~Yunho~

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As I was sitting on my bed, I was relieved that the guys had left me by myself. They didn't knock for the next 3 hours and I started to feel more at ease. They must have understood it..

I sighed heavily and got up and walked over to my desk and the lights. The books on the desk were lying there.. as if they were just waiting for me to browse them.. to turn the pages.. To study..

I sighed heavily and all of sudden, all power reached my hand and I threw it all down on the floor. Angrily

I looked around in my room and on the walls. Pictures of us.. Memories.. precious ones

I started to walk around, tear them down one by one, angry..

The anger inside of me, was filling my whole body up, not only anger but also, frustration, everything that I longed for.. seemed so far away from me

"WHY WHY!!!!!!!" I shouted angrily as I teared down the wallpapers of different landscapes, natures..

I started to throw all stuff on the shelf down but the things that remained untouched was the things I had received from Selina..

I stared at the vase on the small night desk.. I walked over and grabbed it angrily and grabbed it. I spun around and with all of my power I threw it on the wall and it smashed into pieces

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

I blinked my eyes twice and then I realized that there was someone on the floor

I hadn't realized that the door had flew open and the vase that I had thrown at the wall was right next to the door

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!"

JaeJoong immediately flew down right next to her and I realized who it was, it was Yuki

"WHAT HAPPENED?!"

I saw Changmin and Yoochun in the doorway and they all stared at JAeJoong who was holding Yuki in her arms. I stared at her as she was covering her face and through her fingers blood was zippering out

"WHAT DID YOU DO?!?!?!?" JaeJoong shouted at me

"I.. I.." I stammered

"WE HAVE TO GET HER TO THE HOSPITAL!!!" Yoochun shouted

Changmin took over as JaeJoong ran out of the room and his hands were filled covered with blood. Soon Changmin's hands were also covered with blood.. Yoochun tried to help and soon Junsu entered with his hair standing up, Looks like he had been sleeping. Although, when he saw the scene right before him he immediately woke up and flew down right next to them

"WHAT HAPPENED?!"

"I don't know!!! She's bleeding!!"

"JUNSU GO AND GET THE CAR READY!!" Yoochun shouted

Junsu ran out and I was paralyzed, so paralyzed that I wasn't even able to speak

"You're gonna be ok!! You're gonna be ok!!" Changmin said as he was holding her close to his chest, trying to help her.

Yoochun tried to clean her face but it was almost impossible since she was covering her face with her hands while screaming out of pain..

"Yuki.. Yuk.." I started and walked towards them but then Changmin looked up at me

"DON'T YOU COME CLOSER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

I had never seen Changmin so angry in my life and I stepped back

"TAKE HER TO THE CAR!!" I heard JAeJoong shout

He ran back and gave the towel to CHangmin who wrapped it around her. Yoochun and Changmin carried her outside and JaeJoong was following them right behind them

Finally my legs started to move and I ran after them, out of the dorm and out to the parking plot

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~JaeJoong~

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"HELP!! ANYBODY HELP!!!" I shouted at the top of my lungs as I ran through the entrance

"HURRY!!" Junsu shouted

Soon nurses ran towards us and showed me where to take Selina

"You're gonna be ok! You're gonna be ok" I mumbled as I looked down on her

I kept running and soon a few nurses came out with a bed and all of us ran after the bed as they were taking her to the emergency room
Soon the lights went out and I wasn't aloud to even walk in

I sighed heavily as I slided down with my back against the wall down onto the floor, covering my face . Devastated and at loss, I didn't know what to do..

"DAMN IT!!"

I looked up as I saw Changmin punch the wall as he was glaring at the emergency light. I could understand him..
I don't even know what happened. I was comforting Selina after.. we had talked to Yunho.. She then fell asleep.. on Yoochun's bed.. and I went to the grocery store with Changmin and Yoochun as Junsu had fallen asleep with his Ipod earphones on the couch

When we came back, I heard some screaming and I followed the screaming and saw Selina lying on the floor covering her face. The picture of her screaming out of pain as the blood were oozing out, I thought I was gonna cry myself

I sighed heavily and looked back at the emergency light. How in the world did that happen? How.. I mean..

"GOSH!!" I shouted

I heard another punch and I saw Changmin punching the wall again. I stood up slowly as I saw a nurse running over to him

"Sir.. yo.."

"SHUT UP!!" Changmin shouted angrily at her

This was my first time ever, Seeing him so angry and furious with someone cause I knew that he's a well mannered guy.. so it was really.. a shock to see him like this

"Calm down.. She'll be fine" Junsu said and tried to calm him down

Yoochun walked over to the nurse and apologized on Changmin's behalf and told her that we were going to take care of him. But to judge by the look on Changmin's face at the moment, I can't really.. tell if we are able to even control him since .. well.. He's angry

I started to wander back and forth in front of the door and I knew that it was at least going to take them a few more hours before we could even see her..

"I just hope she's ok.."

I spun around and saw Junsu looking at the door sadly

I walked over to him and gave him a hug

"She will be.. She's a fighter" I mumbled

"She sure is.."

I looked behind Junsu to see Changmin sitting,staring blankly in front of him as Yoochun were tapping him on his shoulder, trying to convince him that she was going to be alright

I looked back at the door and then at the clock. 5 minutes had passed but it felt like 10 years. Seriously, How am I suppose to endure this long wait?

I walked around in the hallway since I started to get restless..

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~Yunho~

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I was slowly walking towards the reception, half shaking with a trembling heart. I didn't know if I even dared to walk to the hallway where I knew the other guys were waiting..

Basically.. just because.. I.. knew that it was my fault that she was here..

I figured out that they would be in the emergency hall so I slowly started to walk towards the hallway. I didn't know if I even dared to show my face there but I had to know.. if she was ok..

Feeling regretful, being afraid is not the greatest combination.. And after Changmin's anger-break-out on me I seriously.. didn't even dare to follow them. But I knew I had to

I have to at least.. say sorry..
I didn't mean to.. I.. it was.. an accident.. I mean..

With .. my heart beating like a maniac, my hands folded into fists I stepped into the emergency hallway and I saw the sad scene of my friends sitting on the chairs..

Changmin crying silently as he was covering his mouth. Yoochun were just closing his eyes, waiting.. for a doctor.. Junsu were leaning against the wall, with his gaze glued on the door as the light were on where it said "Emergency"

JaeJoong on the other hand.. He looked so.. miserable.. Terrible..
Actually it was hard to even describe his pale white face, frustrated eyes as his facial showed me sad and worried vibes

I started to walk slowly towards them and soon Junsu noticed me
He was about to say something but then the emergency doors opened and a nurse ran out as she was covered with blood

"NURSE NURSE!!" Changmin shouted immediately

She didn't have time to stop, she ran into another room but in a few seconds she came out again and JaeJoong stopped her

"TELL US! HOW IS SHE?!" JaeJoong said angrily

The nurse sighed

"She has lost a lot of blood and some of the glasses has gotten really cut deeply on her left side of the face. As for now, i don't know but the doctors are working on it. Please wait"

She then ran inside again and suddenly JaeJoong's eyes glared at me, his eyes were filled with.. anger and his eyes, it felt like it was completely black

Suddenly he ran towards me, his arm under my head and pushed me onto the wall

"If Selina's face gets.. destroyed, You don't even want to know what's gonna happen"

Wait a minute.. Selina?