Because Of You
Description
In a period of 6 months a trio of the closest friends were broken apart. In 6 months he had killed him to protect his treasured yin. In 6 months the three friends had all betrayed each other. In 6 months a fellow student ruined them.
Foreword
Because Of You
I still can't get over you
I never forget
Boy I never forget boy
Ryeowook was crying. His heart was torn into various pieces. His favorite hyung was dead. They say that it was an accident but he knew better. He killed his hyung, he was the one who did. That stupid heartless jerk who use to be one of his best friends. All because of him. The funeral for his hyung had ended a good few hours ago but Ryeowook had not left yet. How could he? His hyung had been a huge part of his life.
' Hyung, you know that i'll never forget you right? You'll always be in my heart ? ' Ryeowook choked on his tears whispering to the grave. He knees gave out on him and he fell onto the grass and dirt he was once standing on.
Can’t remember how many years it has been since we broke up
But I cry every time when I think about you
Why I’m so eager to see you today?
The sound of rain droplets leaves my heart shaken up.
He watch as Ryeowook fell to the ground unable to move and come out of the hiding spot his was in. He was hiding behind a tree, he like Ryeowook had never left the funeral. He was crying but not for the same reason as Ryeowook. Ryeowook was crying because of a lost friend. He was crying because he remembers when Ryeowook use to be his best friend. Before they were broken up. He felt a rain droplet hit his face. In a matter of moments it was pouring down raining. The one hidden behind the tree didn't care, he didn't think he would be ever able to care again as he leaned against the tree and cried his heart out. The rain masking the sounds of his saddness.
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
Still on the ground Ryeowook was crying. He was know laying in the fetal position with his head resting on his chest. His chest hurt so much. These past few months had been hell for him. Why did everyone have to leave him. His once loyal hyung who stabbed him in the back left him. The other hyung mocked him for caring to much. While his favorite hyung was dead. He was going to become a singer, he had an amazing voice, not the best but not the worst. He could do anything as long as he put his mind to it.
' Why did you leave me to face the pain alone hyung ? ' He asked the tomb stone.
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
A hyung watched from the back of his car. He had broken apart the three best of friends. All it took was a little bit of lying and a few charming smiles and the butterfly was in the spiders web. Beautiful Ryeowook was tarnished.
' I wonder if he will ever be able to be fixed. ' He mumbled to himself. He didn't know why but there was a pain in his chest, tears started to fall down his eyes. He loved Ryeowook, and this is how he pays him back. Crying over someones grave in the rain. Ryeowook seemed like the perfect person for him. Now the hyung sees what happened. Ryeowook would never be able to love him, the two weren't made for each other. He wiped his tears and glared at the fallen boy in front of the grave.
' I regret giving you my love you. Even if you never noticed it. '
I tried to be your only girl
And did you ever understood my heart?
Now it became the compass
Of broken love
Tears are flowing down
And soaks the dry lips
Oh what should I do,
Now I can’t erase you out of my mind.
He cried even more as he looked back on all the memories the trio once had. Before he came. He ruined us all. He had tried to be his only one, his one special one but Ryeowook would just brush it off as brotherly love. He punched the tree next to him causing he hand to get all cut up. He would always plague his mind. The one who caused all of this. That stupid hyung in the grave. This was all his fault. He had taken Ryeowook away from him, he felt complete with Ryeowook near him. Ryeowook was the yin to his yang. He could never erase him from his mind.
I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~)
I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you)
I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~)
I've lost everything because of you
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?
Ryeowook slowly got up. He was trembling from all the crying he had done. He brushed himself off. He was now alone in this world and it was all because of him. He had no friends now, why did he leave him. His hyung left him behind. They had been in love but now he had nothing. His love had made him blind to anything else. Nothing mattered ut him but now he is gone. In a period of 6 months Ryeowook had lost everything.
It also rained on that day
You’ve stared at me wordlessly
You’ve stared at nothing else but me
Those trembling gazes,
And the awkwardly forced smile
Speaks of our separation.
He looked at the houses he was passing in his car. His driver had kept quite about his crying and he was happy about that. He remembers when Ryeowook had left them. When he came and stole him away. He didn't say anything but just starred at us. What came from behind him was the devil in human form, he looked like a nice person but his eyes held a different story. He smiled at us awkwardly and took Ryeowook somewhere away from us. As Ryeowook left he could see his trembling shoulders. The lies Ryeowook couldn't see through were killing him on the inside. The young man in the car sigh as they pulled into his driveway. He had done what he thought was best. Fighting lies with even more lies.
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
In a period of 6 months a trio of the closest friends were broken apart. In 6 months he had killed him to protect his treasured yin. In 6 months the three friends had all betrayed each other. In 6 months a fellow student ruined them.
New Story. Kyuhyun Is Older Than Ryeowook In This To By The Way. Have Fun Guesing Who Is Who Right Now.
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