The Beauty in Disorder

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He loved him despite everything.  He left him because of everything.

 

 

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Foreword

 

I'd always watch his mouth when he talked;

when he said he loved me, his mouth would curl up at the edges.

At night, he'd lay in bed and watch me turn all the lights off...and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off.

He'd close his eyes and imagine that the days and nights were passing in front of him.

But then...he said I was taking up too much of his time.

 

 

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Inspired by this and this

 

 

Request from hellokyu

 

 

comment and upvote if you like it ;)

 

 

other SJ fics:

How To Cheer Up the Angle of Depression

The Speech of Angels

Let Me Bring You To Shore

Here We Go

I'm Not Ready

One Hour

 

 

 

onews-chicken-line
guess who's actually trying to write this again yup it's me only a year and half later than i said i would hahaha...haaaaaa ;;

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SimplyAsian #1
Chapter 2: Beautifully written! It broke my heart over and over and over again. The way you describe Sungmin's point of view was truly heartbreaking.
coolgirlanny #2
Chapter 2: Such a great writing!!! I loved everything here. If possible please write a sequel to it as I can't see sungmin heart broken n helpless like that(Cries Pacific ocean)
Erisedecho
#3
Chapter 2: This is so good! It was cruel of Kyuhyun to just leave like that but I guess I can understand that it was all probably too much for him. Then again, Sungmin can't help it if he's the way he is. The fact that Sungmin is trying to get better for him should be enough for him to stay. However, the umbrella and the newspaper means he hasn't forgotten at all. Hopefully he will come back before Sungmin falls back into his routine and loses all the progress he has made. Please write a sequel!!!!!!!!
ymcakayna
#4
Chapter 2: i dont know if i should be happy or what. this is amazing. this really broke my heart. SEQUEL PLEASE.
teddybearry
#5
Sequel juseyo~ with kyu coming back to the unlocked door~ ;;
flufyacha #6
wow i like it
commonfanatic #7
Chapter 2: you broke my heart ;_; </3
somaming #8
Chapter 2: Why .. why did kyuhyun leave him? Wasn't he happy with him? Why did he do that? How could he do that to sungmin after he had known that he is trying to be better just for him? I dont understand him. Did he get tired? Then why did you involve yourself in such a thing from the very first beginning? And what about the umbrella and newspaper? Why did you leave them in their used to be bench? Why do you insist in hurting him? Didn't you love him? Okay i dont know really what im writing rn but i dont get it! I pity sungmin cuz i feel him somehow, i felt how happy he was, how he changed himself to the better, how he loved himself .. he did all of that coz of kyuhyun and its sure as hell would be hard to forget him-if he manged even to do so cuz its impossible! as everything in his routine and life was being connected to kyuhyun. I dont understand kyuhyun i dont and this is pisses me off and ofc i was a crying cuz i couldn't stand it anymore cuz yeah im a little too biased? But yeah you wrote it beautifully and this's my ever first fic by you to read and ofc im gonna read more of yours cuz your way of writing is special and lovely. I wrote too much Omg bye /runs away/
allikay
#9
Chapter 2: I can't believe you actually put in the effort to make this, and I can't believe the time you spent on it!

It's disturbing how something external can make you believe it's changing your mental health. It happened to me. Depressed, I met a guy that became my boyfriend and I believed I couldn't make it through without him. Nine months later, we broke up, and it's been 2 months now. And I'm okay.

It's painful to read about how Kyuhyun felt like all this wasn't worth it anymore. I can see why he seemed to act cold. I do wonder how it happened. Did it just reach a bursting point, as in was it too much? Or did Kyuhyun have an expectation from the beginning that Sungmin didn't seem to meet quickly enough? Damn!

Then again, it's kind of how it looks. People don't have the patience. People are selfish of nature, and it's no less than right to do what feels best for yourself. That is why I can't hate on Kyuhyun. Because he is a person, too.

Great story. Very realistic or not realistic, it still tugged hearts! Thanks a lot for the effort :'3 <333