Just Hurry

Right Next To You

~Selina~

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I was nervously waiting for Changmin, as I was sitting in the livingroom. Actually, I'm not suppose to be this nervous since I've made kimbap with Changmin so many times before but it just felt.. a bit weird right now since I wasn't.. kind of the real 'Me'

I looked at the watch and it had only passed 30 seconds, but for some reason I couldn't stop looking at it

I went to the kitchen once more just to check that I had all the ingredients and just like the other times I've checked, everything was there and prepared

"Come on Selina... It's just Changmin.. Not the president.. Changmin.. Just the food lover..."

I started to laugh as I thought about Food lover. Changmin is surely the first guy on earth that I've met and I never knew he had such an appetite for food

*Ding Dong

I instantly got out of the couch and ran over to the door

"Calm down.."

I opened the door and was greet not only by Changmin but also by Junsu

"OH YUKI! HI!" Changmin said happily

"HI!"

"HI YUKI!!" Junsu cheered

I don't know but I was really happy to see him too

"Mianhe~~ For not telling you about Junsu. It was kind of a last minute thing.. I hope you don't mind?"

"I don't.. It's fine. Come on in!"

"Whoa.. I can already feel the taste of Kimbap" Junsu said dreamingly

Changmin and I laughed

"So.. what are the other guys up to then?"

"JaeJoong is taking his evening class and Yoochun is probably sleeping and so is Yunho I guess" Changmin said

"Oh.."

For some reason i didn't like the fact that no one knew what Yunho was doing.. I knew that he had a really rough personality.. as well as Strong willed and who knows...

But I decided to put my worries aside since I knew that Yoochun was there

"So.. let's wash our hands and make some Kimbap!" I smiled

The guys cheered and went into the kitchen .

"Here's.. the aprons" I smiled and handed them over

Changmin froze and so did Junsu

"What's wrong?" I asked a bit clueless

"Where... did you get.. these.. aprons?" Junsu asked slowly and looked at me

I realized that I had given them the aprons that I had sewed a long time ago and it was personally hand made by me.

Oh great.. what lie should I say now?

"Uhm.. wae?" I asked slowly

"CAuse.. Selina made aprons like this.. and it were exactly the same.." Changmin said quietly

Okay.. now what?

I took a deep breath

"Uhm.. Selina.. and I.. sew it together.."

"You did?" Junsu asked

I nodded

"We.. sewed them together.. and I decided to give her those so that she won't forget me when she moved to Korea but I guess she did it eventually.." I shrugged

The guys didn't say much and nodded. In order to bring back the happy atmosphere I started to play pranks on them with the food and we were eating happily as we were making Kimbap

"WHOOOA! IT'S FINISH!!" Changmin cheered

"LOOKS GREAT!!" Junsu said happily

"I know.. I'm gonna cut it.."

"No let me do it!!" Junsu said

I shook my head

"Mianhe~~ But when it comes to Kimbap, i have to do it myself.. because the first piece needs to be cut intoa big one"

"Wae?" Both of them chorused

"Since it's the first bite.. and it's important to share the first bite" I said

A couple of seconds passed and Changmin, Junsu didn't utter a word

When I had sliced the whole kimbap roll I spun around as they were watching me slowly

"What's... wrong guys?"

Both of them swallowed and I saw a tear hiding in Junsu's eye corner

"Junsu~~..." I said and put down the knife

He laughed embarrassed and gestured me away

"What's wrong? Did I do something?"

"Aniya.. It's just that.. you remind us.. so much about Selina.. everything you say.. and everything you do. . seriously.. If it weren't for the apartment and us.. knowing that she's...." Changmin swallowed hard

I instantly realized my mistake. I had been talking to them like it was 'Me'..

crap..

"We could've sworn.. that you could be Selina.." Changmin said

I closed my eyes to hold back the tears before gathering my courage. I took the first step and I took Changmin into my arms and hugged him tightly

Changmin didn't say anything and I pulled away from Changmin and walked over to Junsu and hugged him as well

"Uljima.." I whispered

I looked at both of them as they nodded

"Sorry.. we're still mourning.. " Changmin whispered

"It just kind of feels.. like.. she's still here.." Junsu whispered

I sighed..

"Maybe she still is.." I said

I started to get my hopes up as Junsu interrupted and laughed

"So.. let's taste it!!" Junsu said and tried to make the atmosphere better

He went over and took a piece and ate it and walked over to me and Changmin. He feeded us waiting for our response

"Whoooa.. Delicious!!"

I looked at the guys and laughed

Suddenly I saw the glance that was being exchanged between Junsu's and Changmin

"What is it? Doesn't it taste good?"

"No.. it's.. just awkward that it tastes.. exact like .. Selina's" Changmin mumbled

I started to get my hopes up again as I was trying to stay calm. Did they realize?

*Ring Ring

Changmin started to search for his phone and he soon found it

"Yobo..."

Changmin got cut off as Junsu and I heard the voice scream through the phone

"YAH! GET BACK TO THE DORM NOW!!" JaeJoong shouted

"WHAT?! WHAT'S WRONG?" Changmin asked terrified

"YUNHO'S GONE CRAZY!!! BALI BALI!!" JaeJoong shouted

Changmin the speaker and we could hear noises in the background

"HYUNG!! WHAT HAPPENED?!?!?!" Junsu shouted

"NO TIME TO EXPLAIN JUST GET YOUR ASSES BACK HOME! HURRY!!!" JaeJoong shouted

JaeJoong hung up and I stared at them

"LET'S GO! HURRY!!" Changmin shouted

Without any hesitation, I turned off the lights and grabbed my coat, locked the door and ran with the guys, across the street, ran on the small pavement and up to the school yard and soon we arrived at their dorm

The door was locked but we could even hear the noises out to the front door

"OPEN HYUNG! BALI!!" Changmin said and tried to tell Junsu to hurry

When we finally got into I saw a glass being thrown at the wall

"LOOK OUT!!" Junsu shouted and pushed me down to the floor

"JUNSU!!!" I shouted

I sat up instantly and started to examine him

"GWENCHANA?" I asked frustrated

"I'm fine"

"HYUNG!!!!!!!!!!!" Changmin shouted

"IN THE KITCHEN! HURRY!!" Yoochun shouted

Junsu and I got up on our feet and went to the kitchen and my eyes widened as I saw what state Yunho was in...

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Nyaikou
#1
Loved this story when I first read it 8 years ago on Winglin and I'm glad you kept it on here for more people ❤️?
Angelz0715 #2
Chapter 68: OMG this story is so amazing!!! I keep crying while reading this story!! This seriously need to be feature!!!
HyunJane #3
Chapter 68: it's really good~ i just hope this story will be featured! can you give me soft copies? i really like it! it made me cry , laugh etc.... it's not just fanfiction~ it can give you the TRUE meaning of life~ even some parts are fiction~ but it's still good~ i'm really crying promise! i'm not lying~
wilnikki
#4
This story is really amazing. I read it one day straight. The tree covered in dew was on replay while I was reading the last part and it made me teary eyed on their final moment on the bridge to Jaejoong dying.. a really really good story, thank you very much!!!
yunjae78 #5
Chapter 68: PERFECT! I LOVE THIS STORY!! ♥♥♥
whateveritis #6
always here!! next to you
koreankendi #7
In AWE!!!
Breathtaking! Beautiful!!!
clinaoh
#8
Amazing story <3