~Changmin~

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As soon as I arrived to the floor where they were keeping Yuki I saw JaeJoong standing outside. I ran towards him and forced him to spin around.. but his face was pale white

"Hyung?"

He didn't answer

"Hyung??"

I started to shake him but it seems like he was in shock

"HYUNG!!!!!!!!!!" I shouted a bit louder

He looked up

"Changmin"

"Where's Yuki?"

He pointed slowly at the door

I couldn't enter since I nurse was standing, forcing us to stay outside

"YAH!! What's happening?!" I shouted

"She.. I don't know" JaeJoong whispered

"DID YOU DO SOMETHING?!?!!?" I shouted

JaeJoong instantly looked up shocked at me

"WHAT?! ME?! HAVE YOU GONE CRAZY ?!!??!"

I stared at him and knocked on the door but the nurse just shook her head

"WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING?!?!?!"

"I think.. it's another heartattack" JaeJoong whispered

"WHAT?! How is that possible?" I said frustrated

JaeJoong shook his head as if he just woke up and then he looked at me

"She just.. Her heart.. the monitor"

My eyes widened

I was about to dial Yoochun Hyung's number when the doctor stepped outside and looked at us

"Is she.. " JaeJoong immediately asked

The doctor smiled

"She's awake.."

"But.. what.." I asked

I was interrupted since JaeJoong immediately ran inside and I couldn't help but follow him

I could hear the doctor's last words though

"These boys must really care for her"

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~Selina~

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As if I was suffering from a headache, having a hard time to breathe, I still looked curiously around me

I knew what had just happened and I couldn't really blame the Faith.. for doing this. I had to go through another heartattack just to be able to return.. Don't ask me why..

Faith's playing..

The oxygen mask was helping me to breathe and even though I was feeling strong on the inside, my body was completely tired and exhausted

I looked around in the hospital room, listening to the monitor that was giving away a beep for every and each beat from my heart

Soon behind the draper I heard someone entering and to my surprise, JaeJoong appeared

I didn't expect him to come out of all people..
I didn't say anything and seems like he was even afraid to approach me. I soon saw Changmin behind him looking at me worriedly

"Yuki..." He said softly

Changmin flew down next to me and caressed me softly

"Gwenchana?" He asked

I didn't answer since the mask was in the way but I searched for his hand and squeezed it..

"Shall I take that as a yes?" He chuckled

I couldn't help but feel happy as he smiled at me

"I'm just going to check with the doctor. I'll be right back" Changmin said

I nodded

He went outside and JaeJoong who was standing at the edge of the bed kept staring at me. He then started to walk towards me, slowly and just looking at me..

But the coldness in his eyes.. wasn't there anymore.. More like.. confusion and.. he looked.. like he was wondering something..

I was waiting for him to say something as he sat down but he didn't. He just sat there.. quietly looking at me

He must say something right? Like now?
Changmin was taking a long time, I didn't know what he was doing but he had been gone about 10 minutes and the awkward atmosphere between me and JAeJoong started to get even more embarrassing ..

I didn't avoid eye contact since JaeJoong's eyes, it was so easy to read him. Or I had learned that by the time being.. but.. this was the first time ever since I was reborn into as Yuki that he looked at me like this..

Cause usually.. he would act cool, cold and really.. hold a distance from you

Suddenly both of us heard the door opened and Changmin entered

"Hyung.. I need to go home.." CHangmin said

JaeJoong looked up

"Wae?" He said slowly, softly and.. like he was.. in daze

"Yunho.." Changmin said

JAeJoong nodded slowly

"I'll.. stay here.."

"Are you sure?"

I understood the hesitating and worried feelings of Changmin since both he and I knew that JaeJoong didn't like me. But JaeJoong just nodded

"Nae~~.. I'll call you" JAeJoong whispered

Changmin looked at me and I nodded slowly..

He then went outside, leaving me and JaeJoong by ourselves..

Maybe I should just.. go to sleep.. I can always pretend and maybe.. he'll.. leave me alone..

I pretended to close my eyes. After I had been closing my eyes for about 10 minutes I suddenly felt his cold hand against my warm hand, taking a grip around it and holding it..

Surprised by his sudden action, I opened my eyes instantly and looked at him..

He didn't take his hand away, and he didn't smile or say anything.. He was just holding my hand and looking at me

I felt him caressing it.. softly and then.. I heard a sob

I saw small tears, falling down.. his left cheek.. He was looking at our hands while sobbing quietly..

I squeezed it lightly, just to make sure that I was there with him.. He looked up at me and then for the first time.. in a very long time he smiled at me

"Do you.. think.. I can remove your.. oxygen mask?" He asked

Surprised that he even talked to me.. softly.. and gentle.. I nodded in agreement. He let go of my hand and then removed the oxygen mask slowly .. The fresh and the scent of hospital hit me immediately and I inhaled a deep breath as I soon felt JaeJoong's hand taking a hard grip around my hand looking at me..

I tilted my head to the side and looked at him..

"Why.. are you crying?" I asked quietly with my hoarse voice

He looked at me before answering

"Mianhe~~"

"Wae?"

"For not.. being fair to you.. For treating you.. so badly.." He whispered

I could hear the regret in his voice.. but I don't even understand the sudden change . Something must have happened.. right?

But I decided to let it pass. The most important thing was that I needed.. to get close to him. The time was running out and having just 59 days was really making it harder for me..

He smiled at me gently

"I'm really sorry.. Please forgive me Yuki.."

I nodded

"Gwenchana ..."

He then stood up and leaned forward and hugged me.. My eyes widened in shock as I hugged him.. but really.. it just felt like I was Selina again.. as well as having JJ back by my side

Even though I was feeling very fortunate to have him back by my side again.. I couldn't help but to wonder the sudden change..

What had made him to change 360 degrees like that?