~Selina~

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No.. don't.. Yunho.. Don't.. not that way..

"NO!!!!!!!!"

I flew up from the ground and looked around

It was completely white.. as if.. I was sitting up in an endless white room.. air.. world ..

I looked down on myself to see myself wearing a white dress, and I felt my hair being all fixed, curly and I was wearing white bracelets

I instantly took a grip around my neck and felt the necklace around it.

"It's here..." I whispered with relief

The nightmare I was dreaming of Yunho dying was becoming clearer inside of me, Making me panic

"Yunho?"

I looked around

But all I could see was white...

"Oppa?"

I stood up slowly and looked around

"He cannot hear you"

The voice freaked me out, made me gasp for air as it scared me

"Nuguseyo?" I whispered

Suddenly the air started to disappear and a little bit further I saw a lake..
The most beautiful, amazingly blue water.. with crystals on it..

There was a white bridge out on it and I looked around

"Who's.. out there?" I whispered

"Walk out to the bridge.."

The voice that was clinging softly and smoothly around me was making me feel calm and I did as the voice said

"Who's.. there?" I stuttered

Suddenly I heard noises.. Tires screaming and people screaming

I leaned over the bridge's fence and looked down on the water

My face widened in horror as I saw myself and Yunho in his car

"Wh h h hat.. isss ..th i i s?" I stammered and stared at the lake

I kept staring

"YUNHO!! LOOK OUT!!!" I screamed but he couldn't hear me

"SELINA!! SELINA!!!"

I saw myself bleeding.. and I saw Yunho's panicking voice

"WHY AM I WATCHING THIS?!!??!"I shouted

He took me out of the car and s helped me.
JaeJoong took me over to a safe place and soon I saw Yunho running over to me

"Yu..u..n..ho"

I stared at myself in horror as I saw myself stuttering, pale as a ghost, with blood running down my face

I covered my voice as I felt tears falling

"Selina!! Selina! Hang in there.. Ok?"

Yunho's desperate cry in devastation broke my heart..

I've never heard him talking to me so pleading..

"What is this?" I whispered as I cried quietly

"WHAT IS THIS ABOUT?!!?"I shouted

Why.. am I feeling strange?

"YUNHO!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I shouted at the top of my lungs and looked around but all I could see was white.. Everything in white

"I l . .l love.. y you"

I heard the words coming from my own mouth and I stared down back at the lake

I saw myself die as the strength was leaving my body

Suddenly the lake turned into it's crystalblue color and I fell down on the bridge, bursting out into tears

I covered my face

"Yunho...."

Desperately I was crying after his embrace

suddenly I could hear sobbing from the lake again and I stood up slowly and looked at it.

I saw my family.. my relatives.. my sister.. crying hardly..

It looked like the hospital

I covered my mouth while looking at it with tears in my eyes

I then saw the members enter, JaeJoong and Junsu

On the bed, my body was lying there.. Cold.. pale.. and.. dead..

Junsu fell down onto his knees and cried and soon JaeJoong as well..

"IT'S ENOUGH!!! TAKE THIS AWAY!!!" I shouted and looked away

Instead of the guy's sobbing I suddenly heard Yunho's pleading.. beautiful voice..

"I'm here... please.. open..." Yunho cried

"TAKE IT AWAY! DON'T MAKE HIM CRY! SOMEONE DO SOMETHING!!" I shouted and stared at the lake again

"Open n ..your eyes.. Selina... Tell me how bad I am.. how.. I'm always late.. tell me.. anything.. hit me.. do whatever you want.. just .." I heard Yunho say

"STOP!! YOU'RE HURTING HIM!!! STOP HIM ! YOU'RE HURTING HIM!" I shouted at the lake

I saw a doctor enter with sad eyes looking at Yunho and the members

"Selina.. died.. today at.. 4:49 pm.. We couldn't save her due to the bad injures, the internal injuries inside her body as well. . She hit her head hard and broke a few ribs.."

My breath was taken away as I stared with wide eyes on the lake again

"I'm.. dead?" I stuttered

The picture disappeared and then I heard music..

I recognized the song Proud and I stood up slowly and saw the picture of the guys singing..

And then.. the guys breaking down

The picture disappeared and then I saw all the members gathered.. at the graveyard with a bunch of flowers, plants.. and roses

I saw the graveyard..

"It's.. me..." I stammered

Yunho was crying hardly along with the members

I started to cry harder as I saw him kneeling in front of my stone

"Come back and make me feel alive again.. Please"

I got over the fence and desperately got into the water and as soon as I got into the water, I didn't get wet, instead.. I was immediately brought to the place and I looked around confused before I saw the guys right in front of me

I looked down on myself, I was barefoot but I was still wearing the white dress

"Come back to me.. and make me feel alive again.. Please"

I ran towards him and threw myself at him but my body just went right through him

"Hyung.." Changmin said

"NO!!!!!! SHE WILL COME BACK TO ME!!" Yunho shouted and pushed away Changmin's arms

I stared at Yunho and then at myself

"I'm.. here.. YUNHO I'm RIGHT HERE!!" I shouted

Yunho kept crying and I stared at him

I tried again to hug him but my body fell right through him

I stared at my hands frustrated

"Yunho.. She's.. gone.." JaeJoong cried and bended down right next to him

"NO!! SHE'LL BE BACK!!" Yunho cried

I looked at JaeJoong

"JAEJOONG! I'M RIGHT HERE!!" I shouted

I ran towards them and tried to take his hand but I failed. It went right through his hand

"WHAT IS THIS?!?!?" I shouted

Suddenly everything became blurry and I was brought back to the white world

I looked around desperately for Yunho's face

"Go to the bridge" The voice called out

"NO!! TAKE ME BACK TO YUNHO!! NOW!!!" I shouted

Suddenly I heard JaeJoong's scream and I instantly got up on my feet

I ran to the bridge and on the lake's surface I saw the biggest fear of my life

"CALL THE AMBULANCE!!!" JaeJoong shouted

I saw Yunho lying on his bed, lifeless

"Yu u unho...Wha.."

"HYUNG!! WAKE UP!! WAKE Up!!!" Junsu cried

"Op p pen.. Your Eyes.. Yunho.. OPEN!!" I shouted at the lake's surface

"YUNHO!! YUNHO!! WAKE Up!!" JaeJoong shouted desperately

Soon Yunho was transferred to the hospital and I felt that I was folding my hands into a fists, waiting for the doctor's words

"I'm sorry.. We weren't able to save him. He died.. while we tried to revive him..."

My eyes widened in fear as I stared at the picture

Suddenly it disappeared

"What.. What... NO!!" I shouted

Suddenly out of nowhere I saw a woman walking towards me.

Her aura was making the atmosphere peaceful and the light around her was calming

I stared at her

"Selina.. I'm sure you're aware.. of that you're dead by now"

I swallowed hardly with tears in my eyes

"And I suppose you're also aware of the big mess you left behind.."

"What is this? Why am I here?.. Why.. Yunho.." I stuttered

"Shh.." She smiled gently

I stared at her

"You will be given another chance.."

"Another.. what?" I asked

"Another chance.."

I stared at her

"ACtually.. what you just saw.. this is the Lake of Faith.. The destiny.. the future.. What you just saw.. are.. Yunho's future"

I stared at her

"No.. No.. NO!!! Yunho Won't Die!!!!!!" I screamed at her

She sighed

"He won't.. if you manage to save him"

"If I what?" I stuttered

She smiled gently and held out her hands

In her hands there was a crystal light ball swaying around her aura

"This is a contract. Faith will give you another chance.. to live again. To be with Yunho. This isn't your destiny. You weren't suppose to die. But the caraccident came across.."

I stared at the ball while listening

"This ball.. will bring you back to life.. To earth.. to give you a second chance.."

I stared at her

"You will be reborn with a mission"

"A mission?" I whispered

She nodded

"What you just saw is Yunho's choice of destiny after loosing you. .. But that won't happen .. if you're able to save him"

"Save?"

She nodded

"If you take this chance.. you will not be reborn as Park Sol Mi.. You will be reborn as Lee Yeon Hee, Yuki. You will have 100 days"

"100 days.. what for?" I whispered

She smiled gently at me

"If you manage to save Yunho.. and make him realize that you're Selina.. that you're Park Sol Mi.. Your life will be given back and you will return as yourself to continue your life on earth. In that way, you will be able to save Yunho's life.."

"What.. if I can't?" I whispered

She sighed

"Your souls.. will forever.. be separated"

I looked at the ball and the took a grip around the necklace

"Yunho will commit suicide within 100 days.. But if you manage to save him.. You will return as yourself to be with him again. But that is only if you succeeds.."

I looked at her

"The mission is to save a life. Your destiny.. and death. .. it wasn't time for you yet.. Faith's playing.. and are very unpredictable.."

"Then why are you giving me this chance?" I whispered

"CAuse Yunho and you..are meant to be.."

I looked at her

"Your souls were entwined before even you were born and your destinies were already written in the skies. ."

I started to think about it.. I can't.. let him die.. I just.. couldn't..
I closed my eyes as I started to think about Yunho.. I can't let him die..

I love him.. ..

As I cried I looked at her

"I won't be reborn as myself .. I'll be a girl called Lee Yeon Hee.. Yuki?" I asked

She nodded

"If you accept this mission.. Selina.. There are rules.."

I looked up

"You will only have 100 days. You cannot tell anyone what you've been through.."

"That's it?" I asked

She shook her head

"You cannot tell anyone that.. you are Selina"

I stared at her

"Then how am I suppose to make him realize that it's me?" I asked frustrated

"I cannot help you with that. You have to.. figure it out yourself"