Drapetomania

Description

 

                Minah was just a girl, looking for happiness  in a world that, for her, was falling apart. Her brother, her precious older brother, the one she loved the most in this world, was in a coma for 1 year already, although the suffering began 2 years ago. But this year she found some good friends and finally understood the meaning of the word love, in a good but in a bad way too. And little did she know that a small thing from the past could change her future and could make her suffer even more. She was sick of it, and, even though her friends were always there for her, she didn't want to be the reason of their suffering and sadness because she knew too well how bad it was. Those black letters, the horrible things that were on it. If some people read them, they would think it was poetry or something romantic. But they were disgusting and dark, just like the paper they were written in. She understood his loneliness and sadness but didn't understand his actions. How could he do that? He was mad, crazy, creepy, a person that misunderstood love with pain and madness with happiness.

                But, despite all the suffering, she still had a place in her heart for Jimin, the one she loved, and for all her friends that helped her and saved her from her darkest thoughts. She owns them her life.

 

 

Foreword

"Hey, do you like black? It's a nice color isn't it? 

Some people think black is a sad color and white is a bright and happy color. Why? I think black is a bright and happy color. Just like my soul. Colors don't have souls but souls have colors. Strange right? Just like the fact that i know who you are but you don't know who i am. 

But do you even know who you are? Do i even know who i am? What is the color of my soul? Is it really black? Well, i'll leave that to you. Just think about it.

You know, i hate it when people say "forget the past and just think about your future" or "forget the past and live the present" and stuff like that. Why would we forget our past if he's the one that determinates our future? Why would we forget the past if he's the one that made our present? Because it hurts? Then it will hurt for the rest of your life. You can't delete your past like you can delete images from you computer. You can't erase old memories like you can erase something you wrote wrong. If you could delete old memories you would have no memories at all because they created the new ones. Minah, you can't forget your past. You can't forget him no matter what. So, you and I will be forever connected. Connected untill the end.

 

-Kid  " 

 

------------

"Hey, if anything bad happens to you, we'll save you. We are always there for you right? We are friends right? So don't worry about us!" He stared right into her teary eyes.

"Of course i worry about you! Because of me you're in danger and that's not what a friend does... Jimin, please, just let me go, you'll all live a happy life if i leave so please, think about how your futures can be..just... erase me from your memories, erase all the suffering i put you through.." She looked down, tears falling down her face.

""Why would we forget our past if he's the one that determinates our future?"" 

"Huh?" She lift her head up just to meat his eyes.

"It was on that letter.. I can't and i won't forget you. I was happy and i am happy with you so why would i?" He gave her one of his warm smiles.

"But...after all the suffering i-" He hugged her, cutting her off. She gasped at his sudden action.

"Don't. Just don't say that again. The time i spent with you... it wasn't suffering. It was the happiest time of my life." He hugged her tighter "And i don't want and thank god i can't forget those memories. I want to protect them with all my heart, I wan't to protect you."

"J-Jimin.... why..."  She broke down and cried in his arms, her head in his chest "I'm just a stupid girl that doens't deserve someone like you.."

"Don't say that. You're an awesome girl, kind, sweet. And that's the Minah i want to protect so she won't fade away."

"But that Minah only exists near you and the others and i can't stay with you, i don't want to make you suffer like i do!" She strugled but he was stronger than her.

"Can't you understand? You make us happy and we are the ones that WANT to protect you! You made us happier and thanks to you we are better than ever. So please don't do something stupid! Stay with us. Please.." A tear rushed down his face.

"..... why... " It was the only thing she could say. And it was enough.

"Why? Because i love you.."

 


 

Hey guysssssss~! I'm back with another fanfic!! God, i took me so long to come up with an idea for this new fic... oh well this time is with BTS (Jiminnie~~~*^*)!!!!! ** I really hope you like it!! eheh~! ^^

(Please comment, subscribe, upvote, whatever you want to 'cuz i really appreciate it!! ^^)

Comments

You must be logged in to comment
Paboly_Nisa #1
Chapter 12: omg i love thisss pls update soon
minnie34
#2
Chapter 12: Oh!! Neomu joah!!! Keep up the amazing work :)
khairunnisaq
#3
Chapter 10: Wow!!!!! I like it!!!!!
jongupswife
#4
Chapter 9: Update!!!!!!!!!! I love it
dibidisminho
#5
Chapter 5: update soon please~
I just "finished" it today, and I can't wait till the next chapter!
Jimin_Sungjong #6
Chapter 5: I'm loving this story more and more as you update a new chapter *o*
Please update soon and fighting! (^_^)/
TearsoftheRiver #7
update soon, author-nim =}
TaengooLuver #8
This seems nice, I'll be waiting for you to update it ^^
iceprincess231 #9
I like this idea, update soon, neh? ^^
batonkun #10
Good idea, Updatee! ;u;