Unspoken Words
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Have you ever felt like your words were caught at your throat and no matter how hard you try, you just can't spill it out?
So much to say, but so much that you can't. You can only stand aside as you watch the one you love change. People change for the better and some, for the worse. But you denied what your heart told you. You refused to believe that he had changed. So you naively stood by his side, tolerating everything even if it was killing you on the inside. Your love was like a gun. Your concern was the trigger. But you never knew that when you care and love him, the gun backfired and you're taking away every inch of your heart, bit by bit. Torture, that's what they named it. But you thought it was worth it.
Even if you are the best of friends, betrayer, lies and backstabbing may occur. Even if he was someone you've trusted, he might still steal away something that you hold most dearly to. Even if he was always smiling, he might be a demon behind those smiles that will ripped away evey part of you. Even if he has a strong front, he might be the one that breaks down easily with every single word you spill. Even if you try to deny everyone's kindness, you can't deny the fact that he was your life. You can lose anything but him. But you still change. You change thinking that it would protect him, from your darkest secret, from his worst nightmare.
Masks. Everyone was just putting on a masks. Not to protect themselves, but to safeguard the most important thing in their life, the one and only boost in their life, the one who can bring out the monster in their life. They choose to left some words go unspoken. But they never knew that those were what that brought out their darkest side.
Trailer available:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bhc4HikRE-Y
WARNING: I MAY OR MAY NOT LET MY BIAS BE TOGETHER. I MAY TEAR MY BIAS APART FOR THE SAKE OF THIS PLOT. DO NOT READ THE COMMENTS IF YOU ARE A NEW READER BECAUSE THERE MAY BE SPOILERS AROUND. READ THROUGH ON YOUR OWN WILL MAKE IT MORE FUN.
A/N: Hello everyone. Do watch the trailer before you start reading! This is my first Bigbang chaptered fic. Gri centred but Baeri, Topri, Daeri and Todae may surfaced. Hopefully I can receive many many support from you guys! Do subscribe and I'll try to post my first chapter soon! I'm giving this a try hehe. I've always hestitated cause I was afraid that it wouldn't be good;/ Hope to see many comments too as the story progress! I do not own the characters. The plot was based purely on my imagination and feelings. Do not steal. This fic may be romantic, sad, angst or mysterious. I'm giving a try for such new genres. However the story may progress, I hope you will like it. DO NOT STEAL MY STORY. Hope to see many subscribers, comments and upvotes.(; Honestly, I'm excited for this fic, I hope you are too. (: I'll try to make it as unique as possible!
Foreword
Kwon Jiyong, he was also known as G-dragon. He is the leader of Korean top group Bigbang. Jiyong used to be a cheerful boy that loves teasing his maknae, Seungri. His best friend is Taeyang whom he prefers calling Youngbae. They trained together since young, and that explains their closeness. He trusts Seunghyun, or better known as TOP a lot. They were childhood friends. The elder was mature and Jiyoung felt like he could depend on him. He loves playing with Daesung because the smiling angel can always cheer him up. But Seungri was a little different. He loves teasing Seungri but if anyone bullies Seungri, Jiyong would turn into a dragon. "Maknae is mine," he once declared. As years passed, Jiyong change. He became too distant. It was to the extent that Jiyong starts to question, who is the man he sees in the mirror all these time?
“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if he can't handle me at my worst, then he sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.”
-Jiyong
His birth name was Seunghyun. But to avoid confusion with the oldest, he was called Seungri. Maknae, they call him. Youngest of Bigbang. Everyone thought he was a confident brat. They just didn't see the weakness in his eyes. Only the members saw. Daesung saw, and he is the one who provides Seungri with a listening ear when needed. Who say that the maknaes were awkward? Taeyang knew too, and because he knows, he was hurt by those pains that Seungri didn't had the ability to hide through his eyes. Top was aware, and he wished he could take away those pains and replace them with smiles. Jiyong? Of course he was aware. He clearly saw through every inch of Seungri's pain so he swore to protect the maknae, his maknae. But Seungri was naive. He thought he could live his life just like this. He thought that being pampered on camera was enough. He never knew that he heart was shouting for more. He never knew how to deal with pain. He crumbled into pieces when HE changed.
"You don't love someone because they're perfect, you love them in spite of the fact that they're not. I'm not afraid of anything. I'm just afraid of knowing that things had change. What I thought was perfect had turned out all to be a dream. They told me to let go. But they didn't know it hurts. I'm not that strong like everyone thought."
-Seungri
Choi Seunghyun was the rapper and oldest in the group. He can be childish, like a 5 year old. But when it comes to s, he is protective. They were like his prized possession and between the four, there is the one who can make him go crazy, even if it meant to betray the trust of his childhood friend. But in the process of doing so, he lost his sanity and ended up hurting the ones he loves the most. We all make mistakes, and people said it's okay. They never told him that some mistakes should never be made. If you did, you're taking away the most precious thing in your life. He ended up hurting the one he was trying to protect and the one who was trying to protect him.
"Let go. Just let go of him. You deserve a better person, someone who knows how to treasure you. He is not worth of everything you had done. I've seen enough of you getting hurt."
-Seunghyun
Youngbae is what the members call him by. Taeyang is his stage name. He is the mother figure of the group. He is said to be the string that ties the group together strongly. But they didn't know that strings snap too. They can't withstand strong forces, like how Taeyang cannot hide the demon in him. He wants to be there but he saw his best friend there already. In some way, he was jealous of Jiyong. The golden boy of YG, the music genius the fans named. But those were not the main point. He wanted someone's attention but he knew it was already given to another person. It was complicated and it was a struggle. He never knew how it was like to try to be a peacemaker when his darker side wanted them to fight forever. It was like doing everything against his wish. He was so close to snapping. And when he did, they asked if Bigbang was going to fall apart.
"If you're going to be like this, I'm washing my hands off you. I've had enough of your nonsense. I thought my sacrifices were worth it. I thought hiding my deepest feelings away is the best way to protect him. But I was wrong. I foolishly gave you the chances again and again to hurt him."
-Taeyang
Daesung is the smiling angel. He used to be the happy pill with Seungri as the maknaes together, lift the mood in the band. But Daesung slowly lost his energy. Seungri left the role of moodmaker to him alone. Daesung was innocent, but he would do anything to protect two person. One of which is the one he loves, and the other being the one loved by the one he loves. People would call him silly for doing so much to give the one he loves away. But he thought it was fine. He thought those tears he shed was tears of joy because he saw his smiles. Slowy, he was losing it. He became someone who was capable of almost everything, except loving him openly. So the fans asked, why does those smiles seemed so bitter?
"You never knew me. I never knew myself too. I thought I was really innocent like everyone said but then, I figured that I had this demon in me. I want to get rid of this me, but before I do it, I have to get rid of the stepping stones that were hindering him from reaching his happiness."
-Daesung
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