~ 'Why can't I be good at something? Daehyun is good at singing. Himchan hyung is good at cooking. Jongup is good at dancing. Zelo is good at rapping. Yongguk hyung is good at everything. How can a person who is good at everything notice a person who is good at nothing?' ~

~ "Have you ever felt like... You're not good enough? No matter how hard you try? And you're not even trying for yourself - well, I guess in a way you are. But it's more for another person? Do you know what I mean?" 

"Trying to meet someone else's expectations?" Yongguk offered.

"Yeah! Yeah, but not just anyone... That special someone. And you just feel... That you're not good enough. That they won't ever notice you because you're so pathetic..." ~

~ “I wish that person knew how I feel,” Youngjae muttered.

“Who is it?” Yongguk feigned curiosity; he knew the answer would make him suffer. Yongguk knew that a cute, talented, intelligent, funny guy like Youngjae would never be interested in a creepy, average person like himself.

“You don’t want to know...” ~