I Can't Really Explain...

So time has passed. 2NE1 is spending a majority of their time in Japan. Big Bang is individually working on their projects. 

Story takes place: October 4 2011

"No…", Bom whispered. The others were fast asleep in their respective hotel rooms. Bom was alone, plopped on the comfy, velvet armchair. It faced the window and she could see the dazzling lights of Tokyo's night. After awhile though, she was too busy to admire the view. Too busy staring, disbelieving at the computer screen. 'A Whole Mess Out Of One Mistake, GD's CF Filming Canceled.' Bom's mouth wouldn't close. Ji wouldn't do this. It was a mistake. Some fan wanted to please Ji and he was too polite to decline.

YG just sent her an early access to one of the articles after her constant bombarding and pleading. No one knew, but YG had a soft spot for Bommie. Bommie knew fully that CF was not canceled. Just another article with false contents. Still, the fact that he- it was a mistake. She was sure of it. 

She felt her temperature rise as she read all the hate comments all because of a mistake anyone could've made. Her fists clenched tight but she kept reading on. 'Go die GD', 'Seriously, your a celebrity?', 'Good Bye GD, your image on Infinity Challenge was good…I'm disappointed.'

"You b*****es", Bom muttered, forgetting her rule to prohibit all swearing. She couldn't keep it in. Was this why GD stopped talking to her? She remembered a week before where he finally answered one of her calls. He ended with, "Don't think badly of me…". She didn't understand at the time. Now she did. 

But she couldn't think badly of GD at all. It wasn't his fault.

She imagined GD staring at the same comments, hurt, alone in his apartment. I need to be there, she thought. She couldn't do anything, though, she was in Japan…

She felt her nose sting and her eyes getting watery. Frustration clouded her vision. She really wanted to be right next to him. Right now. But she couldn't magic herself back to Korea…

She quickly dialed his number, fully aware he was watching anime movies next door while eating Japanese cookies. "Yeobohsae yo?", he replied, the crackle of snacks evident.

"Jjangu…I need to go back to Korea."

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Bom knew it. Only a few hours before YG wouldn't be able to hold it in longer. If it wasn't for YG's excessive network of power, the news would've been out weeks ago. The rumor, however, or the truth, could no longer be contained. She had to get to Ji before anyone else did. 

She heard her members behind her, laughing and giggling, they were glad to have a small break. Though CL still disagreed on coming for only a few hours. 

She glanced back at CL working desperately to flatten her bangs. They seemed to have annoyed her, but she insisted that too much stress needed to be cut away. As she stepped down the Airway, she realized with a pang, that's why he shaved his hair.

"GDRAGON, you look silly.", she laughed, rubbing her hand over his spiky, very short, hair.

He frowned, "Ehh, noona, it's fashion."

"Fashion? Ah~ well fashionista, I gotta say your haircut is a little out of demand.", she giggled and rubbed her hand on his head just to annoy him.

"Bom! I just wanted to- to get rid of some stress, ya' know?", he slammed himself down on the chair and swiveled it away from Bom.

Bom looked surprised at his outburst, worried when she saw him bury his face into his palms.

"Lemme work on this Bom, I'll get back to you later.", her said grumpily. He turned back to his music.

Realizing she hit a soft spot, Bom quietly left the room. Not minding that GD forgot to call her 'noona' again.

Bom felt anger rising towards herself. She was so stupid, letting him down like that. She noticed Jjangu running towards her. "What is it?", she asked.

"It's going to blow in a few hours.", he said, referring to the news.

Ignoring the quizzical looks from her members, she said hurriedly, "I gotta get to him, now."

Jjangu looked at her panically, unaccustomed to Bom's commands. He looked to his fellow staff and looked back to the other members. "Chaerin-ah, you three ride the big van back home. Bom needs to run some errands before she rests."

CL nodded, hesitantly. She was sure something was going on but decided to keep silent. 

Without another word, Bom and Jjangu ran to the back airport exit and entered a small SUV that was waiting for them.

They arrived in front of GD's apartment in forty five minutes and before Jjangu could park the car, Bom was out of it. She ran towards the entrance, pressed the password and ran up the stairs. GD was only on the seventh - seventh. I am really stupid. But she couldn't stop now, and the elevator was already in use. She continued her way up until she reached his door.

Reality flooded into her as she stood there. She didn't know if GD was even in there. She didn't know if GD was even bothered by this incident. She was assuming so many things. She was being the strange one. GD probably didn't even think of her first. He most likely thought of his members or his family. She wouldn't even be in his top twenty. He wasn't looking for her comfort. Why in the world did she come here?

She sank to the ground, hating herself, again. She was being so full of herself. She was unknowingly promoting herself to the number one person GD would think of. She was being unrealistic. I shouldn't have come… She was about to rise when she saw a pair of shiny shoes covered with golden studs. Besides the pair was GaHo, wagging his tail and straining his leash, trying to reach Bom. 

"Gaho!", a masculine voice called the creature while straining the leash, Bom looked up and doubled in shock. 

"Jii-jiyong! I- I was just, uh- I was stopping by- no. I was visiting my sick grandmother."

The said man raised his brow, unconvinced, "Oh your Halmoni lives here?"

Bom nodded furiously, she wasn't going to humiliate herself by admitting her true purpose.

"Well, what floor is she? I want to see her too.", Jiyong smiled, seeing Bom extremely uncomfortable.

"Ah- well. She doesn't like visitors, really.", Bom stood up clasping her hands together tightly. Her hands kept fiddling around as she tried to carry out her lie. 

"Bom.", Jiyong called teasingly. Trying to coax her to admit it. "You missed me didn't you?"

Bom shook her head wildly, "Mwoh?! MISS YOU? Of course not! I- I was coincidently at your floor when you came. You see, I was taking the stairs." Satisfied of her lie, Bom released her hands. 

Jiyong raised his brow, "Really? And you so happened to decide to crouch down in front of my door?"

Bom opened her mouth to retort back, but only air was released. G-Dragon had made her speechless. "I -I was…worried." She bowed down her head low, too nervous and embarrassed to look at Jiyong's face properly. 

Jiyong's eyes darkened slightly and looked down on the floor, a sign of shame. Bom looked at him nervously, scared that she had said something to offend him. As she was about to take back her words, he looked at her, a twinkle present in his dark-brown eyes. He smiled, "Thanks Bommie."

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I KNOW it's getting lame T.T

gahh the influence is gone but i squeezed this one out..ew xd BUT YEA

exams are coming up for this quarter so i PROB will start getting more active after this week XD 

wish me luck :)

so just bare with me people :)

*the AVEX night will be coming soon this is kinda like a detour XD