~Yunho~

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I was watching her as she left the cemetery, silently.

I couldn't help but smile as I saw her walking away from me. Just to know that she was Selina's... child hood friend.. kind of made me happy. Maybe I would get to know Selina even more than I know now..

To see how she was like when she was young

I looked at the stone again and bended down

"Yuki seems to be a nice girl.. She really cares about you.." I whispered

I took a deep breath before going back to the car.

Even though I didn't.. like leaving her here, I needed to go back to the dorm. Or else.. the other guys would worry...

But as I kept taking every step, further and further away from her, my heart was aching, as my chest were feeling heavy.

To me, she had already been taken away.. and I was afraid that.. if I started to live.. keep on living with my life.. I'd forget her.. and I can't do that. It's not fair to her..

I entered the dorm as I saw jaeJoong standing there putting on his jacket

"Oh.. JaeJoong.."

"Where have you been? I was about to go out and look for you" JaeJoong said worriedly

I shrugged

"I went to the cemetery"

"Oh.."

JAeJoong quieten as I took off my shoes and went inside my bedroom

"See you tomorrow"

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~Selina~

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The next day, I woke up really late since it was Saturday which means, no school

Even though it was no school I don't know why I was so tired.. I guess it must have been because of the late meeting and me staying up until 2 am..

I had been counting the days before the 'D day' and I still had around 89 days to go.
I got out of bed and went to take a shower and then to have some breakfast

I also saw that there was almost no food left so I decided to go grocery shopping after breakfast

I grabbed my bag and my coat before going outside. The weather wasn't so cold today and the sun were shining

As I was walking, i started to think about the guys. I had to approach them, somehow.. I knew that Junsu enjoyed sports.. Yoochun composing.. And Changmin.. well he loved to study

Maybe I should go to the various places so that I would get to know them more. Cause if I get through them, I would be able to come Yunho much closer

But then.. we have JAeJoong

"Gosh.. he's giving me a hard time.."

I entered the grocery store and started to wander around, not knowing what I should buy
I might as well buy some greens and maybe some stuff to make some kimbap or something..

I rounded the shelf and eventually entered the hallway where they had all the ingredients for Kimbap
When i looked up I saw Changmin standing there looking at the shelf where they were selling Kimbap

I swallowed hard as I felt myself getting nervous.

"Gosh.. what's the matter with you? It's just Changmin" I mumbled

My feet started to walk towards him, slowly approaching him

He was standing there, sighing and looking at the ingredients

I stopped right next to him and started to grab the ingredients

"Oh Mianhe~~ I didn't see you" Changmin apologized

He faced me and then he laughed

"Oh.. Hi"

"Annyeong Sunbae"

"You're.. here.. and buying.. stuff. You're going to make Kimbap?"

I nodded

"Ahh.. I love Kimbap"

I know Changmin. We used to make a lot of Kimbaps before

I noticed the sad sigh as he looked at the ingredients again

"Something.. wrong?" I asked slowly

He chuckled sadly and sighed

"I have memories.. of .. a friend. We used to make this at least once a week.." He said and looked at me

"Oh.. You're.. probably talking about Selina?" I said softly

He looked at me a bit surprised

"How..dd... id you know?" He stuttered

I laughed.

"I'm Yuki.. her.. child hood friend..."

"Oh.." He said

I nodded

"As you know, both of us are from Japan.. and well.. we lost the contact but soon found each other again. She used to write.. in her e-mails.. that there was a kimbap lover among you guys.."

"I guess that's me then" he laughed

"Yup" I smiled

"But.. how come she never told us about you?" He asked

Gosh, these guys are so observant

"Uhm.. well.. I guess, she kind of forgot me.. but it wasn't until.. 4 months ago until we had contact again.. and when.. I heard..."

Both of us quieten as I felt Changmin getting tense

"I decided.. to move here.."

"I see.."

Both of us quieten as I started to pick out the ingredients

"You're making Kimbap?"

I nodded

"Oh.."

I saw him longing for the Kimbap and i couldn't help but laugh

"What is it?"

"If you're free later, let's make some.."

I saw him hesitating for a bit and of course, He didn't knew that I was Selina and I guess he was hesitating since he didn't know if .. it was ok.. because of the memories. . with 'Me' and such

I sighed

"I know you're hesitating since this Kimbap making are a specialty thing with you and Selina. But I'm sure that she wouldn't mind. .. Selina and I used to make some together as well.. and it's good. Don't worry"

He laughed and nodded

"Alright.. uhm.. can I get your number then?"

We exchanged numbers as he smiled happily at me

"I'll see you then"

I nodded

"See you later"

He ran off happily as I smiled widely

Finally, there were results..

"I've talked to 2 of them. only 3 more to go" I sighed