Heal My Heart

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Someone once said, that our lives are like a complete book, a theatrical play. Every little movement is already set by God. It's like an arranged marriage. Fate is indeed real, you meet a person who changes your world, an invisible red string bounds you together. Two people, two hearts beat as one, but what happens when one mistake ruins everything? What can heal a heart when it's broken? Will love still remain even after two hearts get distant from each other? The never ending struggle between forgetting and holding onto something that maybe nothing can bring back...

"Isn't this beautiful?" Kyuhyun said as he pointed towards the starry sky above us.
"Yes.." I nodded my head in agreement.
We usually liked to do this, sitting on our little sofa what was placed on the balcony, while watching the night sky. Sitting in silence, letting our thoughts to flow away, relaxing and enjoying this peace what our hearts felt in this way.
"Aish seriously, you're shaking. Why did you only bring a blanket for me?" He said in a bit frustrated tone.
"But i'm okay, i swear. Just keep that blanket on."
"Pabo.."He pouted his lips, while he slightly punched my cheek. "Come closer." he hugged me tightly, put his blanket around us and kissed my forehead.
Suddenly a feeling hit me, memories of the past came into my mind and i couldn't hold back my tears anymore. Kyu let go of the hug and put his hands on my cheek.
"Look at me. Why are you crying sweetheart?"
"It's nothing, i'm okay." I bawled as i started to cry even more.
"Don't tell me that you're okay, when i clearly see something is wrong. Please love, i'm getting really worried." He begged as tried to wipe my tears away.
"I just remembered how i was always alone, no one cared about me besides my parents and my brother and then you came into my life. You protected me and made me happier, when i thought i wasn't important, you proved me wrong. Even after 8 years you're still by my side and i can't understand why." I was shaking and choking on words, while i tightened my hug around him. I wanted that moment to last forever, when i was in his arms i felt peace, i didn't want to let go of him. "To tell you the truth, i'm scared, because what if one day you will get bored of me and leave? What am i going to do without you?"
"You are so silly seriously. Do you think i just play around?"He hugged me back tightly in response."Also i could ask you the same. I'm not complete without you, what would i do if you wouldn't be by my side? Your love gives me srenght, Tiffany. " His tone was soft, but i heard in his voice that he was on the verge of crying
"Promise me you'll always stay by my side." I held out my pinky finger to him.
"I promise." He intertwined our pinky fingers and then placed a soft kiss on my lips as he repeated it again and again.

 

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"Okay that's it, i heard enough. If you are not going to give me back my clothes, i'm going to find it by myself." I snapped as i stood up from the table.
"I’m not finished yet.”He slapped on the table and came after me.
"What do you want? You told me everything, i don’t need any further explanations.” I responded coldly towards him.
"Just you to give me a chance to fix everything. I told you, i wasn’t myself back then, i drank too much and i was just playing around. I didn't think it could turn out this way."

"You didn't think huh? You didn't think that i will find out this game of yours and ruin it." I snapped back at him. "What happened to our promise Kyuhyun? But it's not like you would still remember anyways." I spilled in a bitter tone.
"Yes, i remember...I know i made a mistake, but then why don't you let me to fix it. Why do you keep pushing me away and avoiding me, like you want to forget everything what we have gone through” His words stabbed me like sharp knives. My heart wrecked by what he said. I froze down and i couldn't do anything as i felt tears streaming down my face. "Because i still love you damn it, that's why." I cried as i turned to him.
"But then why did you leave?" His eyes got filled with tears.
"It hurts Kyuhyun, you broke my heart into little pieces. You made a fool out of me, i thought, that what we had was special, that we cared for each other... I wouldn't have thought you would ever do this to me, but i guess it was just a lie all along."
"No it's not. I swear i mean it that i love you, don't you see that i suffer without you?"He approached me and held out his arms towards me. The pain what i felt in that moment, nothing could compare. Seeing the despair in his eyes, i just couldn’t bear it.
"I'm sorry, but i can't believe you anymore."I took a few steps back while i was shaking my head. My hands were shaking and tears were flowing endlessly down on my face. "Please Kyu just let me go, i don’t want us to suffer even more. 

Foreword

Helllo everyone! ^^

This is my very first fanfic, i didn't want to upload anything, but then i changed my mind (i hope it was a good decision ; ; ). I hope you will enjoy my story. Sorry ahead for every further mistake, my writer skills aren't that good^^;
Also a giant thanks to my best friend rebi-sama for making this wonderful poster for my fanfic and to julieta123 for helping me in the story ; ; <3.

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i'm terribly sorry, currently i'm very busy and i don't have time for writing ,but i promise i'll update soon ^^ stay tuned! Love you all~!

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rachel624 #1
Update please!!!♥
flawlessey
#2
Chapter 1: this chapter are really worth to wait!! waiting for your next updates!
julieta123
#3
Chapter 1: Finally~ Sweetie you know that i love you and your story will be flawless! <3 waiting for your next updates!
chenkangjunhoya
#4
update soon!
flawlessey
#5
sounds interesting :)
cry-25 #6
what happen to them...update soon...:-)
Anniee
#7
Ah.. What did Kyu do to Pany?
looolll #8
Update soon please
someasiangurl #9
kyufany!!!!!
Please update!!!