Only Look At Me

More... Than Just Friends?

(Thursday - Free Period)

[ChoonHe POV]

I walked across the hallways wondering what I should do. I was really excited for Friday since I can hang out with Oppa. *He'll probably put my mind at ease. I can finally have a rest from thinking about stupid Jonghyun all day. Aishh.* I barely had any free periods now a days since it was close to the end of the semester. Sigh. I should really hang out with other people more often. Now look at me. I'm a loner with nothing to do but roam around the hallways. I sighed yet again, my face becoming glum at this sudden realization. *Come to think of it. My only friends in this school are those stupid BOYS!!! I need a GIRL. (Lol Taeyang)* The only girl I know is the school nurse, but she doesn't count since she's older than me.

I kept walking around until I stumbled upon somewhere intruiging. It was a music room. *Hmm. I haven't been here in a while* It was probably the old one. People stopped coming here once the new one was built. I was one of them. I brushed my hand over the smooth surface of the grand piano in the center of the room. *This brings back memories doesn't it?*

[Flashback]

---- 1 Year Ago ----

"ChoonHe! What do you think of this?" He sat on the stool and started playing a familiar piece. He played the beginning of Taeyang's "Only Look At Me".

"You goofball! Why would you play that?" I scoffed at him.

"Because..." He gave me a matter-of-fact look, "I want to prove that I'm better than Taeyang. I sing better, dance better and am very well IER looking than him. I don't even get why you like him so much. If someone had to choose between me and him, it's pretty obvious that would choose ME."

I shook my head. He is soo unbelievable. "You're so stupid. I like him because he's EFFING TAEYANG!!! That guy makes girls everywhere falling at his feet!"  I glared at him with my signature Are-You-Kidding-Me look.

"Ohh shaddup! Watch. Lemme finish this song before you go deciding who's better. When I finish, you'll most definitely will be 'Only Looking At Me'. Just like the song." He smirked at his remark. Before I could say anything to come back at him with, he started singing. I swear it was the most beautiful voice I ever heard.

He sweetly sang while swiftly playing the piano. As if it took no effort at all. The way he glanced every now and then, it would make my heart flutter. Just by the sound of his voice, all my worries just drifted away, leaving me laying on cloud nine. 

Haruedo myeot beonssik neol bomyeo useo nan
Su baek beon malhaetjanha you're the love of my life
Geojitdoen sesang sok buranhan nae mamsok
Ojik na mitneun geon neo hana ppunirago
Gakkeum nae mam byeonhalkka bwa buranhaehal ttaemyeon
Useumyeo malhaetjanha geureol il eopdago
Kkeuteomneun banghwang sok teong bin nae gaseumsok
Naega gidael goseun neo hanappun ijiman
Gakkeumssik heundeullineun nae jasini miwo
Oneuldo nan isesange hwipsseullyeo salmyeosi neol jiwo

I kept on smiling at him. He most certainly was right. As he was singing, I could tell I was falling deeper in love with him. The way he sang those words, it just completely melted my heart. My stomach felt like it had butterflies in it just by watching his mesmerising performance. His sweet voice completely intoxicated me. It cast me under a spell. I couldn't help but only look at him. 

[End of Flashback]

"Jonghyun. Look at what you did. I'm only looking at you now, just like how you wanted it to be. But it's too late now isn't it? Now it's the other way around. It's such a pity. I guess..... I'm too late." I frowned as I said those words to myself, "Would it be wrong of me to ask you to only look at me? Would it be wrong to ask you to love me the way I love you? Would it be wrong to ask you to take all my pain and worries away just like before?" I couldn't help but ask these questions. Afterall, it's not like he would hear. I sat down on the stool, remembering those cherishing moments of us two singing side by side. Him glancing and singing to me as if I was the only one he'd every look at. As if I was the one he loved.

I unconciously layed my hands on the piano and started playing that song. That song I oh so wish would be true. *Jonghyun. It's my turn to sing these words to you* I smiled to myself as I sang the song.

Near the end of the song, I let out my feelings."I love you Jonghyun. Please. Please! Only look at me." I sighed for the MILLIONTH time and exited the music room.

[Junhyung's POV]

I was lazing around in the hallways looking for something to do. *Hmm. Maybe I should hang out with ChoonHe. I should surprise her!* I grinned to myself as I thought about what ChoonHe's face would look like. 

I walked around until I found myself standing in front of a music room. *Hmm. Never been here before.* I peeked through the door and saw none other than ChoonHe talking to herself. She wasn't that loud, but I was still able to make out what she was saying.

"Jonghyun. Look at what you did. I'm only looking at you now, just like how you wanted it to be. But it's too late now isn't it? Now it's the other way around. It's such a pity. I guess..... I'm too late."

*Too late? What? Aishh so confusing.* I was very curious as to what she was talking about. I kept on listening, hoping to find out. She continued, " Would it be wrong of me to ask you to only look at me? Would it be wrong to ask you to love me the way I love you? Would it be wrong to ask you to take all my pain and worries away just like before?"

*Wait what? So she likes him? Wow. What a mess. Whew. Love Triangle in the house!!! Or is it love square? Lemme get this straight. ChoonHe likes Jonghyun, Jonghyun likes Sekyung, and Sekyung most likely has a 'thing' for me. AISHHH!!! Why is love so complicated?* I rubbed my forehead as it ached from all these complications.

She started playing the piano and sang that song by Taeyang. *What's it called again? Ohh yeah, that's right. 'Only Look At Me'.* Her performance was absolutely breathtaking. I couldn't help being amazed by it. She was able to convey her feelings so easily. It's like she was speaking throught the piece. I noticed that my heart was pounding at an abnormally fast rate. I stared at my chest. *Why's it like this?* I wondered. I looked up at ChoonHe.

"I love you Jonghyun. Please. Please! Only look at me." She spoke to herself yet again. As I looked up at her, my heart started beating rapidly. *Wait... don't tell me..... Am I FALLING IN LOVE WITH HER?!?!*

 

 

{Author's Note}

I really have no idea who she should end up with. I mean when I planned this out, I made it so it could go either way. So basically it's up to you guys. Who do you want her to end up with? Please vote, because your vote is going to decide how this whole story is gonna go!

 

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Typical-Singaporean
#1
Chapter 45: Hahahaha, love the part when JongHyun said he hate JunHyung cause their names are alike XDD
And of course not forgetting the ending ^^ Super sweet~ And LOL at Key~ Haha :))
didzzz #2
done at last!
took jonghyun a whole lot of time to finally realize his feelings. . but yay! at last!


great fic!
timeofmylife03 #3
Ong. This is like, so awesome! Gaaaahhhh<3
notelights #4
Love this fanfic! :D Love your other stories too. :D HAHA Jonghyun is so cute in this story. ^_^ Poor Junhyung though. :(
JongKeylove7714
#5
I finished this story in two days! Kyaa I wanted more kissing.
azngirl1011
#6
LOLOLOL you told Curly-Oppa to go on AFF TOO?
azngirl1011
#7
I find it funny how you update in the middle of nowhere just to tell us you have a new fanfiction. AHAHAHAH.<br />
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I'll read it.
curlyfriesLOL #8
Yet another story?<br />
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AHAHAHA. You're gonna get eyebags because you're so busy.
elisha960809 #9
WAHHHH! YOUR DEBUT STORY! IM SO GONNA READ IT, LOLLLLL! myy debut story cows' balls, its not even funny. BUT I BET YOURS' IS GOOD:DDDDDDD yayyyy, lol!xP love the plot;)