Silent Hearts

Description

When the heart is silent, when it refuses to confess, 

would you ever find a way to tell her how you feel?

 

 

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I looked at her, but she didn't return my glance like she always does. She was here, but she wasn't here with me. I reached out for her hand and laced her icy cold fingers through mine. I kissed her knuckles but she didn't budge. Her eyes were closed, and I liked to imagine that she was in a deep slumber. It would hurt less.

I lifted her thin wrist to my mouth and planted a soft kiss. Her pulse throbbed beneath my lips. Her wrist was skinnier than ever; it was half the size of mine but I remembered her saying that she hated it so much because it was too wide and too fat for her own liking. But I didn't mind---whether she was a size 10 or a size 0---because I loved her. I loved her from the very first day.

"I'm here, baby." I whispered against her hand. "I'm gonna sing for you now okay?" 

Taking a deep breath, I cleared my throat exaggeratedly and squared my shoulders because she always teased me about getting the perfect stance. I smiled at her, even though it was painful. Then I started singing our song like I always did when she asked me to; accompanied by the incessant beeping of the machine beside her that acted as a persistent background music. 

 

"I will love you and love you and love you,

gonna hold you and hold you and squeeze you, 

I will please you for all times,

I don't wanna lose you and lose you and lose you,

cause I need you I need you I need you, 

so I want you to be my lady,

you've got to..

 

 

 

 

A sob escaped my lips and I couldn't breathe. My chest hurt and every fibre of my body hurt and I was sobbing and crying and pleading to God, please...give me another chance. 

My body shook mercilessly as the violent sobs took over my body. I held to her hand so tight against my lips that it turned white.

"You've got to wake up, baby. It hurts so much not having you here." I choked.

 

 

"I need you to come back, please." I begged. "Wake up." 

 

 

 

 

Foreword

{ A/N }

Hi guys! I decided to enter Speak Up Your Feeling Writing Contest and this story will be my entry! The theme will be angst and I'm quite nervous because this is the first time writing angst but I'll do my best! I picked Baekhyun as the main character because he's my 2nd bias and I've always wanted to write a story that revolves around him ^^ The story would most probably be less than 10 chapters or maximum 10 because I still need to finish PoH. 

And all the best for the other contestants that took part as well! 

Stay tune for the first chapter & subscribe or upvote! it would mean a lot ^^ 

△ The prompt I'm using is Goodbye Summer by f(x) ft. D.O.

                             { CREDITS }

 

Kimmykimkim29 for helping me with the side ideas for this story. Check out her writer's workshop here!

A special thanks to "Spectalight" Exo Graphics Shop for the beautiful poster! Check them out! 

 

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12/10 - Silent Hearts updated after a month! x

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fresh-salad
#1
Chapter 12: Huaa what happen?:'(
fresh-salad
#2
Chapter 11: Huaa this is so short x(
fresh-salad
#3
Chapter 10: Why Baekhyun kissed a girl? I think that was too hurry and early...
I always see Baekhyun as a guy who not interested to girls except Haeri. Maybe Baekhyun who shouted or cursed is enough to make conflict. But.. This is still great!^^ hwaiting
fresh-salad
#4
Chapter 9: NO!! WHY? :""(
210201 #5
Chapter 8: Parents shouldn't be like that :(
daggerose
#6
Chapter 8: *ugly cries* OMG NO Baekbeom!
29meylee
#7
Chapter 8: oh no, why is he so cruel to Baekhyun? even their parents too
AsCherries
#8
Chapter 8: Ush poor Baekie...
Why you meke him suffer that much???
Seriously let those two be together, they are so beautiful...
fresh-salad
#9
Chapter 8: Heuheu why did you do that? Why? Why? Why? This is really stressing! Why their parents hate Baekhyun? Why Baekbeom is so jerky? Why? Why? Why? Pls don't make Haeri fall to Baekbeom arms. I beg youuuu :'(