Relieved

Right Next To You

~Yunho~

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I heard the front door slam and I opened my eyes and sat up as I heard voices outside my room

"Don't you think you went a bit overboard hyung? She's new.." Junsu said

"NAe~~ I mean.. maybe it was just a coincidence.. Why were you so cold towards her?" Changmin said

"Guys, I have a bad feeling about her so don't talk about it anymore.." JaeJoong said

I recognized JaeJoong's annoyed and tired voice. He usually used that kind of tone when he was suspicious about something

I decided to let it pass. I lied down on my bed again and soon I fell asleep

The following days, I have to say it was hard to avoid myself from eavesdropping their conversations. It was always the same thing

Some new girl in school. She was being bullied since.. she spoke to us.. the Kingkas of the school.. And all I could hear was JaeJoong trying to avoid it as Changmin, Junsu and Yoochun were trying to make him understand

What's up with his attitude anyway?

I heard Junsu, Yoochun and JaeJoong leaving for their classes after their lunchbreak and I went out of my room and entered the livingroom to see CHangmin sitting there zapping through the channels

I sat down next to him

"Oh hyung.. You're.." Changmin said a bit surprised

"Who's this 'she'?" I asked

"Mwoh?"

"This girl you guys have been talking about. That's the only thing you guys have been talking about for the past 3 days.. I heard all of it" I sighed and looked at the tv

"Oh.. her.."

"What about this 'her'?"

"She's new at our school. For some awkward coincidence all of us have met her but at different places. Now when I think about it.. You've met her too Hyung" CHangmin said

I looked at him

"I have?"

"The cemetery" CHangmin said

"THAT GIRL?" I snarled

He nodded

I shook my head in disbelief

"I can't believe this.. and she's making you all fuss over something that's not even worth it.." I said

"I don't know why JaeJoong's like this.. being all.. cold towards her.. but seriously.. she's having a hard time Hyung. Just because she spoke to us, the other students are bullying her.. All three of us has been trying to help but JaeJoong Hyung just pass her whenever he sees her in trouble.. it's really bothersome.." CHangmin said feeling a bit guilty

"What's so special about her anyway? That makes you guys wanna help her?" I sighed

Even though I wasn't in the mood of talking not really.. in the mood of stepping outside my room.. but since I was the leader.. I needed to talk to my dongsaengs and such.. Being a Hyung.. I had to help them with their burdens..

"Mol la yo Hyung. But For some reason.. I'm starting to wonder if it's really a coincidence that all of us met her.. Do you think by any chance.. she.. knew.." CHangmin quieten

I stared at the tv as her name came out quietly with pain

"Selina..."

Changmin coughed and nodded

"Cause.. it's really awkward hyung.. I've heard from the other students that she's sitting on Selina's.. old desk.. and she was at the cemetery meeting us and JaeJoong.. by accident when Yoochun went up to find.. the gift.. from you to.. her.. uhm.. she was there"

I started to get suspicious as well and I looked at him

"Okay.. This is freaky" I said

HE nodded

"Indeed.. but I don't think she understand anything. She's all new here in school, doesn't know us.. but we still managed to see her.." CHangmin said

I started to have the same feeling as Changmin and now I could understand why JaeJoong were all suspicious over this one thing..

"Get ready. We're going to school" I said

"MWOH?" Changmin shouted but I ignored it

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~Selina~

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I looked around desperately as I was peeking out from the door. My ankle was already hurt and all I wanted right now was to get out of this place and go home..

The whole day.. no .. not just today but the past 3 days.. I think I was close to my ending.. again

The girls that were jealous to max was giving me a hard time and seems like this time was even more harsh on me than the last time I was being bullied since Yunho had talked to me..

I let out a sigh

But this time.. he wasn't going to be around to help me.. So I needed to take care of this myself

I looked down on my ankle as it was bleeding

Is this what Faith wanted me to do? To face all these things? I thought I was going to save Yunho not.. endure all these stuff

I took a deep breath and got out from my hiding place as I started to walk fast, or at least try to walk fast so that I could get out

My ankle started to hurt more and I saw my own blood dripping down on the floor

"THERE SHE IS!!!"

I spun around and saw the girls approaching and I started to panic. I tried to hurry over to the door but my ankle was giving m a hard time and within a few seconds the girls surrounded me

"So you think you're going to have our Kingka's huh?!" A girl said and pushed me over to another girl

"Leave them alone!!"

I was pushed around in a circle and I couldn't stop myself from crying. All this because of jealousy?!

"We lost them once we're not loosing them again!!"

She pushed me onto the ground and stepped up

"If you don't leave them alone, we will make it harder for you. Believe me" THe girl said

Another girl stepped up with a bucket and I started to shake as I saw her evil grin

"Mianhe~~!! I won't do it.. Please leave me alone" I said quietly

"Like I care for now" I heard her chuckle as her friends joined her

I covered my face and closed my eyes as I heard her getting prepared to pour the ice cold water over me

The next sound I heard was the bucket who fell onto the floor and the girl's gasping

I felt that something was kind of hoovering over me and with shaky hands I lowered my hands and looked up slowly to see Yunho protecting me.

I stared at him as he looked back at me and then I saw his wet shirt

"Yunho.. Oppa~~" The girls started to mumble

I heard them backing away from Yunho and I felt him starting to shake. Seems like the water was more than just cold. It was ice in it as well and Yunho started to shake due to the coldness

"Gwenchana?" He whispered quietly to me

"You..." I stuttered

With wobbling feet he was trying to stand up on his legs. Changmin was right next to him to help him stand up

I looked around me to see the girls speechless .

"You're back" The girls mumbled

I looked at Yunho who glared at them

"THe girl.. I see.. The guy... I see.. giving this girl.. a hard time.. I'm sure will make you regret it" Yunho said evily

No one said anything and soon I felt Junsu rushing over to my side and helping me up

"Gwenchana?" He asked

I ignored his question as I kept my gaze on Yunho

"LEAVE!!" JaeJoong shouted

Everyone started to hurry and get away from there and within a minute, there was only 6 of us

Yunho spun around and looked at me

"Gwenchana?" He asked again

This side of Yunho.. was completely different from the side of him at the cemetery. But the worse thing was, I couldn't hold him.. couldn't kiss him.. I had to hold myself back of shouting out loud that I missed him and loved him dearly

But of course, tears are the only thing that I cannot hold back and it started to fall

The guys looked at me suspicious and I felt JaeJoong's death glare

"Hyung.. you have to go and change or else.. you'll.. catch a cold" CHangmin and Yoochun said

Yunho didn't answer but he kept looking at me, viewing me from head to toe

"Guys, go get me 2 hot chocolates.. and a first aid kit.." I heard Yunho said

I didn't dare to look at them so i stared down on my feet. Even though I had looked at him, faced him, smelled him, hugged him and kissed him a billion times.. the mixed feelings inside of me was making me feel guilty and miserable.. pitied

"Hyung, let's go home.. she can.." JaeJoong started but Yunho cut him off

"Just go and get the stuff I asked for.." Yunho mumbled

I looked up to see JAeJoong looking at Yunho in disbelief but he didn't say anything

The guys left us alone as they were going to get the things Yunho wanted. In a way I was relieved that Yunho had cut JaeJoong Off like that.

Before I .. 'Passed away' I was really close to JaeJoong. AFter Yunho I was more close to him than the other guys and we always talked about everything.. But seeing him being so cold.. and angry with me for no reason was giving me a hard time to even accept.. the fact that we once had a close Oppa-Dongsaeng relationship..

Suddenly I felt Yunho's touch on my ankle and I looked down on him as he was looking at my ankle

"Sit down..." He said softly

My body obeyed him and I sat down as he looked at my ankle

I can't explain how happy I was seeing Yunho taking care of me.. but I have to watch my mouth

"How come.. you didn't.. go home.. and stayed.. The students here can get really.. bad" He said as he was examining my foot

"I..I.. have my reasons" I stuttered

Soon the guys came back with the things YUnho had asked for and they were watching me from afar as Yunho was taking care of me. Although, JaeJoong's gaze were kind of distracting since he was looking at me so angry

Minute skept passing as he was wrapping the band aid around my foot. I looked up at him as he was concentrating on the wrapping

Suddenly I saw him shiver, which caused me to shiver as well

"Hyung.. Let's go.. and change sweater. You're freezing" JAeJoong tried

"No" Yunho said simply

I grabbed my bag and ped it as I pulled out a big sweater

The guys looked up and looked at me
This was my own hood sweater which was in a really large size

I moved over to him and put it around him as he looked at me surprised

"You should go.. I don't want.. you to catch a cold.. and.. get sick because of me" I mumbled

Frozen and paralyzed Yunho looked at me . wobbling I started to get up on my feet as I felt Junsu and Yoochun right next to me but I kind of pushed them away, showing them that I didn't want their help

I grabbed my big bag and started to walk away from them but as I kept staring forward, I stopped right next to JAeJoong

The past 3 days I have seen a side of him that I haven't seen before. Even though it was scary.. I couldn't let him off like that.. He will regret it after he finds out that I'm actually Selina

I smiled on the inside but on the outside I kept a straight face

"And you JaeJoong. I don't like your cold attitude against me. Get a hang on yourself. I won't go anywhere"

With that I left the guys there, walking and wobbling on my own as tears started to stream down.

Not out of pain and sadness.

I was relieved..

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Nyaikou
#1
Loved this story when I first read it 8 years ago on Winglin and I'm glad you kept it on here for more people ❤️?
Angelz0715 #2
Chapter 68: OMG this story is so amazing!!! I keep crying while reading this story!! This seriously need to be feature!!!
HyunJane #3
Chapter 68: it's really good~ i just hope this story will be featured! can you give me soft copies? i really like it! it made me cry , laugh etc.... it's not just fanfiction~ it can give you the TRUE meaning of life~ even some parts are fiction~ but it's still good~ i'm really crying promise! i'm not lying~
wilnikki
#4
This story is really amazing. I read it one day straight. The tree covered in dew was on replay while I was reading the last part and it made me teary eyed on their final moment on the bridge to Jaejoong dying.. a really really good story, thank you very much!!!
yunjae78 #5
Chapter 68: PERFECT! I LOVE THIS STORY!! ♥♥♥
whateveritis #6
always here!! next to you
koreankendi #7
In AWE!!!
Breathtaking! Beautiful!!!
clinaoh
#8
Amazing story <3