He ran here and waved his hand..

Everything stop in a moment.

I froze..

I lost everything..

I lost my senses..

I forgot to breathe..

All I did was staring at him..

All I heard was the beat of my heart..

Until he stood there right infront me..

My senses came to me and I fake smile..

"h-Hi Ji, whats up?".

My voice cracked due to my nervousness..

My mind kept telling me to be relax..

Damn, how could I sounded so awkward..

"Dara-ah, are you okay? You look pale, Are you sick?".

Oh my God, his voice !!! No I'm not fine !!

My heart was beating crazily because of you !!

Oh Daraa, Come back to your senses please !

"U-um, I'm fine Ji. Umm, you look so happy. What's happen huh?".

I tried my best to cover my nervous..

Then he smiled widely and let out a chuckle..

Oh God, please Could you stop him doing that ?

"So she didn't tell you".

SLAP!!

The reality slap my senses back to world.

She.. Oh God, I knew where this conversation would end up..

Damn, I hated this topic..

"U-um, what is it?".

Dara-ah, you were such a stupid girl !

Why were you asking him ?!

You knew because of this stupid question you aked, you'd cry so hard in the end of this day right ?!

"I will go to the bookstore with her next Saturday. God, I don't know that it will be so hard to asked her out.."

Again I froze..

I stopped listening to whatever he said..

I was deaf..

I wanted to run..

My heart ached and it so damn hurt..

He will go with her..

With her..

Just two of them..

Oh God, I wanted to cry..

"O-oh it's g-good then. Sorry J-Ji, I have to go. Bye, have fun".

I turned myself and walked away..

Tears stream down on my cheeks..

He will go with her..

He won't asked you out, Dara..

You already know that..

So why you stayed?..

"Daraaaa !!!!".

Oh, why now ?!

I lift my chin to see a beautifull girl running towards me.

"H-hi Chae, whats up?".

Please, don't tell me the same story.

"You know what ?! Jiyong-oppa asked me out this Saturday !!..."

Damn, I knew it..

"O-oh g-good then. S-sorry Chae, I'm not in a good condition to talked right now. Mm I think I'm sick".

Duh, such a lame lie.

"Oh God!! You want to go to doctor? I will accompany you. Lets go!".

"N-no Chae. I-I j-just want to go home. Yeah, go home. See you tommorow".

This time, I walked quickly to the school gate.

I really wanted to cry..

It hurt so hard..

Eventhough I really know this would turned like this..

This would always be a one-sided crush..

But Its getting harder when I knew he fall for her..

Yes, Kwon Jiyong my one and only crush was falling for my bestfriend..

My lovely bestfriend, Lee Chaerin..

And, it turned like the world would like to crush me until pieces..

When I knew she kept the same feeling for him..

She likes him, No scratch that.. She LOVES him..

You wanted to know more ?!

They both shared every little memories that they made to me.

YES, TO ME !!!

Oh God, Can I dissappear?