjae asked and when Donghae looked at him teasingly, he added, "Just curious,"
Donghae laughed, "Well, let's see. Looks aren't a trophy Hyukkie. A real trophy on winning someone's heart is getting to know what's the person inside. You are my trophy everyone will get envied at because i have the greatest and gorgeous boyfriend i could never find anywhere else. You are like my favorite bean sprouts, a vegetable who completes my meal triangle everyday i eat my meals. You...are one of God's creation and therefore, i'm really thankful of him because He made a special and perfect person for me, who can complete me. And so as they say: You can only complete me."
"Really?" Hyukjae asked, getting ticklish over a cheesy statement coming from Donghae.
"U-huh. Now, don't you ever dare to go back in here because Charms cannot go under the knife, remember that." Donghae stated and both of them walks to his car with a big smile on his face and so does Hyukjae who finally believes...looks doesn't matter to Donghae. Charm does.
"Arrasso, Hae." Hyukjae happily answered. "But, i'm not going to leave being a dance instructor, Hae. That's my life, you know."
"B-but Hyukkie...How about---"
"But, i'll come and be with you all the time while you're shooting. I don't want a cup-d size woman surrounding the Hyukjae area or responsibility. No. I won't tolerate it. Arrasso?" Hyukjae humored and both of them smiled cheesily to each other.
"Yep. That's good to hear." Donghae smiled and both went straight to the airport afterwards, catching the next flight to Taiwan.
A/N: i just finished watching EunHae cuts on CTP and got inspired to make this out of the blue all of a sudden. sorry for grammar mistakes and errors...if you don't understand it, tell me, i'll go and smack my head on the wall.. ^__^
the ending...was...i don't know. acctually, i don't know how to end it... so deeply sorry for that.
anyways...if you happen to finish it in one go, thank you for reading! and I LOVE YOU GUYS! ^^ ♥
Goodnight...here... morning, afternoon and evening to all of you~! ♥
P:S: if you agree with me, the solving problem book is DAEBAK! Seriously, Hyuk should stay just the way he is because he's already handsome, goegeous and all.
Looks can be deceiving, Hyukkie. Your charms and personality says it all: You are sO~ GORGEOUS~! so stop comparing yourself with how handsome Siwon is because he's not you and you two are two different creatures...arrasso?
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