I'm So Sorry
AHHH! Dramaticness!!! ENJOY! XD I hope this chapter clears up some confusion that some people had. :3
“Hannah,” Onew says seeing that I'm awake. He puts my hand to his cheek that's wet from his tears.
“Oppa. What happened?” I ask.
“Jonghyun and you were on your way here to see Taemin and you crashed,” he sobs.
“W-what?” I ask sitting up but quickly regretting it. Pain pumps through me and I squeeze my eyes shut but I don't lay back down.
“Lay down Hannah!” Onew shouts.
“Not till I see Jonghyun!” I yell, my eyes still shut.
“He's right next to you, don't worry.” I look over and there is Jonghyun, laying in the bed. He looks so beat up and I feel myself come to tears.
“Jongie,” I whisper leaning over and stroking his cheek softly. He looked so helpless. Suddenly my view was cut off and Onew takes my hand in his then hugs me.
“It's ok Han,” he whispers rubbing my back and holding me close.
“Which room is Lee Hannah's?” Key asks the front desk as I sit in my wheelchair fiddling with my fingers.
“Room 312,” the lady at the desk replies with a tired smile.
“Thank you,” Key nods before going behind me and pushing into the elevator. “How's your leg?”
“Fine,” I say looking down at my leg in it's cast. An awkward silence fills the elevator as it moves.
“TAEMIN!” Key cried at the side of Taemin's hospital bed.
“Key I'm fine,” Taemin chuckled petting his hair.
“NO! YOU'RE HURT!” he cried more.
“I only have a broken leg.”
“I will kill whoever did this to you,” he growled.
“No need Key, the driver was the one who called the ambulance. It's thanks to her I'm alive,” Taemin explained.
“I still hate her,” he continued to growl. A sigh escaped Taemin's lips.
Key knocks on Hannah's hospital room door before slowly opening it. Onew is standing by Hannah's bed and is hugging her, her legs over the edge of the bed.
“How are you feeling Hannah?” I ask as Key pushes me into the room.
“Fine,” she says looking me over. “How are you?”
“I'm fine,” I reply.
“HANNAH!” Key suddenly burst into tears. He runs and pushes Onew out of the way and hugs her. When Onew moves I see Jonghyun. Key obviously hasn't noticed him. I roll myself to his bedside and look at him. “JONGHYUN!” Key suddenly screams.
“This is all too much for you Key. Lets get you something to eat, ok?” Onew says walking over and taking Key's hand.
“But my babies!” Key cries as Onew pulls him out of the room.
“It'll be ok Key,” Onew says. Then they're gone.
“What happened?” I ask turning to Hannah.
“We crashed,” she whispers looking at Jonghyun.
“It'll be ok,” I say taking her hand. She turns to me and smiles a small, sad smile.
“I hope,” she whispers. Then we're silent. Her small hand in mine, it fits perfectly. I know we're meant to be. I need you! My head screams. And this time, I don't ignore it.
“I love you,” I blurt. She looks at me in shock, probably not sure if she heard right, but as I feel my face getting red I see the realization on her face.
It's dark in here.
How should I know? I'm you! If you don't know, then I don't know.
I need to stop talking to myself. But if I stop I'm afraid I'll lose myself in the darkness. The last thing I remember is Hannah holding tightly onto me and me driving straight into that wall... Am I dead? No. Better question. Is Hannah dead? No. She can't be. If she is I'll kill myself! Hold on Jonghyun, why are you killing yourself for a girl?! ...Because I love her.
I'm so sick of this silence. Someone reply to my confession! Sigh. The only person who can reply is myself. I don't like this.
“JONGHYUN!” someone screams from the darkness. Who the fuck was that?! It sounded like Key! KEY! KEY! I'M HERE! HELP ME OUT OF THE DARKNESS! Silence. Dammit . Someone help me!
“I hope,” I hear someone say. THAT'S HANNAH! HANNAH! HELP!
“I love you,” I hear a boy say. ...He loves her?
Taemin grows red waiting for me to reply, but I can't. I don't love Taemin. I love Jonghyun. I know I do.
“Hannah?” Taemin whispers embarrassed.
“I'm sorry Taemin... I love Jonghyun.”
(Remember. Jonghyun can hear them!)
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