It’s an addiction. Obeying the rule, seeing other people who don’t do so get punished, feeling so powerful because I can kill them without even staining my finger with their filthy blood. It really is an addiction, at least for me. I don’t think my desire for getting rid of these people is bad. I just want to keep the place I’m living in peace. Nobody really obeys the rule, probably not as much as I do. So one must step ahead and give others kind of example, right? That’s how my parents taught me.

It’s always an addiction for me.