by nestine
Tags   angst   fluff   jongin   kyungsoo   baekyeol   kaisoo   chanbaek   | Report Content





Kyungsoo opens his eyes. The smell of the ocean awakens his senses. Unfamiliar sight welcomes him, but the hands obviously calloused from the frequent strumming of the guitar relives his anxiety. Chanyeol firmly holds his right hand.


Kyungsoo, despite being in a place he has never been before, knows where he is supposed to go. His eyes wander into the two graves just a few feet away. Still, holding Chanyeol’s hand, Kyungsoo leads the way, Chanyeol trailing behind.

Upon reaching his destination, Kyungsoo reaches for his pocket and pulls a rectangular piece with torn edges; traces of liquid that are now dry, and the image fading away. Their first photo together.

Kyungsoo wishes he hasn’t come. The moment his eyes landed on a silver metallic box, tears started to form from his eyes.

“Jongin, maybe wanted you to have that. Sehun left them there. He said, that when you’re ready, you must find it where Jongin is.”

“Sehun said those are Jongin’s most priced possessions.”


He opened the box and Kyungsoo after two years smiled. He saw Polaroid photos of him. Before, Kyungsoo would always ask Jongin why the latter wanted photos, Jongin said that photographs are forever. Kyungsoo always thought that he just saw BAekhyun’s photos but not of himself. Sometimes he felt jealous but now, Kyungsoo felt stupid.

The box contained hundreds of Polaroids – the photographs are him.

The slanted photo of Kyungsoo, the first one he took, he remembered it when Jongin confessed to him; at the back there was a message, 11-9-06, “My first padum padum”

Kyungsoo smiling widely as he noticed most of the photos are stolen shots. “Isn’t he a stalker?”

A photo right after Jongin confessed, 10-25-09, “My first kiss”

Another photo that caught Kyungsoo’s attention was the photo where in Kyungsoo was wearing Jongin’s shirt and with his smirk and trademark stare, a line was written, “My forever”

Every photo has a message, has a date. First fight, first kimchi spaghetti, sleeping Kyungsoo, angry Kyungsoo, when we dance all night, our first night together, when we bet on Baekhyun, lotte world adventure, everything was labeled.


Jongin loved photographs because they are forever. Kyungsoo is his forever.


Then Kyungsoo’s eyes landed on a blank Polaroid, he turned it around,


10-25-15 – “I’ll ask Kyungsoo to marry me.”


“Dumb ass.” Kyungsoo muttered while tears are falling from his eyes.


                Kyungsoo sobbed continuously.

                He wanted a forever. Jongin wanted a forever. They both want a forever.






“Jongin and I have our forever.” Kyungsoo suddenly says while placing the Polaroid in Jongin’s grave.

Chanyeol looks at him, his eyes full of understanding and care; clearly knows what Kyungsoo is referring to.

“He is gone.” Kyungsoo’s voice has never been so firm and strong. “I know. I accepted that.”



Kyungsoo smiles while his right hand is on his heart and the other as if reaching for someone.


“But our forever will always be here.”



“Because he will always be in my heart.”




That is our forever.











Don't hate me. I'm sorry. I'm not satisfied with this T.T but a little trivia, the ending was written as soon as I finished the 27th of October. It was planned all along. Jongin was really with Baekhyun.

I love you guys.

I'll stop writing angst for the mean time and focus on fluff and one shots.

speaking of one shot, I recently wrote, It Takes Two. It is my personal favorite from the ones that I have written :D


But again. I love you all.

Thank you for reading The 27th of October and The Last Straw.


hugs and kisses,




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inevitablefluff () says about chapter 5:

Fanfic12345 () says about chapter 6:
That...I didn't even notice Kai was gone!!! WHY MAKE ME CRY TWICE...IN LESS THAN 2 HRS!!!! WHY!!!!

LoveEunji () says about chapter 6:
Omg it is hurt so bad. I am crying now. They didn't make it. In the end it is still both of them. Promise make to break and it is scary.

Jado0205 () says:
can I translate your fic to Vietnamese T.T ?
your writing is really good T.T

exobutterflygirl () says about chapter 6:
Haist,.another pain ion my heart,. I will FOREVER LOVE this,.
PS: i smile and LOVE the sound of the heartbeat 'padum padum' :)


exobutterflygirl () says about chapter 5:
Oh my.. I was planning to go back to 27th OCTOBER and read the part where chanyeol and others watch the vid of baek to check that jongin is there with kyungie coz while reading that part here my minds in confusion because that day jongin is with kyungsoo and while continue reading i find the answer,. Kyungie is just hallucinating,.oh my i think i have the same prob with kyungie now,.i need to go to rehabilation LOL,.
My heart breaks when jongin said to kyung that's he dont believe in FOREVER anymore ,. Coz i want kaisoo to be forever,.i can't control my emotion now,. Why are you like this author-nim,.?!why did you let jongin to have the same flight as baek?!why did you let their plane crah?!huhu,.
Sorry author-nim for my blabbering i just cant,.im carried away by you story,.
After reading this, anterograde tomorrow,10080,27th OCTOBER, i realized something,.i LOVE angst, it makes me sad and cry,.but the story is just AWESOME,. Maybe someone can suggest another story,. I read some comments on other site that ABSOLUTE CHANYEOL is also an angst,. But i'll read first your other fic IT TAKES TWO,. i'm really into ♥kaisoo♥ but as long as it's a good story it doesn't matter,. Bu still ♥kaisoo♥ first,.haha,. SORRY again author-nim

exobutterflygirl () says about chapter 4:
What just happened to ♥kaisoo♥?!

exobutterflygirl () says about chapter 3:
If baekyeol is all about dates,. ♥kaisoo♥ is all about photos,. My poor heart,. Haist. :)

exobutterflygirl () says about chapter 3:
I love your words and quotations about LOVE,. You're a great writer ,,,,
LOVe it,.my heart is happy,.


exobutterflygirl () says about chapter 2:
LOL,.i love this,.

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