~Selina/Yuki~

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I fell onto the grass hardly. I looked up and around to see that it was dark. The stars were shining brightly on the dark black sky as the moon were shining down on us

I looked beside me to see a bouquet with flowers

I stood up slowly and looked around

The complete silence was really terrifying.. since I was in the cemetery

I looked around to see that there was no one here

"Of all places.. why did she even.... made me fall down on this place?" I whispered

I started to walk slowly forwards as I was holding the bouquet

I looked down on my hands and outfit. I ran out from the cemetery to the closest car and saw my reflection. My skin was ice snow pale as the big brown dark eyes were shining. The long hair of mine was black making me look even more pale.. almost as a geisha.

I was skinny, and the dimple on the right side was showing me the sign of that I wasn't Selina anymore

I looked down on the small purse and took out my wallet and soon found my ID card

Lee Yeon Hee , Yuki

I attended the same college as I was studying before and also.. I lived right next to my old apartment..

I sighed heavily and looked around.

She must have made me fallen down in the cemetery for a reason.. I walked silently into the cemetery again and wandered around. I started to recognize the cemetery and this time.. I knew why I recognized it.. It was here.. that I was.. buried..

I walked down the pavement and rounded the corner and soon I stopped since I saw a creature bending down at my graveyard stone a little further.

I jumped behind a big tree and sneak peeked and looked at him

"JaeJoong.."

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~JaeJoong~

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I looked down on the graveyard stone and then I slowly bended down to put the roses right next to the light and the other flowers

I looked at the stone for a long time, staring at it.. and even though I kept reading the text on the stone, It somehow didn't want to get inside my head

"Selina.." I whispered, enough to hear my hoarse, cracked voice

"Are you looking down on us now?" I asked quietly

Of course.. there was no answer

"You're watching Yunho right now.. aren't you?" I whispered

I felt that the tears were coming up and I folded my hands into fists hardly as I closed my eyes to control my emotions

But I couldn't.. After 1 minute, I broke down and the tears started to fall as I kept looking at the stone

"Yunho's.. a big mess..." I sobbed

I shook my head

"He needs you.. I really don't know what to do"

The funeral earlier.. the picture of him laying right in front of her stone earlier.. it was tearing me down inside.. and even though I was trying to show everyone strength.. it was harder than I though. At least most of the guys were sleeping now except Changmin who was at home, staring at the tv even though it wasn't on..

We had managed to make Yunho fall asleep with some sleeping pills.. since it was the only way to make him calm down. And also.. he hadn't slept anything the past few nights..

"Yunho.. He's.. devastated.. Heartbroken.. Selina.. Otoke?" I whispered

I covered my face as I felt the wind blow
For some reason I just felt that she was somewhere near me

"I miss You Selina.. I miss our talks.. our.. shopping moments.. and us fooling around.." I sobbed

I guess I was letting out all of my emotions at the moment since I wasn't able to do it earlier. And also.. I had more time now to talk to her cause no one was here..

"I miss you terribly.. We all do.." I whispered and stared at the stone

I shook my head in frustration

"Dongsaeng ah~~ I miss you.. terribly.. your presence.. Your warmth.. Your happiness.. Everything about you.."

During the years that she had dated Yunho, all of us had grown attached to her since she was really one of a kind. She took care of us when we were sick. When we were having a tough and rough time, she was there cheering us up. She was a reliable person and she never failed to make us happy. She never disappointed us once.. and she had never lied to us..

Of course.. Yunho would be a bit jealous but he had faith in her.. he trusted her and I guess.. he somehow enjoyed seeing his girlfriend taking care of us..

"If I could.. I'd.. switch places.. I'd do anything to have you back here... again" I said as I took a deep breath

"I don't think she would want that.."

The voice scared me as I looked to the left. I flew up from my spot and looked at the girl as she was crying as well

She smiled awkwardly as tears were streaming down

"I don't think she would've wanted seeing you switching places with her.." The girl said

I wiped away my tears and looked at her

she bended down and put the flowers right next to mine and looked at her

"She loved you guys.. more than anything.. and I think you know.. that if she had the chance to prevent you guys from getting hurt.. even if that means that she'll die.. she would still do it.." The girl said and looked at me

I faced her as I started to look at her.

I remember that I didn't see her at the funeral today. But her beauty was taking my breath away..

"Do I .. know you?" I stuttered

I saw the girl's body freeze as she looked around a bit nervous

"Uhm.. ani iyo .." She stammered

"I didn't.. see you at the funeral.. today" I said

She looked at me

"I had my reasons..." She said quietly

I took a step forward her as her beauty were blinding me.. I tried to control my emotions as I looked at her

"JaeJoong Imnida~~" I said

She looked at me, hesitating a bit before bowing

"Lee Yeon Hee Imnida~~ You can call me.. Yuki"

My heart stopped beating as I stared at her

"Is.. something wrong?" She asked

I shook my head as I looked back at the grave and then her

I think this place is driving me nuts

"I .. have to go.." I stammered and started to get away from there.

The girl didn't protest and she didn't shout after me. She let me go and I ran back to my car and got inside it

I saw her still looking at me.. her eyes expressing the feelings of disappointment as well as pain..

I started the car and got out of there..

My heart was beating fast .. The reason for it.. I don't know

But it just felt like someone was playing with me

This girl.. Her name. . it reminded me of Selina's..

This felt like DEja Vu..

As soon as she was there.. she started to talk to me .. like she knew what Selina would have done all of that.. her presence.. made all the goosebumps stand up..

I remembered that I felt that it felt like Selina was there.. as if she was presence..

I wonder how long the girl had been standing there and looking at me..

I will never visit the graveyard in the night again.. I think I'm starting to hallucinate..

"I think I'm loosing my mind .." I mumbled