~JaeJoong~

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During the lessons, I don't think I even took down notes, listened or even concentrated on what the teacher was saying. I was so lost inside my head and all I could think about was Selina.

I looked at the clock, longing for the day to be over so that I could go and see her. In a way I wasn't feeling so.. sure with having Yunho there but I'm sure he would take care of her.. She's already injured and.. he can't harm her more than he had already..

I sighed heavily as I looked at the clock again. Time.. why can't it just pass more quickly?!

Finally when the teacher told us that the class were dismissed I got out of the classroom and hurried outside. I knew that Junsu and Yoochun were still having classes. Changmin on the other hand I don't know.

I hurried to get in the car and made my way to the hospital. I ran and passed all nurses, patients and doctors and as soon as I stopped right outside her door, I could finally breathe normally and just settle down..

I opened the door carefully and saw Yunho sitting by the table, studying..

He looked up as he saw me enter and he put down his book

"JaeJoong.." He whispered

I closed the door behind and looked at the bed. She was asleep

"How is she?" I asked

"She's fine. She fell asleep around.. 20 minutes ago"

"How was the day then?" I whispered as I approached her

Yunho followed me, carefully and .. for some reason, watching me.

"Fine. The doctors came in and took some tests. The nurses checking her condition constantly" Yunho whispered

"Did she.. say anything? Been in pain or something?" I asked

"No.. not really. We talked for a bit. I tried to feed her with your food, but she ate about 4 spoons.. I guess we need to take it easy with her. We then watched a movie and right after that she scolded me and told me to study and that's when she fell asleep" YUnho chuckled quietly

"So you've studied then?" I asked

Yunho nodded

"You know that your exams are coming up? It's about 1 week left.." I said

He nodded

"I know.. I'll just.. try and study.." Yunho said avoidingly and went back to his books

He soon immersed himself into the books and I sat down on the chair and leaned against the bed as I was holding Selina's hand..
She was peacefully sleeping and I was watching her taking every single breath..

Even though she was lying in a hospital bed, sleeping, injured she still managed to look beautiful. Not with.. Yuki's face.. but the aura of Selina.. was more like.. resembling and soon I started to picture myself that it was actually Selina lying there..

It suddenly hit me.. that I had .. kind of .. forgot.. how she looked like.. How she..

"We're here"

I looked up to see Changmin, Junsu and Yoochun enter

"Oh.." I said and stood up

"Hyung.. Let's go and get something at the cafeteria" Junsu said and looked at Yunho

He looked up from his books and without saying anything he just nodded and soon Junsu and Yunho left the room

"How is she?" Changmin asked and walked towards the bed and so did Yoochun

"He told me that the doctors took some tests and nurses had been checking up on her. Nothing have happened. She hasn't eaten that much.. More resting.. and I guess.. she had been talking to him as well.. More like I don't know.. She told him to study and seems like he listened to her cause he was studying when I arrived" I said

"So.. he listens.." Yoochun sighed

I nodded

"I'm still mad at him.. He could've.. injured her.. really badly.." Changmin said and caressed Selina's hair

"But.. he doesn't know.. that it's Selina" i said

"It doesn't matter. You can't do stuff like that to a girl" Changmin said

"But I think it was an accident.." Yoochun said

"How?" Changmin asked

"Let's ask her when she wakes up" Yoochun suggested

All of us quieten and looked at her as she was sleeping.. Probably also listening to the sound of footsteps.. waiting for Yunho and Junsu to come back..

"There's not.. much time left.."

Changmin's hoarse and sad voice cut right through everything and Yoochun and I looked at him

"Mwoh?" I asked

Changmin nodded

"Do you.. realize.. that.. it's only.. 19 days left?"

No one said anything. Afraid of hearing that.. afraid of even taking about days.. numbers and hearing the clock ticking.. away

"We have to do something" Yoochun said

"What can we do? She refuses to tell us.. what her mission is" I whispered

"We have to figure it out.. She came back for a reason.. didn't she?" Changmin asked

"How are we going to figure it out? There's no clues.. or anything. No hints.." I said

"She's very careful" Yoochun said

"But it has something to do with Yunho.. doesn't it?" Changmin said

I nodded

"It must have something to do with him.. But what exactly is it?" I asked

"Hey.. Didn't she say something about Yunho realize that it's her..?" Changmin asked slowly

"She said what?" Yoochun asked

Changmin started to explain everything to Yoochun and he just became more and more surprised as Changmin kept talking

"Omo~~ That's.. wicked" Yoochun said

"So.. her mission is to make Yunho realize it's her.. then what?" Changmin asked

"What will happen if he realize it's her?" I asked

"I don't know" Changmin said

"There's.. something behind that" Yoochun said and lookde at us

"Behind it?" I asked

Yoochun nodded again

"You see. . It must have been a really big thing.. if she was given a second chance to come back to earth .. But to make Yunho realize it's her is way to simple.. It's so much more behind it.. don't you think?" Yoochun asked

"I .. agree" Changmin said slowly

"What are you thinking Yoochun ah~~?" I asked

He scratched the back of his head and took a deep breath while looking at Selina and then at us

"What I'm saying is.. She can't possibly be send back to earth just to make Yunho realize it's her. It's way to simple.. Right?"

Changmin and I looked at each other and nodded slowly

"So.. your point is?" I asked

Yoochun looked up

"My point is.. It doesn't feel.. like a mission to me.. It's more like.. A bigger thing.. She has to do something else besides making him realize that it's her.. I mean there's a reason for it right?"

"So what do you suggest that we're going to do?" Changmin asked

"I know that this sounds silly.. But I think.. we should go home, let Junsu stay here with Yunho.."

" And do what exactly?" I asked

"It sounds really silly but.. we should.. go home and look up this supernatural stuff.. if we go and ask someone right now, no one will believe us. But you know that there are sites on the net and books that will give us information.. I mean there are people out there who believes in Miracles and seconds chances.. being reborn and all.."

Both Changmin and I quieten as Yoochun were thinking

"We don't even know what we're searching for.. what kind of information or so.. and time's really running out out on us" Changmin stated

I sighed

"We won't be able to help her" I whispered

"we have to.. I'm sure there's something that will help us.." Yoochun said

"The sooner we start the more time we have" Changmin mumbled

"Kah Ja" Yoochun said

Changmin and Yoochun went outside and from what I heard outside the door, Junsu and Yunho just came back.

I looked down on her as she was sleeping . I bended down slowly and kissed her on her forehead..

"Just hang in there .."