Felt Like it

Right Next To You

~Selina~

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I was still shocked and surprised to see Yunho at the doorentrance

"Come.. in" I whispered

I pulled him in by grabbing his jacket. I closed the door and locked it, took him into the livingroom and helped him to take off his jacket

He sat down slowly on the couch as he stayed silent, still having tears that was falling down from his eyes. I knew that I couldn't bare to see my own 'Boyfriend' crying like this so I turned off the tv and headed to the kitchen to get a cup of tea. Just like he always have it, some milk in it and some sugar.

I brought it back to the livingroom put it down on the table in front of him and I went over to the stereo and turned the soft music on. I bended down in front of him as I looked at him carefully..

I knew I was going to regret this but I didn't care at the moment. All I wanted to do was to stop him from crying
I stood up and put my arms around his neck as I rested my chin on his shoulder

"Uljima..." I whispered

The soft sound of the cd playing, the saxophone . Soon I felt him loosen up and his arms was soon around my waist
I couldn't hide the happiness inside of me as I smiled for myself. My grip and hug tightened even more and I felt him pulling me closer to him as he was hugging me

It felt like.. I was .. in 'My Own' body again.

"Uljima..." I whispered

His sobbing started to fade away and my hand took a hold of his sweater as I was caressing and playing with his hair

"Uljima.. Yunho ah~~"

He soon calmed himself down and I felt his hands and grip relax. I pulled away from the hug and looked at him carefully

He was kind of looking at me in a strange way. I smiled at him and handed him the cup of tea as he took it and drank it slowly..

I didn't dare to ask him anything and he didn't say anything either. I took our cups after he had finished his tea and went to the kitchen to wash the dishes.

When I was finished I went back to the livingroom but to my surprise, I saw him lying down and it looked like he had fallen asleep

I walked over to him slowly as I saw him sleeping silently. I caressed his cheek softly as I listened to him breathing..

This was a day of progress. I somehow felt that.. he had opened up for me as if .. he was letting me in..

I went to my bedroom and grabbed a blanket and a pillow and went back to the livingroom to tuck him in. I was lucky to have a big couch or else, he wouldn't even be able to lie in it..

I tucked him in, turned off the lights and walked to my bedroom slowly.

"Night.. Oppa.." I whispered

The next morning I woke up, feeling awkward. I had a headache for some reason and I was feeling all dizzy and not good at all. The stomach was hurting and I was feeling warm in the entire body

Great.. I was sick

I suddenly remembered what happened last night and I instantly got up on my feet and hurried to the bedroom. But as soon as I got up, I collapsed down onto the floor due to my head and fever

"Great.." I muttered

This time, i got up a lot more careful and slower and headed for the bathroom to wash up. I walked out to the livingroom silently tip toeing and saw that he was still asleep

I went to the kitchen and started to prepare breakfast just in case he might be hungry, but I'm pretty sure that he is..

I looked at the clock to see it was 10 am..

"I should call Changmin.. they're probably worried.."

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~Yunho~

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*Ding Dong

Why isn't anyone going to open the door?

*Ding Dong

"Open the door dongsaeng" I said loudly

*Ding dong

I got up and looked around, a bit dazed and a bit tired

My eyes soon got used to the place I was in and I gasped. This isn't my bedroom?

*ding Dong

I got up from the place that it seems like, i've been sleeping on and I hurried to the door to open up

"HYUNG!"

Changmin entered and hugged me as I felt him being all cold

"What.. you.. I?" I stuttered

"WHY DIDN'T YOU CALL?! We were so worried about you!!" He scolded

I rolled my eyes

I then remembered as I was walking back to the livingroom where I was. At yuki's place. Selina's best friend

I looked around and saw my jacket on the chair. I ran over to it to see if the bear was still inside it and it was

"Where.. is she?"

"Nugu?" i asked

"Yuki you pabo!" Changmin said

I looked around and entered the kitchen. Breakfast were already served

"Awkward.." I mumbled

I went down the hall and silently, I opened her bedroom door

I saw her sleeping on the bed, quietly crouched like a ball

"So cute.." Changmin chuckled

I rolled my eyes

We entered the bedroom and Changmin walked towards to her and sat down on the bed while I stayed a few feet away. Actually, i was pretty embarrassed that I had .. just entered her house like that

"Yuki?" Changmin said and started to wake her up

"Yuki?"

She opened her eyes slowly and as soon as she saw Changmin she smiled palely

She then saw me and I smiled at her

"Oh.. you're up.. bab meogosseo?"

Changmin laughed

"You just woke up and you're asking us if we have eaten yet.. are you so caring?" He laughed

She chuckled and suddenly she started to cough

"Hyung.. get a glass of water please.." Changmin said

I did as I was told and was soon back into the bedroom with a glass of water

She drank some but she looked so weak, almost like there was too much for her
She closed her eyes again and tucked herself in

"Something's wrong" i mumbled

I leaned forward and felt her forehead

"Dongsaeng ah~~.. She's burning"

Changmin felt her forehead as well and he looked at me

"She's sick.. otoke?" Changmin mumbled

"You guys.. go and..eat.. I'll .. be fine.." She coughed

I looked at Changmin and both of us shook our heads. We couldn't let her be like this. Not after everything she had done for us

"Let's take care of her.." I mumbled

He nodded

"I'll call to the members and tell them that.. we're out.. for the day"

"Wae? Just tell them that we're at Yuki's place" I said

Changmin instantly shook his head

"Yuki.. we'll be right back" Changmin mumbled

Yuki didn't answer and kept closing her eyes

He took me outside the bedroom and into the kitchen

"JaeJoong hyung has been crazy all night and morning. Seriously, we shouldn't tell him that you've been here.. and we shouldn't tell him that we're taking care of her"

I looked at him a bit suspicious

"Wae?"

Changmin sighed

"He has something against Yuki. .. When you get home.. You'll get it.. but right now.. we have to take care of.. her"

I nodded in agreement

"Hyung.. I forgot.. Do you think you can take care of her by yourself for 3 hours?"

"Wae? Where are you going?"

"I have to meet up with my parents.. for awhile. Grandmother and grandpa are here visiting. It's not that often I get to see them"

I nodded

"Kah.. I'll call you if I need you"

Changmin nodded

He left and I heard the door close as I walked back to Yuki's bedroom, looking at her from the doorway

For some reason, I felt good being here.. IT kind of felt like.. Selina was here with me. .

I smiled at Yuki as I closed the door and went to the kitchen

On the table I saw the breakfast that she had prepared for me even though she was sick. I recognized the breakfast that Selina used to do for me..

Seems like Yuki.. and SElina had talked a lot about me since she knew what I liked..
Smilingly I pulled out the chair and started to eat..

It really did feel like Selina was here with me...

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Nyaikou
#1
Loved this story when I first read it 8 years ago on Winglin and I'm glad you kept it on here for more people ❤️?
Angelz0715 #2
Chapter 68: OMG this story is so amazing!!! I keep crying while reading this story!! This seriously need to be feature!!!
HyunJane #3
Chapter 68: it's really good~ i just hope this story will be featured! can you give me soft copies? i really like it! it made me cry , laugh etc.... it's not just fanfiction~ it can give you the TRUE meaning of life~ even some parts are fiction~ but it's still good~ i'm really crying promise! i'm not lying~
wilnikki
#4
This story is really amazing. I read it one day straight. The tree covered in dew was on replay while I was reading the last part and it made me teary eyed on their final moment on the bridge to Jaejoong dying.. a really really good story, thank you very much!!!
yunjae78 #5
Chapter 68: PERFECT! I LOVE THIS STORY!! ♥♥♥
whateveritis #6
always here!! next to you
koreankendi #7
In AWE!!!
Breathtaking! Beautiful!!!
clinaoh
#8
Amazing story <3