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~JaeJoong~

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I was sitting in the waiting room, as the doctor were checking up on Yunho. He was getting discharged and his family were going to arrive any minute now..

For the past 3 days, Yunho refused to talk to anyone and he didn't answer whenever someone spoke to him..

He wasn't drinking or eating either but everytime I visited him.. with the other members, of course I could see his tired eyes, blank, empty ones .. swollen and all red. He kept visiting Selina's room until they moved her body since her family were preparing for the funeral. .

The funeral were going to take place tomorrow.. Yunho knew about it but I wonder if he's really going to attend it..

The worst thing wasn't seeing him not eating or drinking..

I knew that this was still a shock and it was torturing him to death.. He looked more tired than usual.. The happy and brightful Yunho was gone and all that happened in just an hour

"Hyung.. here"

Junsu handed me a cup of coffee

"Gomawo.."

Junsu sighed heavily as he sat down

"Do you think he really.. can sing tomorrow?" Junsu asked carefully

i shook my head

"There is no way he can possibly sing in this state.. He hasn't been eating or anything.. All he do is staring at the ring.." I mumbled

"I didn't think he was going to propose to her.." Junsu said

I shrugged

"It was just a matter of time I guess.. He really loves her.. he really really do.." I sighed

"Hyung.. His family is here" Changmin said

I looked up to see Yunho's mom coming in, crying with his father right behind her and his sister

At first, they spoke to the daughter and I saw his sister's eyes getting teary as his mother was trying to understand everything that has been said

I walked over to them with the other guys and bowed, to greet them

Yunho's mom shook her head in frustration...

"My sweet boy.." She mumbled while crying

I sighed

"I'm sorry.." I bowed

She shook her head

"He really loved that girl.." His mom said as she was crying

She looked at us

"Did he tell you.. that he was going to propose?" She asked slowly

All of us shook our heads

She sighed..

"How am I going to look him in the eyes... How.." His mother mumbled

Suddenly we heard Yunho's door open and he came out on a wheelchair while the nurse were pushing him.

he didn't look at us, didn't greet his parents or sister. He just stared blankly in front of him and were just sitting there peacefully as the nurse pushed him out

The nurse told us that he was ready to go..

Suddenly Yunho spun his head around and I followed his glance to see that he was looking at Selina's room..

Before he spun around to sit back I saw a tear falling..

We walked down to the parking plot and I drove the car with the members as his family was taking him to our dorm, following us behind..

"She was really a sweet dongsaeng.." Yoochun sobbed quietly

"They.. would look so beautiful.. on their wedding day.." Junsu said quietly

Changmin sighed heavily

"Yunho Hyung.. isn't himself anymore.."

I sighed

"We'll just have to take care of him.. Helping him.. Let him punch us, yell at us.. cry with us.. as long as he doesn't bear the pain himself" I mumbled and parked

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~Yunho~

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I got out of the car as Junsu helped me. I can walk.. what's the matter with people? You're trying to help me while my girlfriend's dead?

I ignored Junsu's help and started slowly, on unsteady feet walk towards the dorm myself

I didn't care if everyone was gathering around me or even trying to help me.. I ignored them..

Leave me alone..

As soon as we entered the dorm, I took off my shoes and walked slowly through the dorm

As I looked around, it just.. didn't feel like.. dorm anymore.. Home anymore..

I looked around in the livingroom .. My eyes soon fell on Selina's plant as she had put at the window

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~Flashback~

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"OPPA!! I'm HERE!!"

"Oh.. In the livingroom!!" I shouted

Selina rushed in while she was carrying a big brown bag

"What's that?" I asked curious

She chuckled

"Jja Jjang!!" She said and took out a plant

I looked at it

"What's.. that good for?" I asked

She stuck out her tongue cutely as she walked over to the window and put it there

"It's so empty here.. so I thought a flower would fresh it up a bit" She smiled

I chuckled

"In what way? They're just unnecessary... and they'll die.."

She shook her head

"Oppa.. if you take care of this plant.. Our love will survive.."

"Mwoh?" I said and stood up slowly

She chuckled

"You see.. I picked two flowers.. entwined together.. They designed it after my request.. and guess who it represents?"

I looked at her before smiling widely

I ran over to her and lifted her up as she hugged me tightly

"Saranghae~~" She said and planted a kiss on my lips

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~End of Flashback~

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I walked slowly over to the window as I looked at the flower

I smiled at the flower as tears were streaming down my cheeks

I sobbed quietly before grabbing it and taking it into my room. No one said anything but I could feel that they were watching me..

I entered my room and closed the door as I took off my jacket, threw it down on the floor and sat down on the bed and looked at the flower

"I can't let it die.." i sobbed and hurried into the bathroom.

I poured some water in it and put it at the window and looked at it

Our love.. won't die..

I shook my head

I walked over to my bed while staring at the plant. I then grabbed the bear that Selina had brought over here and I hugged it tightly and lied down on the bed..

I cried myself silently to sleep as I was thinking about her..

"She said.. that our love won't.. die.. "