Finally An Answer

Right Next To You

~Selina~

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I was panicking back in my apartment. I was going crazy, nuts, everything was driving me insane

I had less than 2 days and yet I wasn't able to talk to Yunho and the other guys hadn't returned yet. Where are they anyway?!

I suddenly fell down flat on the floor in my livingroom and tears of frustration filled my eyes and soon started to make my arm sleeve wet since I was wiping away the tears with it.

I really didn't know what to do. I had been trying , searching, fighting but the more I was trying the more he was holding back.

Yunho refused to open, he never stepped outside the dorm and he seems like he had turned off his phone, turned off the phone at their dorm as well and it was impossible to know if he was there or not.

The neighbours did notice what was happening and they just thought that I was crazy. They scolded me, told me to go home and disturb somebody else but I didn't listen and I just ignored them

But then again, I could understand that they were annoyed with me but seriously, I had no other choice

A few days ago, Yunho was kind of sneak peeking outside the door. I was sitting in on the staircase and I had immediately reacted as he was looking at me. At that moment, I didn't dare to move, to talk or even to breathe. all I could hear was my own heartbeats as well as his and my own breathing..

I was afraid that if I did take one step, talked to him or even tried to make him stay outside with me, he would probably push me away, lock the door and go back inside

But when he had opened the door, he was staring at me. Eyes wide and huge as plates as we were looking at each other. He didn't say anything but I could see that his eyes were closely watching me, his hands shaking, the right hand on the doorknob, ready to close if I took one step closer..

I had also seen how he looked like that day and it wasn't a good sight . Not a good picture of him. The Yunho that I used to know was more kind, gentle, down to earth. He was neat.. and a gentleman. But the guy in front of me that day

Looked so miserable. His eyes bloody red, as if he had been having nightmares, not being able to sleep for days and his beard had grown . his hair was a mess, his clothes was dirty and he just looked...

Miserable, terrible.. Disgusting..

A person with no goals, dreams in his life. The sparkle that had lightened up his life had disappeared and the only thing that was left was that .. His soul were kind of waiting, to rotten...

I shook my head in frustration as I was sitting on the floor. I knew that he wouldn't leave the dorm by now since there was a lot of people around the dorm, outside the Campus.

So I had taken the chance to go home, take a shower and change and also have something to eat even though it was hard..

Everytime I passed a mirror, I couldn't help but to see the reflection, that was kind of slowly resemble the old me more and more.

I sighed heavily. That day when Yunho had seen me.. his words had .. drilled right through my heart

He said that I wasn't real. That I was.. haunting him.. making his life miserable by resembling Selina, which was me..

I looked at the clock as I heard it's ticking. The time was passing and it wasn't even 2 days left.. I had to come up with something quickly

My anger towards Yoochun, Junsu, Changmin and JaeJoong brought me up on my feet as I was crying out of anger and frustration.

I had no idea where they went for the schooltrip but I guess, maybe 'Faith' was testing me again. I had to do this on my own..

I wiped away the tears as I grabbed my purse. But before I went outside the door, I ran back into my room and grabbed the phone. I had totally forgotten it the last few days. But since I knew that the students were going to classes soon I had to hurry to their dorm so that I wouldn't miss him. I didn't check the phone instead I just put it inside my purse and hurried outside

I had to do this by myself. No one could help me with it..

It's my mission and I have to accomplish it.. Somehow I had to make it work.. Or else.. Both of us will be doomed..
And I couldn't let that happen

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~JaeJoong~

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"PACK YOUR BAGS HURRY!!" I shouted as we ran up to our hotel

Everyone went inside their rooms and took out the clothes. We didn't care about folding them, putting them neatly in the suitcase. every minute was precious to us right now and we couldn't waste it, throw it away by folding our clothes.

I grabbed everything in the wardrobe, threw it down in the suitcase and ran inside the washroom, grabbed everything I saw that didn't belong to the hotel and threw it all down

Yoochun told us we had 20 minutes before the taxi will arrive. Changmin were already done showering within 5 minutes and I got in the shower and showered quickly, got out, put on the clothes and a hat

I closed and zipped the suitcase and Changmin and I ran downstairs. I saw that Yoochun were finished and soon Junsu ran downstairs, newly showered just like the rest of us and Yoochun checked out

We hurried down to the taxi and the taxi took us soon to the airport. We thanked the driver and ran inside and to the closest desk to get the next flight to Korea

"WHERE IS IT?!?!?" I shouted in anger

"THERE!!" Junsu pointed

All of us started immediately to run , towards the desk but the line was so long. There were 5 girls before us and I started to loose my patience

"In this speed, we'll loose them! We have to act fast!!" Changmin gritted his teeth

"What can we do ?!" I asked

"You guys go and do something. Attract the people, grab their attention I don't care whatever. Just so that the line will disappear" Yoochun said

"How are we suppose to do that?!" Junsu asked

"ANYTHING! USE YOUR HEAD GUYS!!"

Yoochun started to look through his bag and soon he took out some hairspray, gel and wax .

"Fix your hair. Go and .. flirt with them.. I don't know.. Anything!" Yoochun said

I took off my hat and Junsu grabbed the wax, so did Changmin and we started to fix our hair while I grabbed the hairspray. In a few seconds we were done, dragged our suitcases a few feet away from there and I looked at the guys

"Sing?" Changmin suggested

"Good idea" I said

All of us started to harmonize and soon the echo in the airport helped our voices to be louder and then we started of while singing a song called 'My Little Princess'

Just as Yoochun said, we did manage to attract a few people. The more we sang, the more people came. I was eagerly waiting for the girls that was standing in line to come over, just so that Yoochun could get close to the desk.

There was one girl that was booking at the moment but the rest of the girls left the line and walked over to us just to listen. Well that was better than nothing. At least he was closer..

We soon finished the song, receiving applauses from the crowd.
Junsu and Changmin stayed there but I sneaked away over to the desk and as soon as Yoochun got to the front I was watching him as he was talking.

His facial expression was at first calm but after the flight attendant said something, Yoochun's eyes widened in shock

But Yoochun shook his head

After a few minutes, Junsu and Changmin was standing behind us and just like I was, they were worried and anxious because of the tone that Yoochun was using

Soon the girl handed Yoochun 4 tickets and I grabbed it and we got out of the line. I looked at the ticket and saw it

"WE CAN'T ARRIVE ON THIS DAY!!" I said and looked at him

"I TOLD HER THAT BUT THERE'S NO OTHER WAY!!"

"WE CAN'T! WE CAN'T FLY AND STOP IN GERMANY!! WE HAVE TO FLY OVER TO KOREA IMMEDIATELY!!" I said

"HE'S RIGHT!!" Junsu said and stared at the ticket

"That was the only flight that was available. That or we'll have to wait til' tomorrow and we can't afford that!" Yoochun said

"That means that we will arrive in the morning, Day 100" Changmin mumbled

I sighed heavily and took out my phone from the purse

"What are you doing?" Junsu asked

"I have to call her. She hasn't been answering our calls at all.. I'm worried.. Worried to death" i said

I heard the signals go through and suddenly after 4 signals, I heard something and then her voice

"SELINA ?! SELINA?!"I shouted in the phone

The guys came closer

"JAEJOONG!??!?!?" Selina shouted

"SELINA!! IT'S ME!! WHERE ARE YOU ?!?! WHY HAVEN'T YOU BEEN ANSWERING MY CALLS ?!?!?!?" I shouted

I heard the wind through the phone. Seems like she was outside

"WHERE ARE YOU JAEJOONG!! YOU HAVE TO COME BACK!! NOW!! I NEED YOU! I NEED YOU GUYS HERE!! PLEASE!!"

I reacted on the tone of her voice and I stared at the guys

"She's crying!" Changmin said

"What's wrong? Selina tell me!" I said

"PLEASE COME BACK! I NEED YOU!!" Selina said

"Tell me!! what's wrong? What happened?!?!?!"I asked

"HE'S GONE! I CAN'T FIND HIM!! ANYWHERE!!"

"WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!?" All four of us gasped

She was talking so loud that all four of us could hear it. I the speaker

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN?! WHO'S GONE?!?!?" Yoochun asked

"YUNHO ! HE'S GONE!!! PLEASE HURRY BACK!!! YOU HAVE TO HELP ME TO FIND YUNHO!! THE TIME IS RUNNING O..."

The phonecall suddenly died and all four of us just stared at the phone

"SELINA?!?!?!"i screamed

"!!" Junsu cursed and threw his ticket down on the ground and groaned out of anger

" !!" Changmin cursed and I saw his face getting red because he started to get angry as well

I was holding my phone, almost crushing it into pieces because of the time..

We have to get there on time..

Now when Yunho's gone.. It was just a matter of time until we would find out that he had committed suicide..

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Nyaikou
#1
Loved this story when I first read it 8 years ago on Winglin and I'm glad you kept it on here for more people ❤️?
Angelz0715 #2
Chapter 68: OMG this story is so amazing!!! I keep crying while reading this story!! This seriously need to be feature!!!
HyunJane #3
Chapter 68: it's really good~ i just hope this story will be featured! can you give me soft copies? i really like it! it made me cry , laugh etc.... it's not just fanfiction~ it can give you the TRUE meaning of life~ even some parts are fiction~ but it's still good~ i'm really crying promise! i'm not lying~
wilnikki
#4
This story is really amazing. I read it one day straight. The tree covered in dew was on replay while I was reading the last part and it made me teary eyed on their final moment on the bridge to Jaejoong dying.. a really really good story, thank you very much!!!
yunjae78 #5
Chapter 68: PERFECT! I LOVE THIS STORY!! ♥♥♥
whateveritis #6
always here!! next to you
koreankendi #7
In AWE!!!
Breathtaking! Beautiful!!!
clinaoh
#8
Amazing story <3