Jyemi's POV

I was laying down on my bed, in my room, and it was a beautiful summer day. My balcony door was closed but the sun shone through and I was writing in my notebook. My father went out of town to buy special groceries, and wouldn't be back 'til early morning. And I, of course, was stuck with my three little brothers.

My youngest brother: Jaeseok, was watching Junhyun downstairs in the living room, who is playing video games, and the oldest brother: Jinwook was upstairs with me, in his room which is across from mine. He claims he was "studying" but more than likely he was doing stuff that little brothers shouldn't be doing. ;)

 

(A/N: The red hair one is Junhyun, the middle son, who's about 10 and the black hair one is the oldest boy Jinwook, who is about 12, while the last boy is the youngest brother who is about 7 years old, Jaeseok.)

"JayJay!!"

I turned towards my balcony and saw BamBam standing there. He was grinning wildly and held up some dvds in his hand. I smiled and went to open the door for him. He's such a derpy guy, which is why me and him get along so well. His parents must be gone too because he usually comes over when he's bored. And usually it's during the weekends.

He has schedules during the week because his band is going to debut pretty soon so we barely hang out like we used to. I heard the doorbell ring and automatically I thought of BamBam's older brother and younger sister. They must've been bored too.

"Junhyun! Open the door~ It's probably Lin and Chen!" I called downstairs while I cleared off my bed for BamBam to sit with me. 

 

Lin is about the same age as my brother Junhyun. What's funny is that she completely scares my brother because she may look like a total girly girl .. but in fact she is just as boyish as my brothers. She's a gamer, she's sloppy and messy like them and yet I think those two may like each other. 

Chen on the other hand is very reserved and mysterious. For the longest time, I used to have a huge crush on him, but he has a girlfriend .. so I kind of gave up. He usually comes because he likes getting involved with his inner childishness and he likes hanging out with my two younger brothers. But he loves Jaeseok more because he's the baby and he's so cute. 

"JayJay look I brought Decpicable me 1 & 2~" He chuckled. I smiled weakly at him. I couldn't help but think about when he's gonna be gone again..

"Oh really? Great.."

"Jay .. what's wrong?" BamBam pressed the back of his hand against my forhead in concern. My eyes crossed to look at his hand and then I sighed.

"N-Nothing .."

"Yah. Song Jyemi. Don't lie to me." He stared me down.

"BamBam..." I sighed. "I'm afraid you'll leave me. I know we made a promise and all.. but I can't help but worry.."

"Jyemi. Look at me. Put your trust in me. I won't leave you. EVER. You're the most important person to me."

"BamBam.." my cheeks were slightly red as I was caught off guard by his remark.

"Hehe. Well. Let's watch movies now~ come here~"he pat his lap for me to sit in between him like usual, and I went to him. He leaned against my pillow and I leaned against him.

There was a knock at the door. Jaeseok came in with popcorn, already knowing BamBam was going to come over to watch movies. I laughed and had him sit on my lap. He was my cute baby brother so he was always spoiled by me.

"Noona~ BamBam Hyung likes you right? You two are gonna get married right?" Jaeseok looked up at us innocently. My eyes widened and I looked at BamBam for help. I didn't know how to explain things to him..

"Erm .. BamBam and I are .." I started. BamBam cut me off.

"Haha. Yes Jaeseok-ah! Your Noona and I will get married to each other!" BamBam joked. I elbowed him and he pouted. He mouthed "wae" to me.

"Yay! Then Noona and BamBam will have lots of children and will live happily ever after together~" Jaeseok cheered. I blushed majorly and covered my face so that BamBam couldn't tease me later for it. 

"Erm .. thanks for the popcorn Seokie." I muttered through my hands.

"Oh! Yeah! Chen Hyung told me to give this to you guys. Hehe. I'm going to leave you two alone now .. just don't do anything inappropriate! Save that for after you guys are married!" Jaeseok lectured us. Then he left. BamBam started dieing of laughter.

"HE'S TOO CUTEEEE!!! HAHAHA!" 

I glared at him. That was embarrassing! Why did BamBam even go along with it?? Aish .. he makes me so irritated yet .. he's like another brother to me. It was hard for me to be mad at him for awhile. He held my hand and smiled. I looked up at him in confusion. He chuckled and tapped my nose with his other hand.

"Yah. What are you doing?" 

"You look so cute. I couldn't help it." He grinned. I blushed again and immediately averted my eyes. Damn him ..

"Aish!!" I threw a pillow on my bed, at him. He laughed.

"I'm just joking Jay~ You know I love you so much okay? Cheer up okay?"

"Ugh .. fine. I need to go to the bathroom." I stated.

I got up and walked to the bathroom which was towards the end of the hall and I started peeing. As I finished peeing, I was kind of just stuck in the bathroom, thinking long and hard. Does BamBam even think of me as more than just friend? Did what my brother say .. really mean anything to him? We've been friends for a long time so it's not like he has feelings for me .. or does he..?

After washing my face and hands .. and talking to myself .. I decided to return back into my bedroom but as I opened the door I became face-to-face with Chen. The one I had a crush on for so long. I was startled and I kind of stumbled in front of him. He helped me balance and asked me if I was alright.

"Whoa~ Jay? Are you okay? Feeling sick?" He looked at me with worry. My heart started beating fast again. Darn you Chen!! ><

"I-I'm okay .." I said to him. He smiled and held my hand to make sure I was properly balanced. I was so happy. He was looking at me as if I were his only one. I couldn't help but fangirl on the inside. I've always liked this guy.

"Be careful okay? I don't want you to get hurt."

I about died in his arms. He was the cutest, sweetest, iest human being I have ever met. I did not know why I was so overly attracted to him .. until I remembered right this very moment.

"Hey Jay the movie is about to sta~~art..." 

BamBam came out of my room to come check on me and he saw me in Chen's arms. I knew for a while that BamBam knew I liked his brother... but recently I told BamBam that I am over him because of his girlfriend ... and yet .. here I am .. falling for him all over again. Like a fool. BamBam rushed in and grabbed my arm then pulled me towards him.

"Hyung. You have a girlfriend. Stop flirting with mine." BamBam glared at Chen. Chen was startled by his little brother's approach. I was shocked by BamBam's words as well. He continued to drag me into my own bedroom and he pulled me into his lap again. 

"B-BamBam..?" I asked cautiously.

"Shhh. The movie's on." BamBam remained quiet throughout the movie but he was always pouting and crossing his arms over his chest like a three-year-old. It was cute like always.

BamBam .. I'm sorry. When you'll be gone .. I'll miss you a lot. I don't know what I would do without you.

 

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A/N: HELLO :P What's up??? xD So here's my first official chappie!! Hope you enjoy it and continue to like my story .. Hwaiting!!