I don’t regret every single thing, not at all. Hongki, my little baby, already grow this mature and strong. It makes me proud of him, very proud. My little baby, who used to hold my hand every time and hide behind my back now could took a step forward and lead me.

I’m happy that now he could smile brightly, no more tears on those sparkling eyes. I loved his smile, have I ever told him that? Most important, have I ever tell him how much he meant to me? How much I loved him?

The entire thing I did to hurt him kills me inside. If only he knows how sorry I am, if only I could said it to him, who always waiting for me.

I love you, my little baby.